Chapter 53: I think, I miss her

The place where Ning Shaoming and Chang Shenghua chatted about their lives alone was chosen in Chang Shenghua's office, which was similar to the one-on-one psychological meeting of the other team members.

Ning Shaoming felt a little bad, and silently thought of a hundred ways to run away.

Chang Shenghua saw through his thoughts at a glance, and said before Ning Shaoming could speak: "Squadron Ning, do you want to make another mistake and lose the confrontation?" Next time you won't have an excuse to be in bad shape. ”

It has been a relatively short time since the last mission failed, and it can be said that the mood has been affected, and it is not good after a year and a half, so it is clear that it is to let others take pigtails.

Ning Shaoming's face stiffened by Chang Shenghua's straightforward words, "I'm not shy about medical treatment, I think I'm recovering quite well." ”

"Oh?" Chang Shenghua looked at him with a smile, "From what I've observed, I'm afraid you're the one who has recovered the slowest among the Dragon Destroyers." ”

Ning Shaoming straightened his face, but his eyes drifted to the side, "This is your illusion." ”

Chang Shenghua tapped the table with his knuckles, signaling Ning Shaoming to focus his eyes on her, "Squadron Ning, come out with some grace, I won't laugh at you." ”

The corners of Ning Shaoming's eyes twitched, and he muttered, "If you don't laugh, no one will laugh at you......"

Chang Shenghua kept smiling, "Huh? ”

Ning Shaoming simply broke the jar and broke it, "I just don't want you to see the joke, are you satisfied?" ”

Chang Shenghua raised a frown on the side, "I thought that Squadron Ning didn't take anyone seriously, and I was afraid that I would see your jokes?" ”

Ning Shaoming was silent for two seconds before he said a little incomprehensibly: "Chang Xiaohua, do you look at me particularly unpleasantly?" ”

Chang Sheng paused, "Why do you say that?" ”

"Since the first time we met, you haven't stopped looking for my fault," Ning Shaoming stated the facts, "I admit that I don't like you too, but that's normal, whoever wants to come to destroy the dragon and toss blindly, I don't like him, but as soon as you come, you make trouble for me, I think I'm quite innocent." ”

A female instructor with a mysterious background was sent above, and it was normal for all of the dragons to be hostile to her, but they were not ready to confront Chang Shenghua, Chang Shenghua killed them first by surprise, and all the team members screamed, not to mention Ning Shaoming's embarrassment.

If it weren't for the fact that in this military confrontation exercise, Chang Shenghua carried the pressure on them and made them feel that this female instructor was also a little humane, and it is estimated that the smell of gunpowder between the two parties would not even be able to disperse at this time!

Ning Shaoming finally asked the puzzle in his heart, but Chang Shenghua was silent all of a sudden.

Ning Shaoming felt that something was wrong, "Why don't you speak?" ”

"I'm wondering...... Chang Shenghua touched his chin, "why am I looking for you guys?" ”

Ning Shaoming: "Chang! Small! Flower! ”

"Just kidding, don't get excited," Chang Shenghua calmly calmed the fried lion opposite, "You want me to tell the truth?" Well, actually, I'm just in a bad mood, and you're just cannon fodder. ”

Ning Shaoming: "......" doesn't feel comforted at all, thank you.

Ning Shaoming said speechlessly: "If you don't want to say it, forget it, with this kind of reason, it's easy for people to put your sack on you." ”

Chang Shenghua really thought about the possibility of being covered with a sack, and then said indifferently: "I guess you won't succeed." ”

Ning Shaoming suddenly wanted to find a sack and see if it could succeed!

This female devil is so arrogant that people want to beat her......

However, after being tossed by Chang Shenghua's gag, Ning Shaoming's original defensive heart was indeed lowered a lot, and Chang Shenghua brought up the issue of psychological trauma again, and he didn't resist it so much.

Chang Sheng's paintings rarely have a sense of emotion that has taken the first step in the long march.

She didn't rush to dig into Ning Shaoming's inner wounds, but chatted with Ning Shaoming about the information she had collected on the Dragon Destroyers before.

Ning Shaoming was a little wary of whether she would "speak amazingly" at first, and said sharp words similar to when the two of them were fighting each other at the beginning, but Chang Shenghua has always maintained a very peaceful state, just like the members of the Dragon Destroying Team said, as soon as she entered the working state, she was much gentler than usual, and Ning Shaoming was faintly relieved.

Sure enough, at the end of the conversation, Chang Shenghua did not try to poke his scars, and Ning Shaoming suddenly had a subtle feeling.

has been abused by this female devil a lot, and she can brush up her favor by sending a sugar-coated cannonball, which doesn't sound like a good thing......

"If Squadron Ning doesn't mind," Chang Shenghua looked at the things recorded in the small notebook, trying to test Ning Shaoming's bottom line, "Can you tell me about your family?" ”

Their previous topic was to remember the good past of the team members who had sacrificed before, and Ning Shaoming still had a little smile on his face, and the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were nostalgic.

But as soon as Chang Sheng's words came out, his eyes began to freeze, "No, ......"

Chang Shenghua interrupted Ning Shaoming's words and didn't let him refuse the topic, "What kind of person is Ning Squadron's mother?" Is it easy to describe? ”

Ning Shaoming paused for a moment, and the ice cubes in his eyes slowly melted.

Chang Shenghua knew in his heart that Ning Shaoming and the head of the Ning family, that is, his father, did not get along well, but the memory left by his early death mother was positive.

Ning Shaoming recalled for a while before saying, "She is a good woman." ”

Chang Sheng's painting commented in his heart - in his childhood, his mother's role played his guide, setting off the ugliness of others, and death also made her more and more deified in Ning Shaoming's heart.

Ning Shaoming continued: "She is very good-looking, she is the kind of woman who is very traditional, she never seems to speak loudly, she likes art, she can play the piano, she loves to sit on the sofa with a book in her hand and turn it quietly, others provoke her, she is just silent and does not speak, but she is also very strong, even if she is not having a good time, I have never seen her cry...... Of course, it could also be because I'm too young for her to show it in front of me. ”

He didn't want to say so much, but no one had mentioned his mother to him for so long that he couldn't stop when he spoke.

Chang Shenghua nodded - it seems that the mother and son are not doing well in the Ning family, and Ning Shaoming seems to be frivolous and rude, but many habits can see his mother's shadow, and he has an elegant and calm posture.

Ning Shaoming tried his best to capture the picture in his memory, and his squinting eyes looked a little blurry, "She likes white roses the most, she takes care of them in the garden every day, it is a very delicate flower, she has spent a long time taking care of it, it seems that there is nothing else worth caring about her, once I folded a few white roses to play, she didn't scold me, she just looked sad...... I didn't understand what she was sad about. ”

Chang Sheng's painting was thoughtful - in Xiao Ning Shaoming's eyes, the white rose was probably something that took away his mother's attention, and he could only use other ways to attract his mother's attention, and in his youth, in addition to excellence and depravity, what else was easier to pay attention to?

This may also be one of the reasons why he is rumored to be violent.

"She doesn't seem to be doing well, in my impression, I haven't seen anyone from her mother's family, she only has me......" Ning Shaoming suddenly felt that he had said too much, and he stopped talking coldly, his eyes were very complicated.

Chang Shenghua said at this moment: "Do you miss her?" ”

Ning Shaoming's originally raised defensive heart was instantly shattered again, he lowered his eyebrows, and said softly, "Yes." ”

As if afraid that the person on the other side would not believe it, he repeated: "I miss her." ”

But the woman he missed lay under the tombstone, never to be able to respond to him.

After chatting this night, Ning Shaoming seemed to be awkward and hid from Chang Sheng's painting for several days.

Seeing this, Ji Xiong and the others were puzzled, and when they asked Ning Shaoming to no avail, they could only come to Chang Sheng's painting.

"Instructor," Ji Xiong scratched the back of his head, "You and the boss quarreled again?" ”

"Nope." Chang Sheng said.

Liu Xing said he didn't believe it, "Why did the boss become strange again?" ”

"Really?" Chang Shenghua smiled and said, "Maybe you're shy." ”

Ji Xiong et al.: "......"

They imagined the shyness of their arrogant boss, and they shivered.

The world is getting weirder and weirder......

After almost three or five days, Ning Shaoming put down his idol baggage, ran to Chang Shenghua's office, and gave her a vacation application form.

"What do I want this for?" Chang Shenghua was stunned for a moment and asked puzzled.

Ning Shaoming was also stunned, "What else can I do when I apply for annual leave?" ”

Chang Shenghua was even more puzzled, "What annual leave?" ”

Ning Shaoming looked at her speechlessly, "Chinese New Year, comrade instructor, are you living your life in a mess?" ”

Chang Shenghua glanced at the calendar, and then suddenly thought that it was already the end of the year when she came to destroy the dragon, and it had been more than a month, and it was the Lunar New Year in a few days.

"In the past few years, the dragon destroyer had to stay behind for the New Year, and this year it is rare that there is no task arranged, I plan to let them go back to all of them, and if they are in a good mood, they will be in good shape in the coming year," Ning Shaoming crossed Erlang's legs and said lazily, "You can approve it for more than half a month at most, you just came, and you can also approve it for seven or eight days." ”

Chang Shenghua suddenly asked, "What about you?" Are you going back for the New Year? ”

Ning Shaoming said calmly: "What are you going to do when you go back?" Everyone is almost gone, and I have to stay and lead by example. ”

Chang Shenghua threw the holiday application aside, "Oh, I'm not going back." ”

Ning Shaoming's eyes blinked, a little unexpected, "Why?" ”

Chang Shenghua also said calmly: "As an instructor, you have to lead by example and stay on duty." ”

Ning Shaoming looked at her speechlessly, "It's like it's true." ”

Chang Shenghua glanced at him, "You also said it as if it was true." ”

Ning Shaoming was choked by her, and pouted: "Love can't go back!" ”

With that, he got up and ran away with the fake note.

Chang Shenghua raised her head at this time, looked at the date marked on the calendar, and then glanced at the phone in her office, which basically did not ring except for business.

Chang Shenghua snorted and shook his head.

Forget it, go back for the New Year, it is estimated that you can't eat a single meal, what is there to go back?

The office door was suddenly pushed open again, and Ning Shaoming's head stuck in, "Hey." ”

Chang Shenghua looked at him with an expressionless face.

Ning Shaoming touched his nose, "Chenjin and I are both staying behind, do you think it's better to eat hot pot for Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, or is it better to make stir-fried dishes?" ”

Chang Shenghua was silent for a few seconds before he smiled and said, "It's good that you decide." ”