Mingfu couldn't help but think of the harm he had caused to Xu Lu, and he had the heart to jump into the Yangtze River to commit suicide to apologize, but in the face of this guilt in his heart, the only thing he could do was to think about how to make up for the unforgivable mistake he had made.

Mingfu held the cup in his hand, as if the temperature of the coffee had reached his palm, he could feel the sweat in his palm about to pour down like a flood, and he felt as if Xu Lu was peeking at his extremely ugly heart.

And Xu Lu looked at Mingfu who was silent, and then realized that her attitude just now may have been a little excessive, in order to alleviate the embarrassing atmosphere in front of her, she smiled and said to Mingfu: "You have changed a lot now!" ”

Mingfu was curious, he looked at Xu Lu and asked, "Oh? What's changed? ”

"I can't say it, you have always given me the impression that you are not good at talking and don't like to socialize, but now I think you are easier to get along with."

"Actually, I haven't changed at all over the years, especially emotionally, from my freshman year to now, the person I like has never changed."

Xu Lu looked at Mingfu who was looking at her affectionately, she trembled subconsciously, she seemed to have guessed who Mingfu liked was.

The introduction of words here just gave Mingfu a chance to confess, he looked at Xu Lu and said: "Actually, I liked you when I first saw you, and I fell in love with you at a glance!" ”

In the face of this unexpected confession, Xu Lu was obviously at a loss, she always thought that Mingfu hated herself a little back then, otherwise she would not have deliberately kept a distance from herself.

has said it, Ming Fu has nothing to fear, he continued: "It's just that Ruan Linsheng confessed to you first, and you agreed to his confession, looking at your talented and beautiful appearance, you are very happy, and I will hide this sincerity." ”

Xu Lu suddenly realized that Mingfu's deliberate estrangement was precisely because he didn't know how to express that admiration.

Mingfu said again: "When Ruan Linsheng and Tong Li had returned to China, I looked for Ruan Linsheng, and he said that he would definitely marry you, and you would not marry him, so I didn't tell you my heart, I have been waiting for an opportunity, but it was not until the night before Ruan Linsheng got married that you completely broke off the relationship, and then I went to look for you, but you have already resigned." ”

Mingfu didn't dare to think back to the night before Ruan Linsheng's wedding, when he, Ruan Linsheng and Xu Lu drank together, and he didn't have any face to think about what happened that night anymore.

And Xu Lu thought of what happened the night before Ruan Linsheng's marriage, and her heart ached inexplicably, if it wasn't for that night, she wouldn't be what she is now, maybe she could have let go of Ruan Linsheng and start a new life.

It is precisely because of the existence of Xia Xinjing and Xu Xinmeng that Xu Lu has lived in beautiful fantasies all these years, closing her heart and unwilling to accept anyone's feelings.

Mingfu looked at Xu Lu who was deep in thought, and said: "I haven't forgotten you until now, I've been trying to find you all these years, I just want to take good care of you now, I can let go of everything for you, I can get a divorce, I can move to Baiying to take care of you." ”

Hearing this, Xu Lu was shocked, Mingfu couldn't bear this love for her to leave her wife and daughter, she hurriedly said: "I have never liked you, and I don't need your care." ”

"If I hadn't taken good care of you back then, you wouldn't have suffered so much."

"Whatever I've been through, it has nothing to do with you." Xu Lu replied coldly.

When Mingfu thought of the mistakes he had made, he couldn't wait to atone for his sins, but he was ashamed to let Xu Lu know the harm he had caused her, and for a while Mingfu didn't know how to answer.

At this time, seeing that Xu Lu had not come back for a long time, the more Xia Jiangjie thought about it, the more he felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell Xu Xin Mengming that he was going to find Xu Lu.

After a moment of hesitation, Xia Jiangjie deliberately looked for the vegetables in the convenience bag, looked at the food in the refrigerator again, and suddenly said, "This is about to make fish, didn't your mother buy coriander?" Without coriander, the fish wouldn't be tasty. ”

Xu Xinmeng heard it and turned over the convenience bag again, but it really didn't.

Xia Jiangjie took the opportunity to say: "I'll go buy some, this chicken is estimated to be stewed for twenty minutes, just when I come back!" ”

When Xu Xinmeng heard this, he hurriedly said, "Why don't I go?" ”

Xia Jiangjie smiled and said, "No, it's a matter of minutes." ”

After that, Xia Jiangjie had already unbuttoned his apron and took the key to go out, and Xu Xinmeng had no choice but to follow Xia Jiangjie's meaning.

Xia Jiangjie immediately drove out of the community, he looked around and around the road and didn't see Xu Lu's figure, so he deliberately moved his eyes to some stores.

Just when Xia Jiangjie thought that he was going to return in vain, he happened to see Xu Lu coming out of a coffee shop, and the person who followed closely behind him was actually Mingfu.

I saw Mingfu running in front of Xu Lu, deliberately tugging on her arm, wanting to express something eagerly.

Looking at Xu Lu's angry expression, Xia Jiangjie guessed that Mingfu must have said something to anger Xu Lu, and it was related to Ruan Linsheng.

At this time, Mingfu was saying to Xu Lu: "I know that I shouldn't get married, I should have been waiting for you, but I also have my own difficulties, and now I have enough ability to take care of you and Xinmeng, let me take care of you." ”

Xu Lu smiled bitterly and said: "It is absolutely impossible for the two of us, I used to treat you as good friends, now it seems that it is best for us not to meet in the future, my affairs have nothing to do with you in the future, it is better for us to be okay with each other." ”

Seeing this, Xia Jiangjie realized that the relationship between Mingfu and Xu Lu must not be as simple as he imagined, and after thinking about it carefully, Xia Jiangjie could easily guess that Mingfu may have been in love with Xu Lu all these years.

Xia Jiangjie sneered, the hatred in his heart became stronger, he tore the seat leather next to him fiercely, and after some venting, he turned around and went home.

After returning home, Xu Xinmeng hurriedly said: "Dad, I just found coriander under the lettuce, it turned out to be washed, I forgot!" ”

Xia Jiangjie smiled and said, "I bought some more, let me see if the chickens are okay?" ”

"I can already smell it, it's so fragrant!" Xu Xinmeng said excitedly.

When Xu Lu returned home, there were still some vegetables left to fry, Xu Xinmeng said happily: "Mom, the vegetables will be fried immediately, and you can start the meal after a while." ”

Xu Lu answered and walked into the bedroom, Xu Xinmeng didn't notice Xu Lu's abnormality, but Xia Jiangjie could see it clearly, he couldn't help but guess what Mingfu said to Xu Lu.

When Xu Xinmeng called Xu Lu to eat, Xu Lu also dragged her tired body out of the bedroom, and during the whole meal, Xu Lu also forced a smile, passively praising Xu Xinmeng for the sumptuous lunch they made.

After lunch, Xu Lu wanted to go back to the bedroom to rest on the grounds of being tired, and after cleaning, Xia Jiangjie wanted to go back to Yi Nan on the grounds that he had something to do.

This Xia Jiangjie came in a hurry, and was in a hurry to leave, how could Xu Xinmeng bear that her father did not have a moment of rest, she hoped that her parents could take this opportunity to communicate more and get along more.

Xu Xinmeng left home on the grounds that he was looking for classmates, Xia Jiangjie sat on the sofa and looked at the direction of Xu Lu's bedroom, at this moment he only had a strong possessiveness for Xu Lu, and he no longer had the slightest affection.

At this time, Xu Xinmeng was wandering aimlessly around the community, which happened to be seen by Mingfu, who had never left.

He deliberately drove the car in front of Xu Xinmeng, rolled down the window and called Xu Xinmeng's name.

Xu Xinmeng was surprised for a while, and said curiously: "Uncle Ming, why are you here?" ”

Mingfu looked at Xu Xinmeng, who was so happy, and finally got some comfort and said: "We have a cooperative company near here, and I will take care of some business." ”

"It's such a coincidence, my house is near here."

Mingfu smiled and said, "Do you have time?" Would you like to have coffee? ”

"Okay!"

With that, Xu Xinmeng got into Mingfu's car and came to the place where Mingfu and Xu Lu had coffee just now.

Mingfu looked at Xu Xinmeng, who was so lively, felt pity, and asked, "Your mother must have been very difficult all these years, right?" ”

Xu Xinmeng was stunned and replied: "My mother has indeed suffered a lot for me. ”

Mingfu was afraid of causing Xu Xinmeng's sadness, so he immediately said: "But your mother will be very happy to see you so sensible and filial!" ”

"I also wish my mom would be proud of me!"

Looking at Xu Xinmeng, Mingfu suddenly asked, "When is your birthday?" ”

"The eighth day of the fifth lunar month."

"On the eighth day of the fifth month...... Mingfu calculated the time when Xu Lu was pregnant with Xu Xinmeng in his heart, and he realized that Xu Xinmeng was even older than Ruan Junhao.

But according to Mingfu's understanding of Xu Lu, she shouldn't have had a child with someone else before Ruan Linsheng got married, and a terrible thought flashed through Mingfu's mind in an instant, but he didn't dare to think about it, he would rather believe that Xu Xinmeng was Ruan Linsheng's child.

Mingfu looked at Xu Xinmeng and asked, "Your birthday is approaching, do you have any special wishes you want to fulfill?" ”

Xu Xin dreamed for a while and said, "Well, there are two, but I hope that the first wish can come true." ”

"Oh? What wishes? ”

"I hope my parents can remarry soon."

Mingfu knew that Xu Xinmeng must love his father very much, but he knew that the possibility of her wish coming true was very small.

Mingfu said: "I hope your wish can come true as soon as possible, but what about the second wish?" ”

"Second wish...... Xu Xinmeng was embarrassed to say, but since Xu Xinmeng called Mingfu Mingfu Ming's father in the dream, Xu Xinmeng suddenly felt that Mingfu was very kind.

Xu Xinmeng looked at Mingfu and said shyly: "My mother doesn't want me to be with Ruan Junhao, my second wish is to hope that Ruan Junhao and I can get my mother's blessing." ”

As soon as Ming Fu heard this, he knew that the chance of Xu Xinmeng's wish coming true was even smaller.