When Ji Shenyan walked out of the hospital, he saw Huang Ailin wearing a thin skirt and shivering in the cold wind from a distance, waiting for him.

She knew that Ji Shenyan had come in a hurry after coming to the hospital, and she had been standing in the cold wind for several hours, wearing only a dress and a thin blazer that she hadn't had time to change.

The hair had already been blown messily, the exposed legs had been numb and unconscious, the lips were slightly purple, and there were several obvious abrasions on the body.

Like a poor stray dog on the side of the street trembling in winter, a pair of big eyes that want to cry or not look at Ji Shenyan pitifully.

He looked at Huang Ailin's heart in such an embarrassment, so he sighed softly and walked towards her, taking off his coat and draping it on her.

"Sister Xiaoman, is she okay?"

Ji Shenyan didn't know how to answer, he remembered that before leaving, Cen Man gently tugged at his sleeve, looked at him pleadingly, shook his head, pointed to his stomach, and then put his finger to his mouth, and made a shhhing gesture.

He understood what Cen Man meant to keep this secret by himself, and nodded solemnly.

"Ailin, are you really doing this without considering Cen Man's feelings?" He digressed and asked.

"Brother Ji, have you considered my feelings about me like this? In your heart, Sister Xiaoman is always the first, she is the first to rush up when she is injured, and you rush back to China when she is missing. I'm so worried about you, but what about you? You didn't even get a word when you arrived in Switzerland, and you didn't even hide it from me that you were so seriously ill! ”

Huang Ailin looked at Ji Shenyan, who was still thinking about Cen Man at this time, and finally became hysterical.

"I said I wouldn't confess to you again, and I wouldn't embarrass you again, but I feel bad when I see you chasing someone who doesn't like you at all! Because of your affection, your care, she can't see it, and she doesn't know your dedication and sacrifice. ”

"You don't want this, it's all my own willingness." Ji Shenyan's eyes were full of loneliness, and there was a trace of helplessness.

"But I don't want to, I don't accept that the man I like loves is so humble."

"What about you, what are you like Huo Li, he is a married man! Don't you feel ashamed as a girl? Ji Shenyan's eyes showed Huo Li appearing half-naked at her house, and she was hugged and kissed by Huo Li on stage today, and Ji Shenyan, who has always been peaceful, didn't know why there was a nameless fire in her heart.

Huang Ailin was also the little sister he held in the palm of his hand, but now he has become like this, thinking of this, he suddenly coughed excitedly, his heart felt the rapid beat, and his face was abnormally flushed.

"Do you care, do you care? That's the only way I'll be able to win you a little bit of attention, and it's the one you hate. I disregarded my self-esteem to be Huo Li's appendage, at least he was willing, but you just want to be Cen Man's appendage, and Cen Man only loves Huo Li and won't want you. ”

Huang Ailin's words were sharper than a sharp knife and plunged into his heart, and when the knife saw blood, he immediately plunged him into the ground, and he felt the tearing pain from his heart.

He was already speechless, and was helped up by Huang Ailin, and immediately patted his back to comfort him, she Huang Ailin blamed herself for being too excited and forgetting that he couldn't be stimulated too much.

After returning home, he stood by the window and thought a lot, if every feeling has a meaning for his existence, what is his nameless guardianship of Cen Man.

When Cen Man woke up in the hospital and saw that it was himself instead of Huo Li, that disappointed look pierced his heart, and he knew that no matter how intimate he was, he couldn't compare to the child's father's caring eyes.

And Huang Ailin is not as humble to himself as he is to Cen Man, thinking of this, he feels a little sorry for this girl, and he doesn't know why he sees other men around her, and his heart is becoming more and more uncomfortable.

Huang Ailin did not leave when he sent him home, but accompanied him to look out the window.

"Brother Ji, let's not complain to each other, how good the two of us were before, you have been spoiling me and giving me any good things, when did it start to be like this." She saw that the weak Ji Shenyan was not feeling good in her heart, and remembered how close the two had been before, and silently shed tears.

"Shall we get out of here? Let's go back to Switzerland together. She pleaded with tears on her face and a hint of anticipation.

Ji Shenyan was struck by a soft blow in his heart, and he didn't open his mouth to refuse.

It was late at night, Nona looked at Ji Shenyan still standing in front of the windowsill, and walked over with some curiosity and persuaded: "Ji, this is not good for your health, it's better to rest early." ”

"Nona, I don't think I'm needed here anymore, isn't it time to go back?" He didn't listen to the persuasion, but sighed.

"Ji, I think you have to give yourself a chance and don't trap yourself in a relationship." She heard the words of the two of them when Huang Ailin sent him back, and she really thought that this hopeless relationship had feelings for her.

"To put it bluntly, you should know your physical condition, why not hurry up and try a new beginning." Nona said straight to the point.

"If you really have a hard time choosing, you don't want both, you can stay with me, I want to go back to Switzerland too." She was afraid that she had said too much just now, so she winked at Ji Shenyan playfully, and said in a humorous tone unique to Westerners.

Ji Shenyan decided to let himself go this time, he mustered up the courage and finally dialed Huang Ailin's phone: "I want to leave with you and have a new beginning." ”

Huang Ailin was a little stunned when he received the call, then covered the microphone of his mobile phone and cheered, and then replied in a calm tone: "I'll book a ticket." ”

She was a little incredulous that Brother Ji, whom she had always admired, was finally going to be with her, to a place that only belonged to the two of them, away from the entanglement of these people and things.

In order to be afraid of long nights and dreams, I didn't feel at ease until I booked a ticket to Switzerland at the end of the month.

She didn't tell anyone, including her own mother. Since Lin Yuan told her about her background, she moved out by herself.

And after the annual meeting, the news that Huo Li took her to the stage spread far and wide, and it also reached Lin Yuan's ears.

From then on, Lin Yuan thought that she had finally figured it out, the mother and daughter were on the same line, and her attitude towards herself had eased, if she knew that she had decided to be with Ji Shenyan, she would have to break her legs and lock herself at home with Lin Yuan's temper.

In the face of this hard-won opportunity, Huang Ailin took care of it carefully, for fear that Ji Shenyan would regret it because of a little trouble.

During the countdown to Switzerland, she sometimes struggled to sleep nervously and felt as unrealistic as a dream.

On the day of departure, Huang Ailin came to the airport early, and always felt that something bad would happen when he was flustered. When she saw Ji Shenyan, who was thinking about her heart, appear, her heart settled down.

"If you're thirsty or not, I'll go get you a glass of water."

"Brother Ji, I'm not thirsty, you don't want to go, just stay by my side." Huang Ailin followed Ji Shenyan every step of the way, as if he would lose him if he was not careful.

After the two passed the security check, Huang Ailin looked at the couple next door who was talking to me, and he silently leaned his head on his shoulder, peeking at his side face, and a trace of sweetness rippled in his heart.

Ji Shenyan smiled and adjusted an angle that made her lean comfortably, he was still a little unaccustomed to such a cautious Huang Ailin, but it made him feel that this girl was painful and cute.

"Hey, is it Mr. Ji? This is a *hospital, are you Cen Man's family member? The ringing of the phone interrupted the brief sweetness between the two.

Ji Shenyan remembered that when he sent Cen Man to the hospital that year, the emergency contact filled in his own information, and he had a bad premonition.

He looked at Huang Ailin, who was looking forward to boarding, got up and left his seat to continue to answer the sound when there was no one.

"Hey, are you listening? The patient's bleeding is serious now, and the coagulation function is not good and dangerous, so please come to your family quickly. ”

"I'll be there soon!" Ji Shenyan hung up the phone and hurried back to the boarding gate.

The plane had already begun to board, and Huang Ailin saw that he had finally returned, so he naturally took his arm and walked forward.

"Listen to me, Ailin, can we wait two days before leaving?" Ji Shenyan stopped and said with difficulty.

"What's wrong, Brother Ji?" She asked, confused.

Ji Shenyan didn't have time to explain too much, at this time, his mind was all about Cen Man's safety, and he didn't care about everything and ran directly outside.

"Ji Shenyan, you stop for me." Huang Ailin was most worried that things would happen, she gave up everything and just wanted him to stay, but he still left him behind.

"I'm sorry, my life is at stake, I have to go this time." Ji Shenyan only left this sentence without giving any explanation.

"That's not allowed, you promised me, and you also want to go with me, whatever, it's all you!" Huang Ailin cried and shouted while unwilling to chase forward, but found that his back was getting farther and farther away, making it impossible for people to catch up.

When she was about to reach the exit, Huang Ailin stopped and decided to give up, she understood that even if she caught up, it would be in vain, not that she would still leave after all.

"Ji Shenyan, if you leave this time, don't come back!"

Because he knew how much he cared about this trip, and now the elopement of the two became an exile of one person.

Extremely sad, she tore the tickets of the two to shreds at once, looked at the fragments on the ground like her own wounded heart, and couldn't help squatting in the corner and hugging herself and sobbing.

"Little girl, why are you still here? It's okay," the cleaning aunt saw that the girl had been squatting in the corner from the morning to the present, so she called the security guard to check.

"Do you want to call the police for you?" The little security guard saw a crying face, was startled and hurriedly asked.

She wiped her tears and shook her head, picked up her bag and left as if nothing had happened, but secretly swore in her heart that she would never give him another chance.