Chapter 38 Bewitchment
The scene in front of me was so real that I was almost carried away by the real touch, holding Lingqing in my arms, she kept rubbing my body, even through a piece of clothing, but the primitive desire almost swallowed me.
But that series of questions suddenly woke me up, Lingqing had already left with Senior Brother Yu, it was absolutely impossible to be here, let alone do this to me...... Therefore, the Lingqing in front of him is fake.
"Stay away from me!" I suddenly reached out and pushed Lingqing away, and although the touch between my skin was so pleasant, I knew that none of this was true. Once you see through it, all desires turn into fear.
Lingqing was pushed away by me, staggered back a few steps, and looked at me with a puzzled expression: "What's wrong with you?" Why did you push me away, don't you like me? Or my body...... Not tempting enough? ”
Lingqing posted it again, and I felt like my whole body was almost burning, but I still restrained myself: "You are not Lingqing." ”
"Of course I'm not her!" Lingqing rested her head on my shoulder, and when I pushed her away again, she changed her face, "I'm An Qingya!" ”
I looked at the woman in front of me in shock, she was obviously Lingqing a second ago, how did she become Qingya now?
"You're dead." I said.
"That's in the past, I'm alive now, don't you want me?" Qingya looked at me with spring in her eyes, "Ding Chen, you haven't liked me?" ”
I looked at Qingya in front of me, and was silent for a long time, but I couldn't answer after all.
"Men really don't have a good thing!" Seeing this, Qingya suddenly raised her lips, "I was born and died for you, and now I have become a puppet, but you have been around Lingqing these days, and you have never thought about how painful I am, you ask yourself, do you want to come and save me?" ”
Being complained about by Qingya so bitterly, the guilt in my heart made me panic: "I think about saving you all the time, but I really can't find Fang Jie's whereabouts, let alone you!" ”
Qingya looked at me, the anger in her eyes slowly subsided, and she said half-loudly: "That's it, it's all over, and now I'm back." ”
She wrapped herself around my body again, her voice numb, the hot breath coming out of her mouth lingering in my ears: "Don't you want me?" ”
I was stunned and couldn't help but ask myself, what do I really want from the bottom of my heart? Is it Lingqing or Qingya?
All this ...... Is it a hallucination?
All of a sudden, I actually lost myself, even if I knew that all this was an illusion, but I still didn't want to be awake, the elegant movements became more and more tempting, I unconsciously cooperated with her, and the palms of my hands involuntarily roamed over her......
"Brother!"
Tongtong's voice suddenly sounded like thunder, I felt a pain in my arm, looked down, Tongtong actually bit on my arm, her teeth went deep into my flesh and bones, blood flowed, I suddenly screamed out, threw Tongtong away, and said angrily: "What are you doing?" ”
Tongtong glared at me: "What do you see?" ”
I was stunned, and when I looked up again, Qingya was gone, and the thick bathroom was gone, replaced by a white mist, and I couldn't see anything except Tongtong beside me.
"It seems that we have all been bewitched by that ghost fetus," Tongtong said, "The ghost fetus is not easy to mess with, this ghost fetus has the ability to bewitch, everything you saw just now is an illusion, it is all from the most primitive desire in your heart." ”
Listening to Tongtong's words, I immediately blushed, it turned out that the most primitive desire in my heart was......
"I have been trying to wake you up in your body just now, but it has no effect at all, I can only drill out and bite you, but I only came out, and I was also dragged into the illusion by the ghost fetus, so you can see me." Tongtong said.
"What about Liu Zhu?" I asked.
"He should be in his own fantasy, but in reality, you are all in the room of the ghost fetus," Tongtong said eagerly, "In the illusion, our emotions will be amplified, and it will become more and more difficult to control ourselves, so we must quickly wake up, now the ghost fetus just wants to tease us, so he didn't tell his mother, and when he has had enough, he will either notify his mother to come and solve us, or directly let us kill ourselves in the illusion!" ”
I was shocked: "So terrible? ”
Tongtong said: "I can't stay here anymore, the ghost fetus is already dissatisfied with me, if I mess up his game again, he will definitely kill us!" So I'm going back now, and the rest is up to you, remember, everything is an illusion! ”
Tongtong disappeared directly in front of my eyes after speaking, and at the same time, bursts of laughter sounded in my ears, the laughter seemed to be that of a child, but it was extremely eerie and terrifying, and just listening to it made me tremble.
The hallucination in front of me changed again, and I walked out of the white fog, only to find myself standing at the entrance of a small village, where the uncle and aunt were busy doing farm work, the children who were playing and fishing in the river, the big banyan tree at the entrance of the village, and the small stones under the banyan tree...... Everything was so familiar, and I suddenly realized that I didn't know when I had returned to my hometown, that small village in the mountains, where I was born.
"Why is all this so familiar, yet it feels unfamiliar?" I stared at it all blankly, not knowing what to do.
There was a noise, and when I looked back, it was a low hut, and many villagers were gathered outside the courtyard, chattering and chattering. The screams of the women in the house continued, and the people outside the house kept bringing hot water in, and I thought that this hut was the house of the Xi Po of our village, so could it be that someone in it was in labor?
In the courtyard, a middle-aged man in a cloth shirt sat on a rocking chair with his eyes closed, but it could be seen from his frowning brows from time to time that he was actually very nervous.
Beside him, there was also a young man, who was restless, constantly rubbing his palms, and from time to time he walked to the door of the delivery room to take a look, but to no avail.
Eventually, with the screams of the woman and the cry of the child, the villagers outside the courtyard finally stopped talking, the young man stopped walking back and forth, and the middle-aged man opened his eyes.
"It's born, it's a boy!" Xi Po walked out of the house, said with a happy face, she was holding a baby who was still crying in her arms, I clearly saw that there was a conspicuous black mole on the child's left index finger, this child, actually a spirit sacrificer?
The young man glanced at the middle-aged man, finally breathed a sigh of relief, hugged the child, but asked his wife about the situation at the first time: "How is Sishuang?" ”
Xi Po smiled: "Mother and son are safe!" ”
"Give it to me, child, you go in and see Sishuang." The middle-aged man finally left the rocking chair, walked to the young man's side, picked up the still crying child, and said lightly.
The young man excitedly handed the baby to his father and rushed into the delivery room. The child was held in his grandfather's arms, and he actually stopped crying, opened his clear eyes, and looked at the old man in front of him curiously.
I stood in the courtyard, but I was in a deep shock.
Sishuang ...... It's my mom's name. My mother's name is Gongliang Sishuang.
That newborn child, is that me?
I carefully looked at the middle-aged man holding the child, and then I suddenly realized that he was my grandfather!
Grandpa looked at me, the look in his eyes was cloudy, I saw him stretch out his hand and calculate, and finally sighed: "I should have known that Ding Qi, this kid, shouldn't be with Sishuang." ”
I was stunned, what does grandpa mean by this? Shouldn't my father be with my mother?
Grandpa said again: "Child, your life is not good. ”
"Heaven and earth, Zi Chou Yinmao, this long era, only there is no Ding Chennian, child, you can be called Ding Chen, if you can, you will never step into this circle." Grandpa said, ignoring the resistance of others, took out a knife from his pocket, cut it on the child's index finger ruthlessly, and scraped off the black mole. The child burst into tears.
I stretched out my left hand and looked down at my index finger, was that the scar at this time?
Grandfather...... Did you know early on that I was going to be a priest? Did he dig up my mole to keep me away from the circle of sacrifices?
I walked up to my grandfather and asked, "Why?" ”
But as if he didn't see me, Grandpa still watched the child silent.
Is it? Can't anyone see me?
I bypassed my grandfather and walked into the delivery room, where my father was holding my pale mother, and there was no joy on his face.
"The child is a priest." Father said in a choked voice.
"He was destined to ......"
I looked at the two of them carefully, and since I was sensible, my grandfather told me that they both died in a car accident, and I don't even remember what they looked like, but now that I see them again, the feeling of familiarity and strangeness is so strong.
"Let's go." The father interrupted the mother.
The mother was stunned: "The child was just born, do you want to leave him?" ”
The father sighed: "If we don't leave, maybe he won't have a chance to live at all, and it will be enough to leave him in the village and be dull for the rest of his life." ”
"The people from the Torture Spirit Gate will chase after them soon."
The father's last words finally relieved the mother: "Go and pack your things." ”
When my father saw that my mother agreed, his face softened a lot, and he stood up and was about to go out, when he suddenly stared at me.
Can my father see me? I was stunned and was about to speak, when my father suddenly pulled a dagger out of his sleeve and stabbed me suddenly.
I didn't expect my father to suddenly see me, let alone that he would suddenly kill me, the dagger went straight into my stomach, a heart-wrenching pain hit my nerves, I looked down and saw that the dagger was sinking into my stomach, and blood gushed out.