Chapter 155: The Liver and Sausage Break Pain Doesn't Want to Live
Ruan Junhao looked at Xia Jiangjie and said curiously, "Where is Xin Meng going?" In fact, Ruan Junhao was even more curious about why Xia Jiangjie didn't personally send Xu Xinmeng back to school.
"Where to go? Back to school, of course. Xia Jiangjie's disdainful tone still carried a hint of pride.
Ruan Junhao hurriedly turned his head when he heard this, he wanted to chase Xu Xinmeng, he was waiting for Xu Xinmeng here with expectations, but the scene in front of him made him anxious, he had a hunch that Xu Xinmeng's mood did not change because of this chat with Xia Jiangjie.
Xia Jiangjie saw it and hurriedly shouted at Ruan Junhao: "We Xinmeng won't like you anymore, I advise you to die of this heart!" β
Ruan Junhao turned his head and glanced at Xia Jiangjie viciously, there was doubt and anger in his eyes, but more of a determination that no one could shake.
Along the way, Ruan Junhao was thinking about what Xia Jiangjie and Xu Xinmeng said, and why Xia Jiangjie was so sure that Xu Xinmeng would not like him anymore.
Ruan Junhao tried his best to overtake the cars and keep up with the taxi Xu Xinmeng was sitting in, until he was almost at the school, Ruan Junhao did not follow the taxi in front of him.
Seeing Xu Xinmeng get out of the car, Ruan Junhao also immediately stopped the car and went to chase Xu Xinmeng.
Xu Xinmeng staggered towards the school gate, as if she was drunk and dark, but for some reason, at the moment she turned into the campus, it seemed that a force pushed Xu Xinmeng forward, and she fell to the ground hard.
Ruan Junhao hurriedly stepped forward to help Xu Xinmeng up, and said with concern: "Did you fall somewhere?" β
Xu Xinmeng looked at Ruan Junhao blankly, and at this moment her thoughts were stagnant, but after reacting, Xu Xinmeng said coldly: "Don't touch me!" β
But Ruan Junhao couldn't let Xu Xinmeng kneel on the ground like this, he tried to pull Xu Xinmeng up and check if she was injured.
Who knew that this move angered Xu Xinmeng, and she roared at Ruan Junhao: "I said don't touch me, get out!" β
This scolding really frightened Ruan Junhao, he let go in a panic, he didn't understand why Xu Xinmeng's mood was worse.
In the next second, Xu Xinmeng blamed herself for why she was angry at Ruan Junhao, the last person she wanted to see at this moment was Ruan Junhao.
Xu Xinmeng stood up gently with deep helplessness and said, "Don't let me see you again from now on." β
Even at this moment, Xu Xinmeng couldn't believe the fact that she heard from Xia Jiangjie, she didn't believe it, she really couldn't accept this fact.
Xu Xinmeng walked aimlessly on campus, as if she had lost her mind and lost her soul, she didn't know what she was thinking, she didn't know what she should do at the moment, where she should go.
Ruan Junhao followed cautiously behind like this, he didn't dare to approach, he didn't dare to let Xu Xinmeng find him, but looking at Xu Xinmeng who was so heartbroken, the heart-rending pain was also silently tormenting Ruan Junhao.
Just when Xu Xinmeng was at a loss and in pain, Tao Ze appeared in front of Xu Xinmeng, and he had been looking for Xu Xinmeng for a long time.
Looking at Tao Ze Xu Xinmeng, tears fell like rain for a moment, and shouted: "Why? Why? Why let me know the truth, why are you telling me this now? Why? β
Tao Ze put his arms around Xu Xinmeng to try to comfort her, and said, "Everything will pass, everything will be fine." β
At this moment, only wanton crying can alleviate the hatred and pain in Xu Xinmeng's heart, she cried out her hatred for Ruan Linsheng, she cried out her dissatisfaction with Xu Lu, and she cried out her unwillingness to love, she was unwilling to be like this and Ruan Junhao on the road of love.
Ruan Junhao, who was standing not far away, was worried and had another layer of grievance, he didn't know what Xu Xinmeng had experienced, why he was so indifferent to him, and didn't give him the slightest opportunity to communicate.
Seeing that Tao Ze gave Xu Xinmeng great comfort, Ruan Junhao was envious, he had promised not to let Xu Xinmeng cry again, and he would definitely appear when Xu Xinmeng needed comfort the most, but at this moment he was so helpless.
However, Ruan Junhao also had a sense of relief, because when Xu Xinmeng was the saddest, someone appeared who could comfort her.
Xu Xinmeng cried for a long, long time, as if time had stopped at this moment because of her crying.
When the crying stopped, Xu Xinmeng's mood also changed slightly, she looked into the distance and suddenly smiled bitterly, and then turned around to go back to the dormitory.
With Tao Ze's escort, Ruan Junhao had no choice but to watch Xu Xinmeng, hoping that all the sadness would pass away with the wind after tonight.
Xu Xinmeng didn't close her eyes all night, she tried her best to recall the process of Xu Lu and Ruan Linsheng getting along back then, over and over again, thinking about the pain over and over again, and shouting in her heart when she thought about it.
Back to the present, Xu Xinmeng couldn't help but think about her relationship with Ruan Junhao, thinking about it over and over again, and laughing at herself in her heart when she thought about it.
In this way, Xu Xinmeng repeatedly thought about the relationship between Xu Lu and Ruan Linsheng, and thought about the relationship between herself and Ruan Junhao.
Until dawn, Xu Xinmeng sat up, she walked out of the dormitory, she walked out of the school.
At this time, it was only four o'clock in the morning, and Xu Xinmeng was walking on the desolate street like this, and her mind was still rejecting the impossible facts.
Unconsciously, Xu Xinmeng came to the bus station, and she bought a bus ticket back to Baiying.
Xu Xinmeng has never rejected Baiying like at this moment, she doesn't want to see Xu Lu, for a moment she even wants to curse herself, she wishes she was not Xu Lu's daughter, she wished that she and Ruan Junhao had never known each other.
When Xu Xinmeng returned home with heavy steps, she refused to open the door, and she didn't even want to take out the key in her pocket.
"Knock knock...... Knock knock knock ...... "This excessive knock on the door alarmed Xu Lu, who was about to visit Xia Xinjing.
With some curiosity and some nervousness, Xu Lu opened the door.
The face is haggard, the hair is scattered, and the eyes are red and swollen, but the eyes are extremely firm, this is Xu Xinmeng in Xu Lu's eyes at this moment.
Xu Lu was shocked, and hurriedly worried: "What's wrong with you?" What happened? β
Xu Xinmeng walked straight in, looking at the basket of fruits that had been prepared on the table, Xu Xinmeng suddenly waved his hand, and the fruits rolled everywhere in the blink of an eye.
Xu Lu looked at it and shouted, "What are you doing?" β
Xu Xinmeng was waiting for Xu Lu to get angry, she looked at Xu Lu and asked, "Does my sister know her background?" Does she know that she is Ruan Linsheng's daughter? β
Xu Lu's face turned pale with fright, she bit her lip, looked at Xu Xinmeng in horror, and asked, "What are you talking about?" β
"I saidβdoes my sister know that she is Ruan Linsheng's daughter?" Xu Xinmeng spoke louder.
"What are you talking nonsense?" Xu Lu's eyes dodged, she didn't dare to look directly at Xu Xinmeng, so she had to pretend to be calm and bend down to pick up the fruits on the ground.
When Xu Xinmeng heard this, she quickly walked in front of Xu Lu and said, "I really hope I'm talking nonsense, I want you to tell me in person that I am not Ruan Linsheng's daughter." β
Xu Lu couldn't figure out how Xu Xinmeng knew about this, but only Xia Jiangjie wanted to know about it carefully, could it be that Xia Jiangjie told Xu Xinmeng, but at this moment, how could she think about this problem.
At this moment, Xu Lu is thinking about how to face Xu Xinmeng's questioning.
Before Xu Lu could think of how to answer, Xu Xinmeng snatched the apple from her hand, threw it out, and said, "You mean, am I Ruan Linsheng's daughter?" β
"You have nothing to do with him, you just need to know that you are my daughter!"
From Xu Lu's angry language, Xu Xinmeng guessed that she was really Ruan Linsheng's daughter, and couldn't help but be angry: "It seems that I am really that person's daughter, why don't you tell me, why didn't you wait until now to let me know, do you know how tormented I am?" β
"I never wanted to tell you ......"
"I wish you had told me that if it weren't for my dad, I don't think I would have known about it."
When Xu Lu heard that Xia Jiangjie told Xu Xinmeng, he immediately became angry and said, "What qualifications does he have to tell you about this?" β
"Then what qualifications do you have not to tell me about this, I have the right to know who my father is!"
Now that it has become a fact, Xu Lu doesn't want to hide anything, she took Xu Xinmeng's hand and said: "I know I shouldn't hide your background, but I do have my own difficulties, I never thought that your father and daughter could recognize each other." β
"Do you think I want to recognize him as a father? I hate him to death, I'll never recognize him, you've never considered my feelings! β
"I'm sorry, Mom was wrong."
"Does it work if it's wrong? Can time be reversed? β
Xu Xinmeng looked at the fruits scattered all over the place, and said weakly: "I really envy my sister, she doesn't have to face this reality, from now on you will be my death!" β
After that, Xu Xinmeng grabbed the door and left, Xu Lu chased after him, and shouted repeatedly: "Xinmeng, where are you going?" Xinmeng ......"
Just when Xu Lu chased Xu Xinmeng to the first floor, because she was too nervous, Xu Lu accidentally twisted her foot, and when she limped downstairs, Xu Xinmeng had already disappeared.
Xu Lu was worried, she walked out of the community quickly to look for Xu Xinmeng, but she turned around and still didn't see Xu Xinmeng.
Just when Xu Lu was anxious, Tao Ze drove here.
It turned out that Tao Ze called Xu Xinmeng early in the morning, but Xu Xinmeng never answered, and Tao Ze had no choice but to contact Fang Ruojin, only then did he know that Xu Xinmeng had just returned to Baiying.
Tao Ze looked at Xu Lu, who was anxious and in pain, and knew that something must have happened, so he hurriedly got out of the car and ran towards Xu Lu.
Xu Lu saw Tao Ze as if she saw hope, and she hurriedly asked Tao Ze to help find Xu Xinmeng.
When Tao Ze heard that Xu Xinmeng ran away from home, he was also very worried, praying that something would happen to Xu Xinmeng.
But the two searched for a long time, but they still didn't see Xu Xinmeng.
In the end, there was really no way, with the mentality of giving it a try, Xu Lu asked Tao Ze to take her to Xia Xinjing's cemetery to have a look.