Chapter 194: Relieved
I swallowed my breath and said to Wen Yi'an on the phone with a smile: "Your old man doesn't worry about this, I'm fine now, don't you curse me if something happens?" That one...... You're in the United States, it's still four or five o'clock in the morning! Sleep, sleep, I'm too lazy to talk to you. ”
I finished speaking in one breath, hung up the phone quickly, and then the tears were uncontrollable, and I couldn't hold back any longer.
Song Xi squatted down and patted me on the back, she felt a little guilty and didn't understand what I was doing.
"Zhihan, you and Lin Che, can you still get by? If...... What if he's really in love with your sister? ”
"No, it won't! Lin Che won't be like this! I looked up, "He may just be angry about something, but the person he loves is me!" ”
I'm probably like a self-deceiving resentful woman.
Song Xi was silent, patted me on the back, and said after a long time: "Love or not, is this kind of thing really so clear?" Zhihan, are you really sure that the person Lin Che loves is you? ”
"I'm sure! The person he loves is me. I took Song Xi's hand, "Song Xi, please, don't say it." ”
What Song Xi said is exactly what I don't want to face, how lucky I was to think that the person I love will always love me, and all this will not be destroyed so easily.
"But...... If Lin Che really doesn't love you, can you be happy? Song Xi asked hesitantly.
As soon as she said this, Jiang Yu came back from outside. Jiang Yu saw me sitting on the ground crying, and immediately came over and squatted beside me and asked Song Xi, "What did you tell her?" "It's like Song Xi bullied me.
Song Xi didn't show any anger, she said to Jiang Yu, "I'm sorry. Thinking about it, he added, "Zhihan is my best friend, I won't hurt her, I want to enlighten her......"
"Think about yourself first!" Jiang Yu angrily threw Song Xi's words and hugged me to the sofa again.
I can't care about being sad, how embarrassing it is! Song Xi likes Jiang Yu, but Jiang Yu takes care of me as soon as she enters the door.
I wanted to push Jiang Yu away, but then I thought that he asked me to help him get rid of Song Xi, so I didn't struggle, and he carried me to the sofa.
Jiang Yu looked at my crying swollen eyes, pulled out a few pieces of paper, and wiped my tears in front of Song Xi, "Zhihan, you are a little promising." If Lin Che really dumps you, you won't be alive anymore? ”
This assumption ...... No, not necessarily......
Jiang Yu rolled her eyes, turned to Song Xi and said, "Okay, she is like this, she probably hasn't lost her love, let her figure it out for herself, don't make a mess." ”
Song Xi looked at me, stopped talking, and then nodded.
It's an exaggeration to think that when I first approached Lin Che, he ignored me when he was hot and cold, didn't I just miss it several times, the most serious time, when I went to the United States, I wanted to die.
Because of these, after I lost and regained, my feelings for Lin Che became deeper, and if I gave up on him, I would definitely not be able to do it.
Jiang Yu persuaded me a few words slightly, and went back to the room by himself.
I saw Song Wang's eyes looking at Jiang Yu, remembered the business of coming here today, became calmer, and took the initiative to say to Song Xi: "How are you and Jiang Yu now?" ”
"You saw it, just like that......" Song Xi's eyes were a little dodgy.
"Song Xi, you also know how sad it is to fall in love with someone who doesn't love you, just like you persuaded me, why are you more stubborn than me when you come to yourself?"
Song Xi was a little speechless for a while, so I wiped away my tears and stood up, and walked in front of Song Xi, "Jiang Yu doesn't love you, you know, but what about you?" Song Xi, you don't leave him and stay by his side all the time, maybe it's not really a good way for him. I didn't realize it before, but as I grew up, I began to understand this, and I learned from Wen Yi'an that love is fulfillment and retreat, although I still can't learn it for the time being. But I also want to tell you this, you continue to stay with him, both of you are sad, why bother? ”
Song Xi looked at me seriously for a while, then shook his head and shook off my hand, "Zhihan, you haven't dealt with your own affairs yet, why are you trying to persuade me?" Jiang Yu and I are both sad, but what about you? If I let go, can you make Jiang Yu feel better? You know that the person he likes is you, you don't love him, and you don't let me love him, isn't this cruel? ”
"We all do, don't we?" I stepped forward and hugged Song Xi, "Do you know why I'm here today?" Jiang Yu brought me over, just to persuade you to give up, for people you don't love, some people's hearts may not be warm for the rest of their lives, just like I won't be with Jiang Yu, this truth, Song Xi, you actually understand. ”
Song Xi bit his lip, and his tears fell off guard, "You say-Jiang Yu asked you to come and chase me?" ”
Song Xi stared at me for a few seconds, and she knew I wouldn't joke at such times, even if it wasn't for her.
Then she laughed, "That's probably ...... It's the first time Jiang Yu has thought about me......"
"Give it up! I don't want to see you like this, Song Xi, find someone who loves you, isn't that good? I asked.
Song Xi suddenly became sensitive, and when she heard me say this, she pushed me away and asked loudly, "Why are you embarrassed to say such things?" Zhihan, you really shouldn't say that! Find someone who loves you, so why didn't you stay with Wen Yi'an or Jiang Yu at the beginning? Do the two of them love you less than Lin Che? Especially Brother Wen, he loves you more than Lin Che, why don't you know! ”
I closed my eyes, I knew! Of course I know that Wen Yi'an loves me, and Jiang Yu also likes me, but what do these represent? These can prove that Lin Che doesn't love me?
I have clearly felt the love that Lin Che gave me, and no one can replace it.
Song Xi saw me crying, she cried more sadly than me, came over and hugged me, and leaned her head on my arms, "Zhihan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that, but I can't let go of Jiang Yu, he promised me, he won't drive me away...... As long as he doesn't chase me......"
At this time, the door of Jiang Yu's room suddenly opened, Jiang Yu walked out of the room, with a cold face, glanced at Song Xi, pulled her out of her side, looked at her and said, "I'm sorry, I promised you, but now that the plan has changed, you can't stay by my side." ”
"Why? Why not? Song Xi's eyes widened, "What did I do badly, you want to drive me ......?"
"It doesn't matter if you're okay or not." Jiang Yu lowered his head, as if he was a little unbearable, but he continued to raise his head, returned to his usual heartlessness, and said loudly, "Emotional matters, you are obedient and don't find faults, is it okay?" I said Song Xi, you are a little girl, can you not be so fucking cheap? I'm really annoying you! We were acting at the beginning, and you plan to act with me for the rest of your life? I don't have that in mind. ”
"I ...... I didn't ......" Song Xi was a little incoherent all of a sudden, only tears kept turning in circles in his eyes, I didn't turn my head, and suddenly remembered that before, I had also stimulated Lin Che like this, and Lin Che had stimulated me like this.
"Enough, don't you, mine." Jiang Yu was a little impatient, "I'll give you a few days, this week I will let the media know the news of our breakup, this house is given to you, Song Xi, a scumbag like me, you are considered unlucky if you run into it, but I haven't touched you either, I will give you a living allowance after the breakup, which is enough for you to live for the rest of your life, and you won't lose money, right?" ”
Song Xi didn't say anything, she couldn't hold back and didn't let the tears continue to fall, she didn't dare or want to scold Jiang Yu, she was reluctant and couldn't leave him.
Jiang Yu was like a nobody. In the evening, he also ordered takeout and let us go over to eat together, Song Xi and I couldn't eat, but he began to be a bystander to comfort us, as if he was not the one who made Song Xi fall out of love.
He said: "Don't cry and make trouble and hang yourself for this kind of love, in the end, your experience is too shallow, and you still have to eat, after all, people have to live well!" ”
I raised my head and glanced at Jiang Yu, but when I looked up, he subconsciously avoided my eyes, as if something sad and big had happened.
Live well. Many people have said this to me.
At night, I slept with Song Hee, like I used to be in the university dormitory. Every time I went home and was sad, or she and Zhang Fatzi were unhappy, the two of us had to huddle into a single bed and sleep with each other.
Over the years, although my friendship with Song Xi has changed slightly because of the man, in the end, we still have a precious place for each other in our hearts.
Song Xi cried for a while, calmed down and stopped crying.
In her words, there have been too many tears for Jiang Yu over the years, she has been afraid that this day will come, it really came, that nerve was compressed, although she was sad, she was also relieved.
I'm different, what happened between me and Lin Che caught me off guard, now, I want to calm down, but when I think of him, my heart becomes more and more chaotic, I don't dare to see him, but I long to see him immediately.
I didn't sleep all night last night, and I didn't rest during the day today. At this time, no matter how much you love or hate, you can't stop sleeping.
Song Xi and I hugged each other, felt a little more at ease, and fell asleep groggily.
When I woke up in the morning, Song Xi should have just fallen asleep. I quietly got out of bed and went to the living room. Jiang Yu got up early in the morning and fried eggs in the kitchen.
I looked at the pasted eggs, the side was dark, and asked Jiang Yu, "Do you still know how to cook?" ”
Jiang Yu smiled, picked up the pan, and poured the eggs on the plate next to him, "No, so I'm studying!" Zhihan, sit with me! You get a sandwich. ”
I nodded and said yes, grateful to him for letting me have something to do, but fortunately I was distracted by Lin Che's matter. None of us mentioned these things.
After a while, the doorbell of Jiang Yu's house rang. Just as Jiang Yu brought the plate to the dining table outside, he went to the door to open the door.
But as soon as he walked to the entrance, he didn't open the door, so he turned back and said to me, "Look for you, go and open the door!" ”
I paused, hesitantly put down the slice of bread in my hand, and inevitably panicked, thinking that Lin Che had come to him, and he could still have the patience to knock on the door.
But I didn't dare to think about it for too long, for fear that if I hesitated for a while, he would smash the door of Jiang Yu's house.
So I ran over and opened the door.