Chapter 124: I've Always Been Passionate About You
"I'm afraid you won't be able to open it!" Jiang Yu walked up to me like a nobody, took the beer in my hand, and poured himself a sip.
"Zhihan, don't look at me like that, I admit that I'm really a bad person, but things are different from what you think."
"What's the difference?"
"You don't think so much about me, do you? Shen Zhihan, I'm serious about you! Jiang Yu looked into my eyes, and he did look quite serious like that.
"I don't have the heart to talk to you about this, Jiang Yu, don't disgust me." With that, I went to the fridge and grabbed the last can of beer and prepared to go upstairs.
Jiang Yu suddenly grabbed my wrist and didn't let me go.
I struggled with him, but the strength of men and women was huge, and the struggle was fruitless, I gritted my teeth and asked, "What do you want to do?" ”
"Zhihan, are you really going to do this to me? Now it's just the two of us in this house, lonely men and widows in the same room, I want to do something, it's not difficult, right? As he spoke, he let go of my wrist, grabbed my shirt and pulled me to the sofa and sat down, "If I really want to do you, I will act a long time ago, do you think you still need to look at you every day in front of you?" ”
I didn't speak, thinking about his words, and I didn't want to annoy him at this time.
"Have you negotiated the matter with Lin Che today?" Jiang Yu asked me.
I leaned my head back on the couch, thinking about whether and how to answer him, when he finished the beer in his hand, folded the can and threw it on the ground, and laughed self-deprecatingly, "I knew no, you still can't die to him." ”
"It has nothing to do with you whether I die or not for him, but Jiang Yu, what do you mean by you going to hook up with Song Xi? There are so many girls you can play with, why can't you get along with my friends? ”
"I didn't get along with her, Zhihan, I was really wronged by your slap today, she came to me by herself, I didn't touch her several times, you slapped me without saying a word, and the last time Ji Xiaoxiao's incident, I doubt that your true love is probably me, and when you see me with a woman, you beat me, do you say so?"
I obeyed his brain, but Jiang Yu repeatedly assured me that he had never touched Song Xi. Although I don't believe his words very much, but looking at the way he looked when he was with Song Xi today, I could also see that it was Song Xi who took the initiative.
"You girls! The mind is very strange, Shen Zhihan, you said today that your good girlfriend likes me, and you jumped into the fire pit, but why can't you see yourself clearly? You like Lin Che, aren't you jumping into the fire pit? ”
I can't refute Jiang Yu's words.
Jiang Yu snatched the beer from my hand again and threw it in the trash, and then he pulled me up, "It's boring to drink here!" Get out? ”
Of course, I don't want to go out with him. Actually, I didn't drink well at all, and after drinking half a bottle of beer, my face began to heat up and my head hurt. I feel very tired because of these days.
"Shen Zhihan, shall we exchange a secret?" Jiang Yu suddenly asked me seriously.
I raised my head and looked at him, and he continued, "Do you know why Lin Che and Lin Zhi, I know about the affairs of their group? ”
"You say." I also got up seriously and sat up straight to listen to Jiang Yu.
"Look! I and they are obviously in the same circle, but in that circle, no one can afford me, even the people who gave birth to me and raised me are too lazy to look at me. Speaking of these, Jiang Yu lowered his head, "I, Jiang Yu, have lived so long, and I have indeed done a lot of bad things, but in fact, Shen Zhihan, I have not done those principled things." ”
"Do you have principles?" It hurts me to say this at this time, but when I think of Ji Xiaoxiao's child, I naturally blurted it out.
On the surface, Jiang Yu really didn't have any principles, he smiled self-deprecatingly, and then looked at me, "Why do you even want to say this about me?" Shen Zhihan, don't you know that I like you? Jiang Yu's tone was half joking and half blaming.
I laughed and didn't speak.
Jiang Yu continued: "Seriously, Shen Zhihan, I also feel that I am not worthy of you, probably because I have never been able to catch up, so I have always maintained my enthusiasm for you, as you said." I don't know how long or how deep this liking lasts. ”
When Jiang Yu said these words, there was a faint sadness in his eyes, and it looked like that, but I don't have any intention to talk to him about this kind of thing now.
He seemed to guess my thoughts, and continued, "Let's talk about something you're interested in!" Zhihan, I have known Lin Che and Lin Zhi since we were very young, and Chen Fei'er, she has liked Lin Che since she was a child, and I have always known it. When we were in elementary school, we went to school together. At that time, I went to an aristocratic school, and the children in it were all heads and faces, and everyone looked down on me. ”
"Why?" I don't know Jiang Yu's family background, and Wen Yi'an doesn't seem to know much about this, "Because of your family's nouveau riche?" ”
Jiang Yu laughed, "Nouveau riche? If only that's what you want. Me! It's an illegitimate child, my father doesn't love my mother, and I was abandoned by my mother since I was a child. My dad sent me to school, and he never cared about me, when I was a child, I liked to do bad things, to put it bluntly, it was like attracting the attention of my old man, and then I couldn't stop doing too many bad things, how do I say it, that ...... Eileen Chang's ......"
"If you knew me in the past, you would forgive me now?" I looked at Xia Jiang Yu seriously, "Then didn't your father care about you?" ”
"I'm not the only kid he's haul, but I'm the worst." Jiang Yu sighed, "I played with my classmates when I was a child. Desperately trying to please others, no one wants to pay attention to me, Lin Che watched Lin Zhi bully me like a monkey, to tell the truth about their group of rich children from high society, I don't like any of them, and naturally every one of them likes me. ”
I also looked at Jiang Yu seriously, and suddenly felt a little sympathetic to him from the bottom of my heart, feeling like an abandoned child.
"Alright, my secret is over, Zhihan, exchange your secret." Jiang Yu asked me, "Do you really like Lin Che?" ”
My nose began to sour, and the feeling of keeping the secret in my heart was really uncomfortable, and because I drank some wine, I actually told Jiang Yu all my secrets.
I nodded, "I really like Lin Che, because it's the first time to like someone like this, all Jiang Yu, I'm the same as you, and I'm not sure how deep this liking is, but obviously, it's better than I originally expected." ”
"And you're going to continue with him?" Jiang Yu was not surprised at all by my answer, and continued to ask calmly.
"No, it won't continue." I exhaled lightly, raised my head and met his puzzled eyes, and I said, "Originally, I thought that Lin Che approached me with ulterior motives, I didn't believe that he would really like me, and I didn't think I would really like him. With him, I just wanted to get revenge on my dad, because I thought it was my dad who killed my mom, and I didn't want to see my dad and He Rujing together at all. ”
Lin Che has always known this, even if he and I pretend to be very real. But all along, my revenge seems to have been used by the wrong person. "Speaking of this, my emotions began to be a little uncontrollable, I felt that I could understand Jiang Yu's discomfort of being ignored by his family since he was a child, "Jiang Yu, I have always felt that I was not very happy before, I was thrown to my grandmother's house by my parents since I was a child, and neither of them wanted to care about me, until two days ago, I didn't know that in this world, there is a little girl who is exactly like me, she is a thousand times more pitiful than me......"
Jiang Yu listened to me silently, then took out a tissue from the coffee table and wiped my tears and snot. I took the tissue from his hand, probably because of the alcohol, and my head felt very big.
"That little girl, who are you?" Jiang Yu asked.
"It's my sister, my twin sister."
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I don't remember how long I talked to Jiang Yu, but this night, in fact, thanks to him, this man I have never trusted in the slightest, patiently accompanied me for a night.
The next morning I woke up in my bed. When I opened my eyes, Jiang Yu happened to come in just outside the door.
I subconsciously looked down at myself, Jiang Yu smiled and said, still that indecent look, he said, "Don't worry, I'm not interested in drunks." ”
Then he came over and continued: "Zhihan, you cried all night yesterday, and I didn't dare to go out in the middle of the night, for fear that if your crying didn't ease, the person would be gone." ”
I glared at him, and was just about to reply, when I realized that my voice was really hoarse.
Then Jiang Yu sat next to me and patted my head, "What should have happened or not has happened, everything has happened, so be relieved!" ”
I nodded, and he went out, telling me to hurry up and change my clothes and go out for breakfast together.
At this time, I found that in fact, my previous prejudice against Jiang Yu was too great.
When I changed my clothes and left the room and was about to go out with Jiang Yu, before we left, Shen Zhen and He Rujing opened the door in advance and rushed in.
He Rujing didn't say a word, she rushed over and slapped me, "Shen Zhihan, you hurt my son and are still lying in the hospital, and you are still seducing men, do you want to be ashamed?" How could your dad give birth to a daughter like you! ”
I had a sore throat and couldn't speak, Jiang Yu pulled me behind him, and Shen Zhen punched Jiang Yu again, "Stinky boy, what happened to your daughter?" ”
Jiang Yu wiped the corners of his mouth, "Mrs. He, what are you doing here?" I wonder who asked me to come here yesterday, Mrs. Ho, if you want to devise a trick to catch the adulterer, I think you will be disappointed. ”
I looked at Jiang Yu, then He Rujing and Shen Zhen, and quickly understood that the person who designed Jiang Yu and me was He Rujing. But He Rujing is an old fox, even if she heard Jiang Yu say this, her face still did not change and her heart did not beat, and she sneered and said to Jiang Yu: "Why did you come here, you should ask yourself." ”
Shen Zhen pulled me out from behind Jiang Yu, "Shen Zhihan, what happened to you and him?" ”
Looking at Shen Zhen, I seemed to be able to see a complicated expectation in his eyes, I was frightened by my own speculation, and I reacted, I asked Shen Zhen: "Do you want anything to happen to me and him?" ”