The next day, Cheng Enyou deliberately pushed Meng Zeyu away, and Xia Xiangxi immediately rushed from the classroom to the corridor when he saw the people outside the window again.

"What's wrong? Are you looking for me? ”

"Is there a place to eat at noon?"

After thinking of the bread in the drawer, Xia Xiangxi shook his head, "What about Zeyu?" ”

"He's in trouble, what about Xiao Nuo? Why is it that every time I look for you at noon, you are the only one? ”

"Yinuo, she's in class 09, and we're not together at noon."

"That is, you sit here to relax because you can't find someone to eat?"

"I ......" Xia Xiangxi, who was exposed to the facts, had no choice but to nod, "My other friend is going home at noon, so it's just me." ”

"To put it bluntly, you're not social, you can't fit in with other small groups, right?"

"Yes, I'm not popular in the class, but I'm ostracized, how about it?"

"Are you so afraid of being considered a minority?" Xia Xiangxi thought that this person would take the opportunity to be sarcastic, but he didn't expect Cheng Enyou's expression to be indifferent, and continued: "What's wrong with being excluded if you have a bad popularity? This way you have fewer people to perfunctory, which makes it more relaxing. ”

"Huh?"

"Don't say it, let's go, come to dinner with me."

By the time they got to the cafeteria, the soup and water had been almost divided, and the two of them walked to the small supermarket opposite. Xia Xiangxi quickly took a lot of junk food, and walked to the cashier counter quickly, she was afraid that the person would grab the order with her. But when the money was paid, Cheng Enyou didn't show up, she looked back with the bag, and the person was still in a daze on the freezer.

"Ice cream or cone, which do you want?"

Hearing this, Xia Xiangxi remembered that when they met for the first time, the man said that he would invite himself to ice cream.

"You want to eat this at noon?"

"Ask you and you'll pick one."

Because the ice cream model was too large, Xia Xiangxi decisively chose the cone. One milk and one chocolate, together it is black and white. Xia Xiangxi licked the crispy cone very reluctantly, she doesn't like sweets or ice, even in the middle of summer, she rarely touches these things.

"Hey, it's all melted when you eat so slowly!"

Looking at the melting ice cream, she immediately opened her mouth and took a big bite, and the cold feeling made her mouth numb.

"You like ice cream so much?"

"It's not."

"Isn't it?"

Cheng Enyou looked at the small half of the cone left in his hand, "It's just a habit, and when you see it, you will want to buy one." ”

"Is this a fetish?"

"Fetishes? It's not counting, but every time I eat it, it reminds me of when I was a child. ”

"I really can't see that you are still so sentimental as a boy."

Cheng Enyou smiled in reply, and then Xia Xiangxi noticed this person's shallow dimples, he smiled very good, although he was a little restrained and a little shy, but his smile, like the ice cream in his hand, had a kind of sweetness with a milky fragrance.

"Well, here's for you."

In the bright sunlight, Cheng Enyou handed over a chain, and the style and appearance were similar to the one that was torn off yesterday, but the luster was much brighter, shining in the sun.

"For me?"

"Didn't you break that one?"

Xia Xiangxi looked up at the people around him, "You went to buy it yesterday?" ”

"When I got home, I happened to see a stall on the ground, and I felt that it was almost like yours and I bought it."

"Stalls?"

"Yes, I grinded with the boss, and they gave it to me for 50 yuan."

"You bought it for 50 bucks?"

Cheng Enyou lowered his head, "What?" ”

"Why are you so good at bargaining? Is this also silver? Why does it seem so much taller than the one I used to have? ”

"The boss said it was sterling silver, why don't you bite it and try it?"

"No, no, you say yes, it's for sure." Xia Xiangxi took out a small peace lock from her pocket and immediately put it on this chain, which she had worn since she was a child, and the lock was engraved with the year and time of her birth.

Seeing this person's excitement, Cheng Enyou was also a little excited, he pushed away Xia Xiangxi's hand that was buckling the lock, and said, "Why did it take so long?" I'll do it anyway. ”

Xia Xiangxi let out an 'oh', and after a while, he felt a burst of * on the back of his neck, and it turned out that the chain had been buckled.

"Thank you."

"No, you don't."

The sun was shining brightly on this day, Xia Xiangxi didn't go back for self-study in the morning for the first time, she and Cheng Enyou went to the music classroom in the West District. This hexagonal building is next to the laboratory building, and the roof of the music classroom is reached by turning over the guardrail on the third floor of the laboratory building. The roof is covered with asphalt, which is warmed up by the sun and warms up, making it particularly warm in spring.

Xia Xiangxi was sitting on the edge of the cement guardrail eating potato chips, and someone was practicing on the badminton court downstairs, she yawned, she was so sleepy, she couldn't open her eyes under such a warm sun. On the other side, Cheng Enyou was already lying down, he pillowed his head with his hands, and his cheeks turned warm red from the sun.

"What are you thinking?"

Xia Xiangxi was taken aback by him, "You didn't fall asleep?" ”

"Nope."

"I didn't think about anything, I just felt sleepy, what about you? What are you thinking? ”

"I'm thinking about it......" Cheng Enyou pursed his lips and smiled, "It would be nice if you could die in the sun like this." ”

The potato chips in Xia Xiangxi's hand fell, "Why do you want to die at a young age?" It's so inactive. Besides, it's too far away. ”

"Far away? From the day you are born, you are dying on the one hand, and one more day you live is one day closer to death. Moreover, life is like this, we never know what will happen in the next second, as long as the gas cylinder in this building explodes or an earthquake or something, we will die, and even walk on a rainy day and fall into the sewer. Maybe you feel young and that death is far away from you, but that's not the case. Anyway, people are going to die, and instead of facing the unknown, it is better to choose the time and place by yourself, so that it will be more dignified. ”

Choose your own time? Choosing your own location?

Xia Xiangxi suddenly asked, "Hey, you...... You can't jump off a building here, do you? ”

Cheng Enyou opened his eyes, "What? ”

"Let me tell you, you will definitely not die if you jump from here, at most you will be paralyzed and disabled, this is to harm others and yourself, if you are really determined, you will jump from the opposite telecommunications building, there are more than 20 floors, it will definitely give you a good time."

At this time, Cheng Enyou sat up completely, "Xia Xiangxi, do you think I'm going to commit suicide for a long time?" ”

"Even if you don't want to commit suicide, you have suicidal tendencies, it's just a small high school entrance examination, are you there? You're a boy, real man, don't always be sentimental and sad like Brother Lin's sister Bao, okay? In the sun, you should think about the waves and beaches, who told you those crooked theories. ”

"You know what, it's philosophy, it's thinking!"

"According to you, since everyone is going to die anyway, why don't you live?"

"Well, I think so."

"Then your clothes are going to be taken off at night anyway, why are you still wearing them?"

Cheng Enyou was so blocked by her that she couldn't speak, and she lay back and didn't move.

I usually look at this guy stupidly, why is he so good at intimidating people?

"Besides, you're not Plato, why do you want to do that?"

"What do you mean?"

"What I mean is that you think about what's in front of you, your own business. I'm tired enough just thinking about what Xia Xiangxi has to do, how can I have time to think about the philosophy of life and death and the mysteries of life like you? You're so idle. ”

Idle? Cheng Enyou opened his eyes, he felt that his vision was a little hazy by the sun, and even the person's facial features became blurred. He sat down and took a piece of potato chip, and the smell of cucumber and potato greeted him, making him inexplicably happy.