After turning on the shower head, Cheng Enyou adjusted the water to the coldest, and when it poured directly down from his head, Cheng Enyou took a hard breath of cold air, he closed his eyes, and when he leaned against the wall, it was as if he had lost all his strength. He wiped his eyes, and it wasn't until a few minutes later that he retracted his thoughts. Now that he is drunk, he has woken up a little, and the young man thinks about it again, as if he had a quarrel with Lu Youheng just now, but he forgot what he said.

You didn't say anything too much, did you? He turned off the shower head, and even in the bathroom he could smell the smell of alcohol all over his body. He, is he drunk again, Cheng Enyou pushed his forehead regretfully, he knows himself very well, he is usually a person who ignores and does not let go of others, not to mention that he drank so much wine today. As soon as he entered the house, the smell of smoke and alcohol all over his body must have been clearly smelled by the two of them.

What to do? Cheng Enyou stroked a handful of his forehead hair that had been drenched, what should he do?

The two must have sensed something, and he had to give an explanation anyway.

Nearly an hour has passed, and Cheng Enyou never enters the bathroom for more than 20 minutes, what happened today?

Lu Youheng and Ning Haokun were both waiting in the living room, but Ning Haokun was not idle since the person entered, but Lu Youheng had to sit on the sofa well, and his eyes never left the TV for even a second.

"Youheng, I'll go in and have a look."

"See what?"

This person's tone was cold, as if there was no trace of affection, Ning Haokun, who already felt weak-hearted, quickly sat down beside him and said, "Youheng, I didn't mean to lie to you, and I didn't unite with Enyou to hide it from you." Actually, it's nothing, Enyou is a child, you also know what kind of character he is, if you look at him like that and force him, it won't do any good, maybe the result will be ......"

"What is the worst outcome, you don't know?"

"I, I ......" I originally wanted to say Jiang Yurou's name, but when I looked at the bathroom, Ning Haokun still swallowed the words back, "Things are definitely not what you think, otherwise, I will go to school tomorrow to keep an eye on him, I will definitely not let go of a little detail, I will not let go of anyone close to him, you can rest assured." ”

Ning Haokun just wanted to lean his hand over, but the man dodged.

"Youheng, you, are you angry with me?"

"Shouldn't it?"

"I am ......"

"Can you please stop messing with me!" Lu Youheng's sudden sharp voice startled this person, and the man raised his head, and there was even some ruthlessness in his eyes, "Ning Haokun, I trust you to hand over Xiao En to you, why are you doing this!" ”

"I'm not ......"

"What are you? You know my concerns and why do you do this! ”

Ning Haokun was speechless, this person had never shown such an expression in front of him, even when Xie Ning and Cheng Lixian had an accident, he was just silently endured by himself, but now there was a lot of hostility in his eyes.

"Youheng, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I ...... I'm sorry. ”

"What's the use of being sorry? What's the use of saying all of this now! ”

"Now, now Eun Yoo is still ......"

At this time, the door of the bathroom opened, Cheng Enyou's hair was wet, and the two stopped talking as soon as they walked out of the door.

He glanced at the two of them curiously, and then asked, "What's wrong?" What are you talking about? ”

"No, it's nothing, your brother is just blaming me for not looking at you properly."

As soon as Cheng Enyou wanted to go back to the room, he heard another person ask, "Are you awake?" ”

"Youheng, you ...... him"

"It's time to sober up after an hour of drenching!"

Forget it, there are some things that can't be escaped. Cheng Enyou put down the towel in his hand, and sat down on the sofa honestly when he walked over.

"I'm going to have a drink today, but it's not in a bar, I'm on the rooftop of Building 7 in the community, and it's only about ten minutes away from here."

Cheng Enyou's tone softened, and his gaze was not as cold and hard as just now.

"Why?"

"I'm just a little upset."

"I'm asking why you're upset?"

"I ......" Cheng Enyou thought for a while, if he didn't ask for a result, that person would not give up, "I just quarreled with Xiang Xi, I felt a little annoyed in my heart, and I didn't want to come back for a while." ”

"Okay, then why are you arguing?" Lu Youheng's eyes were piercing, as if he expected this person to lie.

"It's nothing, it's just something from school."

"Cheng Enyou, if you want to lie, you have to think through the details in advance, do you think you can deceive me with these few words?"

"I didn't lie to you."

"Then why did you quarrel with Xiang Xi? If it's a trifle, do you make yourself look like this?! ”

"I don't want to say it."

"Do you not want to, don't dare, or can't say at all?"

"Okay, it's because you're always good!" This sentence Cheng Enyou roared out, probably because he hadn't sobered up yet, and even he himself was shocked after speaking.

"Me?"

"That's right," Cheng Enyou can only make mistakes if they are wrong, "It's because of you, because I don't have a normal family because I don't have a normal childhood, because I don't have a father and mother like Xiang Xi!" Because of this, I don't know how to be with her in the future, I don't know what to use to win her family, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know! ”

At this time, not only Lu Youheng, but even Ning Haokun also believed most of them.

"To Xiang Xi, I can't see hope, I can't see the future, I can find a way to change other things, I can try to work hard, but I can't for my family," remembering the scene of today's confrontation with Jiang Yurou, Cheng Enyou's eyes also welled up with tears, "There is nothing I can do about this, I can't do anything." ”

The look on Lu Youheng's face sank, he clenched his five fingers, and there was more dodging in his eyes.

"Can I tell you that? Should I tell you that? ”

"Enyou, okay, okay, the matter is clear, you better go and rest first."

Who knew that the young man pushed Ning Haokun and continued: "Brother, tell me what I should do? Tell me if you can help me? ”

Cheng Enyou, he was right, just an accident between his mother and Cheng Lixian was already a stain on his life, not to mention himself, the young man lowered his head, he swept his knees, do you want to drag Enyou for the rest of your life? He is not qualified to do this, he can't bear to do this, Enyou, he should be like an ordinary child, he should, with the people he loves.

"You go back to your room," Lu Youheng finally relented: "You are also tired today, go back and have a good rest." ”

Looking at this person's lost expression, Cheng Enyou also felt guilty for a while.

"I've written it down, and I'm going to think about it."

"Brother......

"Let's go!"

Ning Haokun glanced at the young man, and at this time, Cheng Enyou took a step.

When he got back to the room, he closed the door tightly, and he lay down in his chair, covering his eyes tightly with only his arms.

He knew that he shouldn't say this, and he knew even more how hurtful these words were to Lu Youheng. But there is no other way, other excuses can't be hidden from Lu Youheng, he has been living with him for more than ten years, and they know each other too well. Only by saying this, only by acting like this will people believe that only with this reason will Lu Youheng not be allowed to think about other bad things.

"I'm sorry," the boy said silently in the dark, "Brother, I'm sorry, I was forced, like that...... I don't mean to. I've never felt like you're a burden, I'm ...... now I'll never be ashamed of the past again, I won't, I won't, but those words, I have to say, I was forced by her. ”

That's right, she, Jiang Yurou, that's just a woman who gave her life, that's just a stranger who gave birth to herself, and they have nothing to do with each other except blood.

"In this way, it is better than letting you notice her existence," the young man said and shook his head firmly, "She's not my mother, she's not my family, she's not ...... She never was. I won't give her away, I won't be bewitched by her, no. ”

Cheng Enyou said it over and over again, as if he regarded this as a psychological suggestion.

There was a dead silence in the living room outside the door, and the two men on the sofa hadn't spoken a word since the man had entered the room.

Ning Haokun looked up, Lu Youheng's face was not very good, and he looked like he was still holding on.

"Youheng, you you're sorry for him, he's just a child, he's not sensible, don't take his words to heart."

The man didn't answer, just a faint 'um'.

"And how old is he and Xiang Xicai, the two of them haven't reached that point yet, this kid is really cranky, he even started thinking about his family and future before he went to college, you see I'm not too young and I don't think about it."

"These, he will have to think about one day, whether that person is Xiang Xi or not, his family is always an obstacle to his future."

"How can this be an obstacle? Youheng, I think you were influenced by that kid, he was talking nonsense, what can he know? ”

"It's okay, that's what I've been thinking about."

"Yo Heng ......"

"I've always known that he longs for an ordinary family, and he longs for his mom and dad, not like he is now."

"How's it going? I think it's all fine now. ”

"I have no blood relationship with him, this kind of family is something we can't compare no matter how hard we try."

"Enyou," Ning Haokun suddenly leaned over to him with something in mind, "You, you don't want to let Xiao En out, right?" ”

"Let?"

Ning Haokun didn't dare to say anything more, but nodded according to the person's gaze.

"Things were originally their own talents to say 'let', but Enyou is not, we have just pretended for so many years, like no matter how similar it is, it can't be true."

"Eun You, you ......"

"I'll think about it, you better let me calm down."

Speaking of this, Ning Haokun didn't dare to interject anymore.