Chapter Twenty-Nine: Don't Do This to Me Badly

It's not because he's not strong enough, it's not that he can't face death correctly and the loss of his loved ones. It's just that he doesn't want his selfishness to become a pain for others. What can he give to his lover and make a lifelong commitment?

He can selfishly say to his lover, "Let's be together, right?" Throw away all you have and just let us love each other to the fullest, right? Saying and not saying are two different things, and saying and not doing are two different things. Not saying or not doing may be the best ending.

Although this ending is wordless and fruitless, for oneself, it will never be obtained, but this is at least much better than getting it and losing it again, right? If two people are allowed to suffer this painful result at the same time, then why not choose to let him suffer alone?

If it's unrealistic, don't think about it anymore, let alone dream about it. Even if it's a sweet dream, it's time to wake up, isn't it? We can be brothers, this is the right choice!

He thought to himself: "Long Xing, I'm sorry! I'm afraid I'm going to break the oath I made with you. Now that we've all grown up, you already have someone you want to love and protect. I love you, I always admit that I only love you alone, but that's just my thing, for you! I can only have a blessing. I always hope that you can be happy and live better than me. ”

It turns out: "In the end, we can only be brothers, and we can't really become a couple and a pair of lovers who envy others." As a man, I am not a match for you. I am a failure in love, I can only bury you silently in my heart all these years, I dare not reach our emotions, and I deliberately avoid it, and even dare not touch it.

I deliberately chose to forget about you at one point, even though it was just a trick to deceive myself, and I haven't been able to completely forget about you. I have also resented you, and I have had all kinds of competitions with you in secret, hoping that my achievements can attract your attention, but I have never dared to express my love for you in front of you.

I could have easily contacted you over the years, but I haven't done that. Not wanting to ruin each other's peaceful lives has always been an excuse for me to numb myself. I'm a coward, and I can't face everything between you and me calmly. Don't dare to boldly express your love for you, let us always be brothers.

People like me, who don't understand love at all and don't deserve your love, don't deserve you. Just for a little bit of dignity, I stick to it here, in fact I was really wrong, and I also lost to reality. I've lost so completely now that I've got nothing, what else can I love you? Bless you and my love forever! I can only hope that you are better than me, you must be happy, I will pray for you and bless you. ”

Oh, yes! The fire had burned all his passion, all his passion...... The so-called dignity, sometimes in the face of love, is really meaningless, or even worthless. But some people are so good-looking, pretending to be strong, so that they are in a dilemma, in fact, why bother thinking about it? To love him or her, you must fight for it.

Once again, he chose to put a thick cocoon on himself and wrap himself again and again. The loneliness when he turns into a butterfly, the pain when he turns into a butterfly, let him bear it alone, and bear it alone!

"I can't give you anything more today, just let the agreement between us, the oath between us, become an unintentional joke when we were young, and let it become a joke after dinner! Why should you be obsessed with this?

"Homosexuality" sometimes does not end well, and it is not favored by most people, how many people can get the support and understanding of all family members and parents? How many people can withstand public opinion and pressure from all aspects of society? How many people can really get rid of the eyes of the world?

I don't want you to sink like me, and it becomes abnormal to sink into an alternative world. You are normal, how can you accept that you belong to an alien me? Don't dream anymore! Give up the ideas and hopes that should not be there.

If I want to forget you completely, I admit that this is indeed a very difficult and painful thing, let me bear the pain of peeling off the cocoon! This is my own fault, and I can't blame anyone, at least it won't hurt you, and it won't hurt me again.

That's right! I have to be sober, so that I don't get a burden on you and lose myself. The sharp blade that was about to cut through the sky just now made him pull it back fiercely. What kind of commitment can I make to you in the face of you now? Since nothing can be given to you, then the only thing left is fulfillment, not coming out to block your path to happiness. Zhang Fengyi was struggling very painfully in his heart.

He couldn't help but feel sad, no matter what, thinking of me, I have long been accustomed to living alone, accustomed to loneliness, accustomed to this way of life, and there is nothing left.

After so many years of surviving alone, what else can't bear it? Since I can't have a good relationship with you that belongs to the two of us, then I will be by your side, silently by your side, silently guarding you, and seeing you happy. I will break off my wings and give you another ride. As long as you can be happy in this life!

His expression became cold and dignified again! These extremely unique Danfeng eyes! The sense of distance that arises in an instant is so cold that people can't get close, and it's really like a sharp blade that can stab people. There is a sword aura between the eyebrows, which makes people unable to get close, and the domineering spirit of the king who is not angry and self-righteous makes people shiver! Had to keep a distance from it.

Fang Longxing, who had just felt a hint of warmth, was frightened by his expression, what's wrong? Why did you suddenly say that change has changed? Was it okay just now? My Fengyi, what's wrong with you? How can it feel like a different person so quickly? What if that's going to be the case? Which one is this?

"Fengyi! Fengyi! My little phoenix! You don't want to be nice to me like this, okay? Fang Longxing shouted in his heart, was his efforts all in vain? Is it all in the soup? I was so happy about it just now! Now a scoop of cold water is poured over, and he encounters cold air in an instant, and he is going to catch a cold! Who can stand the hot and cold attitude? "Turning his face is faster than turning a book", is it his lover's face?

Fang Longxing was a little wilted again, what kind of frosted eggplant he was like at the moment. What are you doing? Am I just not going to invite you like that?

The title of "cold-blooded beautiful man" is really well deserved! I see you simply changed it to something called "Cold Face Killer". It's really invisible! This "Zhang Daochang" and "Zhang Zhenren" are really not eating fireworks in the world!

My fiery, sensitive, fragile little heart! Oh my God! What exactly did I do wrong? Thinking that our dragon line, I am wise, but I was ruined in front of love, and the most embarrassing thing is still in front of the person I love the most, which is too cruel, right?

The scene when the two people reunited that I expected before was too beautiful. I'm not a fantasist, I didn't think too exaggerated and outrageous!

In fact, it proves that he is not a qualified screenwriter, why did the beautiful scenes he once conceived did not appear as expected! The exciting scenes deduced in the TV series when they reunite after a long absence are not like this! The gap between reality and ideal is not a difference of one and a half stars! That's outrageous, isn't it? What a world of difference! He finally knew what a gap was.

"Oh my God! Am I not sincere enough? I am persistent, unhesitating, loyal, and have been waiting for so many years! Come on! Oh, my God! Please! Don't test my resolve and patience anymore, okay?

If that doesn't work, let's do it another way! Master, I don't believe it today, I can't win your smile, it's really better to be famous than to see it! I'll make you keep a face with me, and I'll make you ignore my existence again. At this moment, Fang Longxing was really aroused by his lover, just like a high-spirited and fierce beast in the Colosseum.

"Hehe......" There are too many self-evident complex feelings hidden in it." Hey! I don't believe it, I can't cure you, master? Isn't it hard to follow me? Let you see how good I am, just pestering you, what can you do to me! If I don't come with you to be violent, you won't know that my name is Fang Longxing! He was thinking about it in his heart.

How could Fang Longxing know that Zhang Fengyi was calm and the waves under the surface! He doesn't know that what this business tycoon is best at is hiding all his thoughts, on the surface you look at him like a normal person, who can figure out his inner thoughts?

Zhang Fengyi has already cultivated the ability of "joy and anger are invisible", he "does not like things, does not feel sad for himself," and can face everything with a normal mentality. How can a strong person not know how to control his emotions?

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