Chapter 437: She Doesn't Want Me Anymore

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Chang Shenghua looked at Ning Shaoming, and could see through his eyes the twelve-year-old boy who witnessed the scene of his mother's suicide, that little shadow followed behind him, and he was never willing to leave easily. &1t;/p>

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It was Ning Shaoming's nightmare when he was young, lingering in his dreams year after year, and his subconscious mind was always controlling his every move, making him afraid to contact women, unwilling to touch emotions, and even unable to express his inner feelings to outsiders. &1t;/p>

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Whether it is a broken marriage between parents or a mother's tragic self-destruction, it is the process of breaking a child's originally complete heart. &1t;/p>

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Chang Shenghua realized this when she first came into contact with Ning Shaoming, but she did not choose to force Ning Shaoming to treat it, and before the injury really surfaced and stirred up the wind and rain, most people would rather ignore it than take the initiative to endure the pain and dig it up. &1t;/p>

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Right now...... Maybe it's a good time to step in. &1t;/p>

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Maybe she didn't kill herself, he said. &1t;/p>

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Chang Shenghua said in a low voice: "Do you still think that your father killed her?" ”&1t;/p>

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"I saw ......" Ning Shaoming took the initiative, and even took the initiative a little urgently, "Ning Jinghou's business card case is in the bedroom, that's impossible!" Ning Jinghou would never take the initiative to enter my mother's bedroom! ”&1t;/p>

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These details were also obtained by Chang Shenghua in the process of hypnotizing him, she was silent for a while, and said: "So you think that your father killed your mother in your house, and then left his business card box at the crime scene, but in the end everyone said that your mother committed suicide, even if you carried a knife to kill him, no one suspected him?" ”&1t;/p>

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Ning Shaoming froze slightly. &1t;/p>

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Of course, he also knew that many details could not withstand scrutiny, but Ning Shaoming still stubbornly straightened his back. &1t;/p>

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"My mother won't commit suicide," Ning Shaoming seemed to be talking to Chang Shenghua, but in fact she was talking to herself and convincing herself, "She has been in the Ning family for so many years, why did she suddenly commit suicide?" I don't have any warning, so she won't, she won't......"&1t;/p>

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Chang Shenghua said: "You didn't show up, but the people of the Ning family are not surprised, are they?" ”&1t;/p>

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Ning Shaoming's tone couldn't help but rise: "Because they don't treat my mother as their own!" ”&1t;/p>

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Chang Sheng's eyes are complicated, "This is one of the reasons why she committed suicide." ”&1t;/p>

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Ning Shaoming said loudly: "I'm still here!" For me, she has been in the Ning family for more than ten years! ”&1t;/p>

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Chang Shenghua shook his head, "So she can't stay any longer, since she can't go, she can only change the way." ”&1t;/p>

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"I'm only twelve! How could my mom leave me? Ning Shaoming's emotions finally got out of control, his eyes were red, but he didn't cry, like an angry lion, roaring angrily almost wailing: "The people of the Ning family don't like me either, my father has never treated me as a son, there is only her by my side, how can she leave me?" ”&1t;/p>

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From "may" to "may", the change of the two words has exhausted Ning Shaoming's endless grievances and confusion for so many years. &1t;/p>

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Chang Shenghua looked at him and saw the sadness and anger in his eyes, those years of pain traversed Ning Shaoming's heart, and even the superficial sadness and pain could not be fully expressed. &1t;/p>

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For a moment, Chang Shenghua thought that Ning Shaoming would cry bitterly, releasing the sadness of "how could she leave me" that he finally asked, but once that young man had grown up, so many ups and downs failed to overturn him, he grew into a big man, standing in the wind and snow, no longer willing to express his sorrow with tears, for fear of being seen as weak. &1t;/p>

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Chang Shenghua felt relieved and sad. &1t;/p>

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Chang Shenghua didn't answer, and Ning Shaoming didn't speak again, but his chest was still rising and falling violently, trying to calm down his overly intense emotions, but it didn't work, he couldn't help shaking from his body to his fingertips, Ning Shaoming wanted to get up and leave a little embarrassed, but Chang Shenghua grabbed his wrist first. &1t;/p>

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I don't know if it's because Chang Sheng's painting is too strong, or if Ning Shaoming's determination to leave is not firm in the first place, but with such a drag, Ning Shaoming just sat there and didn't leave anymore. &1t;/p>

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Even so, Chang Shenghua didn't let go of his hand, just bypassed the coffee table, walked in front of him, put his other hand on his head, slid to the back of his head, and then pressed him into his arms and gave Ning Shaoming a strong hug. &1t;/p>

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Ning Shaoming obviously struggled for a moment, but Chang Shenghua still didn't let go, and reprimanded in a low voice: "Don't move." ”&1t;/p>

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Ning Shaoming didn't move, his body was still stiff, but the heating in the room was very warm, and Chang Sheng's body temperature was also very warm, Ning Shaoming's hard back slowly softened, he hesitated to raise his hand, and finally hugged Chang Shenghua fiercely. &1t;/p>

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Chang Sheng's hand soothed through his short line, feeling that Ning Shaoming's strength in grasping her clothes was growing, and a wet mark gradually opened on her waist and abdomen...... &1t;/p>

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The taste of the heart also became complicated with this dampness, Chang Shenghua lowered his head, looked at the slightly twitching back of the man in his arms, and slowly pursed his lips vigorously. &1t;/p>

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… The tenderness in my heart has risen since then. &1t;/p>

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Outside, the wind was howling and the snow was shaking. &1t;/p>

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After the half-month assessment, the recruits were sent away again, and in the end there were only more than 130 people left, but it was a little better than Chang Shenghua expected. &1t;/p>

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In order to provide psychological counseling for those recruits with poor psychological tolerance, Chang Shenghua spent two days chatting with them one-on-one, which was busier than the internship when he was still studying for a doctorate in M City, but fortunately, the problems that needed to be solved were not big. &1t;/p>

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Chang Shenghua put the last recruit's current state of mind appraisal report into the file bag, then stood up and stretched, walked to the window and looked into the distance, relieving the pressure on his eyes. &1t;/p>

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Her office has a relatively high floor, and from the window, you can see the members of the Dragon Destroyer on the training ground doing demining training. &1t;/p>

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Even though everyone was wearing the same training uniform, Chang Shenghua could still recognize which one was Ning Shaoming at a glance. &1t;/p>

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Ever since he had talked to Ning Shaoming about his mother Song Minxia that night, it was no surprise that the little lion had fallen into a state of shyness and awkwardness again. &1t;/p>

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But this time I probably have to add the point of embarrassment, after all, he hugged Chang Sheng's waist and cried for twenty minutes...... &1t;/p>

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Of course, Chang Shenghua would never tell Ning Shaoming that she deliberately guided the other party and made the other party cry...... Ahem! &1t;/p>

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Even if he has been embarrassed in front of Chang Sheng's picture 10,000 times, Ning Shaoming will still feel very embarrassed for the next humiliation, and this thin skin is really ...... Unexpectedly stupid and cute. &1t;/p>

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Chang Shenghua sighed melancholy. &1t;/p>

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It's always so sad to have a lion cub teasing day...... &1t;/p>

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It's just that this time it's really a bit big, and the cause is still a serious matter, Chang Shenghua had to hold his heart first, and give Ning Shaoming a little time to sort out his thoughts. &1t;/p>

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Regarding the cause of death of Ning's mother Song Minxia, Chang Shenghua is not talking nonsense in order to break Ning Shaoming's heart knot. &1t;/p>

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You-kno-ho veteran bookbag found some evidence that could prove that Song Minxia did die by suicide, and although Ning Jinghou did not have an alibi at that time, he had no motive for committing the crime, unless there really appeared in the so-called house fight plot, otherwise Song Minxia's death was really no problem. &1t;/p>

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If you can't see the problem under the repeated search of you-kno-ho retired members, Chang Shenghua just wants to give Ning Shaoming a conspiracy theory to satisfy him, but he can't find reasonable evidence, not to mention that Chang Shenghua doesn't plan to be so accustomed to Ning Shaoming. &1t;/p>

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If there is anything wrong with Ning Jinghou, it can only be his cold violence that indirectly killed Song Minxia. &1t;/p>

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It's a pity that the law can't condemn such a crime, and morality can't condemn people like Ning Jinghou who can even trade marriage. &1t;/p>

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As for whether it is possible to be true love...... &1t;/p>

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Chang Shenghua thinks that it really depends on whether God gives them a miracle. &1t;/p>

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According to Chang Shenghua, Song Minxia's adoptive parents both had cancer at that time, and the Ning family really gave Song Minxia a lot of money, and then she married into the Ning family in a low-key manner, and became pregnant with Ning Shaoming in less than two months. &1t;/p>

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However, her adoptive parents died after less than half a year, Song Minxia collapsed and almost had a miscarriage at that time, and has been depressed since then, and almost died in the delivery room because of dystocia when she gave birth to Ning Shaoming. &1t;/p>

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In this era, human rights are supreme, and naturally no hospital can ask the question of brain damage such as protecting the big and the small, but more than 20 years ago, the medical conditions were not good enough, and the obstetrician and gynecologist at that time asked Ning Jinghou like this, and Ning Jinghou did not hesitate to say "keep the small". &1t;/p>

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Therefore, to say that Ning Jinghou and Song Minxia are true love, it is basically impossible to know it with your toes. &1t;/p>

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As for why Ning Shaoming's son came so easily, but Ning Jinghou still didn't like him, so he really could only ask Ning Jinghou himself. &1t;/p>

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There was a sudden knock on the office door, and there was a loud "report". &1t;/p>

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Chang Shenghua said "come in". &1t;/p>

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A recruit in a training uniform pushed the door in, saluted with his chest held high, and said, "Instructor Chang, I am the No. 32 Little Sheep Wuzheng!" ”&1t;/p>

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Using "little sheep" to number is Ning Shaoming's bad taste, and it is also a loss that the recruits shout that they are sheep every day, and they are used to shouting, Chang Shenghua is very happy to listen to, but he didn't bring it out on his face, just asked: "Is there something wrong with me?" ”&1t;/p>

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She still remembers Wu Zheng, a recruit, from the physical selection to the current elimination training, his results are very eye-catching. &1t;/p>

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Wu Zheng paused, "There's something I want to ask you about...... It's about my comrades-in-arms. ”&1t;/p>

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Chang Shenghua nodded and motioned for him to continue. &1t;/p>

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Wu Zhengdao; "Maybe the pressure of the recent training is too much, my comrade-in-arms is not in the right mood, I have met him several times hiding in the toilet and crying"&1t;/p......>

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Chang Shenghua was a little surprised, "Has he ever come to me?" ”&1t;/p>

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It stands to reason that the recruits who are not in a good state of mind have already talked to her about life. &1t;/p>

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Wu Zheng shook his head, he also knew that Chang Shenghua was helping the recruits with psychological counseling, and hesitated and said: "His psychological assessment test is qualified......"&1t;/p>

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Chang Sheng drew clearly. &1t;/p>

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It seems that when the written psychological test was done after the assessment, the recruit played a little clever, and because there were too many people during the assessment, Chang Shenghua could only roughly evaluate each team, focusing on the analysis of the recruits with serious psychological imbalances, and would not observe all the recruits in detail without missing a detail. &1t;/p>

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Wu Zheng knew that Chang Shenghua understood what he meant, and lowered his head a little ashamedly, "I know it's not good, but I'm worried about his ......"&1t;/p>

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Chang Shenghua glanced at him, and suddenly said, "Do you feel that you are particularly sorry for him now?" ”&1t;/p>

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