"Yes, there is a plan. What's wrong? Ruan Qiuyue first deliberately turned the ball over and made him lie on his back, then she looked at Zhang Xiaoli and saw that she was full of gloomy clouds, and said with concern, "What troubles have you encountered?" ”

"I'm scared." Zhang Xiaoli sighed, sat on the bed, and couldn't help but smile at the ridiculous little appearance of the dumplings fluttering and turning over, and her sad thoughts were dispelled a little.

"What are you afraid of?" Ruan Qiuyue's seven-point attention was also on Tuanzi.

Seeing that he had successfully turned over, he deliberately took a small red ball of string that he liked and put it on top of his head to lure him, and asked him to raise his chest and raise his neck to look, intending to exercise his ability to raise his head.

"I'm afraid that Zhiheng will dislike me if he is admitted to university, and I'm also afraid that if I give birth to a daughter, my in-laws will dislike it, and the child will be disliked as soon as he is born."

After Zhang Xiaoli finished speaking, she looked at the dumplings and bean buns babbling, dancing, and playing with herself, with a smile and envy in her eyes.

If she could give birth to a son in this child, her heart would be much more stable, but can she really have such a good life?!

"You're thinking nonsense, putting pressure on yourself! Now that he is admitted to the university, he is not able to become a big official after being admitted to the imperial examination in the imperial examination, but he just has a better job and future, and he has not become a master.

Moreover, you have a life-saving grace for him, and you also give birth to children for him to support his parents, I don't think Zhiheng is that kind of scumbag, and he began to dislike you when he was admitted to college. ”

Ruan Qiuyue heard her words, hurriedly held her hand and patted it, smiled and comforted her, and let her relax.

"I also know that it is a great thing that he can be admitted to university, but I am afraid that I will not be able to catch him more and more in the future. He doesn't eat or sleep to review his homework now, and I want to care about him, so I can ask him if he is sleepy and hungry.

I asked him how he was doing, and even if he told me, I didn't finish elementary school, I couldn't read all the words, and I couldn't understand his words at all.

The two of us have nothing to say now, so what about him after he goes to college, he can't come back after being away from home for half a year, so how can he still have feelings?!

At that time, he was a college student, educated and knowledgeable, but I was just a village woman, where did I deserve him. If I have another daughter, I am only afraid that Zhiheng will not be tired of me, and my in-laws will feel more and more that I am not worthy of their son. ”

Zhang Xiaoli said and spoke, her eyes were red, tears swirled in her eyes, she hurriedly turned her head, wiped away her tears a little rudely, and held back to keep herself from crying.

Ruan Qiuyue knew that her worries were not unreasonable, people's hearts would change, especially when their identity and environment changed, it would be easier to change, if she assured Xiaoli that they would not change, it would be a deception to her.

As far as she knows, there are many educated youths who marry wives and have children in the countryside, but once they return to the city after the college entrance examination, they will marry another person in the city without leaving the marriage, and directly abandon the bad wives at home.

Ruan Qiuyue thought about it carefully, but she admired and felt sorry for Xiaoli's keen and intelligent thoughts, she was a little inferior, but she also saw it clearly, instead of blindly believing that her husband and in-laws would not change.

"Xiaoli, we can't change the birth of boys and girls, and you can't easily change the feudal thinking of the older generation of patriarchs. But you can change yourself. ”

Ruan Qiuyue encouraged her, "You're afraid that Zhiheng will look down on you in the future, you don't have a common language, you can start learning now!" ”