Chapter 56: If You Don't Marry
Xu Zhengting felt that she must have magic powers, otherwise how could she be so fascinated. He couldn't kiss enough, and it wasn't until Su Ruo's face was flushed that he reluctantly let go of her lips.
Su Ruo sighed uncomfortably, her brows furrowed, until Xu Zhengting's breath left her, she slowly relaxed her eyebrows, she didn't like others to have physical contact with her on weekdays, and over time she also had a nerve reflex, so when she felt the breath of others, she would still frown subconsciously.
Xu Zhengting stretched out his hand to smooth her eyebrows, and kissed her lightly on her eyes, it was these eyes that attracted him and made him sink. Suddenly, his brow furrowed, and her forehead began to heat again.
He got up and got her a wet towel and put it on her forehead. I went to boil some hot water and wiped her face. It seems that she has a fever every time she drinks, which is really worrying at all.
Su Ruo's body temperature went up and down, every time Xu Zhengting wanted to take her to the hospital, the temperature dropped again, and it rose again after a while, but Xu Zhengting was so busy that he didn't close his eyes all night. Thankfully, it was finally stable in the morning.
President Xu Zheng breathed a sigh of relief, and secretly decided in his heart that he would not let her drink anymore in the future. Seeing that she was still asleep, he also squinted for a while, and he had to rush to the administrative building later, and the chairman of the committee sent from above arrived today, saying that he had to do enough to make the platoon and must be present.
Su Ruo felt that she was in a very magical place, hot for a while, cold for a while, a white expanse, no matter how she looked, there was no end in sight. She seemed to faintly hear her mother's voice, no, like her father's voice, calling softly all the time.
"Su Ruo, Ruoruo."
She opened her eyes, her head ached, she looked at the familiar ceiling above her head, and for a moment she was in a trance, how did she come back here. The answer to this question became clear when she saw Xu Zhengting.
Xu Zhengting supported his head with his hands, leaned on the bedside table and fell asleep. There was a look of exhaustion between his eyebrows, and then he saw the towel he put aside, and Su Ruo seemed to suddenly understand something.
There was a trace of warmth in his heart, it seemed that he had a fever again, but he took care of himself all night, and the cold and heat in the dream were also caused by his body temperature. Su Ruo looked at Xu Zhengting, did not move or speak.
Why should he be so nice to himself?
He was so good to her that she didn't know what to say, she would take it all for granted, and maybe one day, when he pulled out his heart for himself, she would not only turn a blind eye, but might also step on her feet.
She can't give him the sincerity he wants, so why bother knowing this?
"Xu Zhengting, you let it go." Su Ruo whispered softly, if she left, wouldn't everything be better?
"I won't, you give up." Xu Zhengting suddenly opened his eyes, his eyes were bright and firm, he looked at her intently, and said seriously word by word.
Su Ruo coldly bumped into his eyes, still as deep and mysterious as ever, she shook her head and said, "I'm not worth it." ”
"Su Ruo, from the first time I saw you, I recognized you. I don't care who you like now, you just need to know that I, Xu Zhengting, will not marry you in this life. ”
"I can accompany you if you are sad, and you can't forget that I can wait for you."
"In short, it's impossible for you to push me away in this life, and it's impossible for me to let go, you give up."
Su Ruo listened to his words in a daze, her heart turned a thousand times, her mind was blank, only the handsome face in front of her was left, his face was rare serious, and she didn't know what to say for a while.
This is a confession, right?
I, Xu Zhengting, will not marry you in this life.
What should she do, why is it not him that she loves, she really can't respond to his deep affection. Su Ruo simply closed her eyes and didn't look at him, she was a little afraid that she would suddenly soften.
Xu Zhengting saw that she didn't reply to herself, but fell asleep again, and couldn't help but laugh at herself, no matter what he did, couldn't he replace the fourth brother's position in her heart?
Su Ruo may be really tired, she fell asleep again after closing her eyes, and when she opened her eyes again, Xu Zhengting had already left, she got up and took a shower, changed her clothes and just came out, she heard someone knocking on the door.
"Miss Su, this is the porridge and side dishes that Qi Shao ordered us to make before leaving."
Su Ruo was stunned and took the plate from the waiter's hand and thanked him. Then he closed the door, put the plate on the table, stared at it for a long time, and finally lost the battle. I ate all the porridge one bite at a time, changed into clean clothes and went to the newspaper office.
When she got up, it was already three o'clock in the morning, and when she arrived at the newspaper office, it was almost ten o'clock, and she was unsurprisingly reprimanded by the editor-in-chief, and then resigned herself to return to her position and began to write the manuscript.
Holding the pen in her hand for a long time, she didn't know what to write, so she simply put down the pen, and then she found out that Gu Yue, this girl, didn't come to work today, so she found Gu Dao and asked what was going on.
Gu Dao didn't know why, only that she cried all night last night. Su Ruo frowned when she heard this, and cried all night? Two days ago, she found out that Gu Yue's mood was not quite right, could it be that she quarreled with someone?
After getting off work at noon, Su Ruo rushed to Gu Yue's house non-stop, but she was empty, Gu Ma said that she went out, as if she was going to meet a friend. Su Ruo continued to ask, did she know where the meeting was, Gu Ma shook her head.
Su Ruo lowered her eyes and thought for a long time, and suddenly her eyes lit up, and she remembered a place, maybe they would meet there. She trotted all the way to the place where they had eaten noodles for the first time, Sanshui Noodle Restaurant.
When she stopped panting, she vaguely saw the figures of Gu Yue and He Fang sitting there, she took a breath before she stepped forward, only took two steps, but suddenly froze in place.
Behind the two of them sat a person, in a military uniform and a military hat, with a straight back, her heart was so depressed that she was about to suffocate, and her feet were like ordinary lead, and she couldn't move.
"Ruoruo."
It was Gu Yue who walked towards her and pulled her to sit on the stool, Su Ruo noticed that her eyes were red and swollen like walnuts, and a trace of distress flashed in her heart, holding her hand and not letting go, I don't know if there was any nervousness in her heart.
None of the four of them spoke first, and Su Ruo didn't look at Xu Zhengyan's eyes, but she could feel the burning gaze he cast on her, and her heart was even more dull.
"Here comes the shrimp loin!"
The voice above the boss broke the silence of several people, and the boss was still as kind after so long, as if this period of time was nothing to him, and she had been through a lot.