Chapter 100 The grace of this life has been broken, and the fate of the next life is to be reunited

Tong Li didn't expect Ruan Junhao to be with Xu Xinmeng so soon, and an inexplicable panic came to her heart.

Ruan Linsheng looked at Tong Li and replied with righteous words: "Not only do I know but I have also met that girl, I am very satisfied with Jun Hao's choice, I believe that they really love each other!" ”

Tong Li was frightened when she heard this, and hurriedly asked, "Have you seen that girl before?" Is that person Xu Xinmeng? ”

"Since you already know, why do you still arrange for Liu Yaxin to come to our house?" Ruan Linsheng's voice obviously aggravated the tone, and this questioning attitude made Tong Li unbearable.

Tong Li patted the table and stood up and said: "Anyone can but Xu Xinmeng can't, she doesn't like us Jun Hao at all, she is here to take revenge on Jun Hao for her sister, she was sent by Xu Lu to torture me!"

Ruan Linsheng was furious and asked Xu Lu, "Why did Xu Lu do this?"

After asking, Ruan Linsheng woke up like a dream, as if he knew the facts that he should have known a long time ago.

"Because Xia Xinjing is also Xu Lu's daughter, Xia Xinjing was in a car accident because of Jun Hao, do you think Xu Lu will let us go? There's no way she'll let us go! ”

The anger in Ruan Linsheng and Tong Li's hearts was released into their voices, so that Ruan Junhao and Liu Yaxin in the bedroom could hear it, but they couldn't hear the specific content of their quarrel.

Ruan Linsheng almost fainted when he heard it, and it took a long time to come back to his senses, and he said tremblingly: "Xia Xinjing is also Xu Lu's daughter, it turns out that you already know about it......"

Ruan Linsheng was too sad, he was already weak at this time, and he didn't want to have any more disputes with Tong Li.

Tong Li looked at Ruan Linsheng nervously, squatted in front of him, and said in an almost begging tone: "Xu Lu gave birth to a pair of twins back then, Xu Xinmeng and Xia Xinjing look exactly the same, why did you say that Ruan Junhao met Xu Xinmeng in college again, it must have been arranged by Xu Lu in advance, Lin Sheng, you must not let Ruan Junhao have any more dealings with Xu Xinmeng, otherwise our son will definitely be hurt again!" ”

Up to now, Tong Li has no guilt about Xia Xinjing's death, Ruan Linsheng knows that Tong Li has never thought of apologizing to Xu Lu for this matter, and what is even more infuriating is that Tong Li is still blocking Ruan Junhao's happiness because of her endless jealousy.

Ruan Linsheng was so exhausted that he didn't want to say a word, he got up and walked slowly towards the study, Tong Li knew that Ruan Linsheng was so painful because of Xu Lu, he was afraid that Xu Lu would be heartbroken because of the loss of his daughter.

Thinking of this child, Li couldn't bear it anymore, and she made up her mind to make Xu Lu and Xu Xinmeng disappear from Ruan Linsheng and Ruan Junhao's world.

At this time, Ruan Junhao and Liu Yaxin couldn't hear any voices, they were hesitant to come out to persuade them, but now they feel that it is better not to come out, after all, as juniors, even if they come out, they don't know what to say.

Ruan Linsheng didn't go back to the bedroom all night, and the next morning, when Tong Li got up to look for Ruan Linsheng, Ruan Linsheng had already gone out, and she then ran to Ruan Junhao's room, and opened the door to see that Ruan Junhao was no longer at home.

When I asked the maid's aunt, I found out that Ruan Linsheng and Ruan Junhao went out together, Tong Li thought that Ruan Linsheng must be afraid that Ruan Junhao would not be willing to send Liu Yaxin home, so he deliberately took him to the studio early.

However, this could not stop Tong Li from sending Liu Yaxin home in person, she wanted to take this opportunity to meet Liu Yaxin's parents, so as to test Liu Yaxin's parents' opinions on Liu Yaxin's relationship.

After Ruan Linsheng brought Ruan Junhao to the studio, he was restless, and finally asked Ruan Junhao for some confirmation.

Ruan Linsheng asked Ruan Junhao to tell him in detail what happened on the day of the college entrance examination, and Ruan Junhao knew that Ruan Linsheng's question must be related to last night's quarrel.

After Ruan Junhao finished speaking in detail, Ruan Linsheng thought for a moment and asked, "Do Xia Xinjing and Xu Xinmeng look exactly the same?" ”

"Hmmm......"

"Has your mother seen Xia Xinjing a long time ago?" Ruan Linsheng asked as he cleared his thoughts.

"She saw Xia Xinjing when she came to pick me up from school before."

At this point, Ruan Linsheng can already be sure that Tong Li must have told her that he would never allow Ruan Junhao to fall in love with her when she went to see Xia Xinjing on the day of the college entrance examination, and her tone must be very heavy, otherwise Xia Xinjing would not have left in such a hurry.

In this way, Xia Xinjing's death was indirectly caused by Tong Li, if Tong Li hadn't stimulated Xia Xinjing with words, it would not have made Xia Xinjing so grief-stricken that she forgot the existence of the traffic light.

Ruan Junhao looked at Ruan Linsheng who was deep in thought, he knew that Ruan Linsheng must be thinking about something, it was undeniable that Ruan Junhao had always thought that Xia Xinjing's death was indirectly caused by himself and Tong Li.

Ruan Linsheng couldn't imagine the scene when Xu Lu knew that Xia Xinjing had died, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt self-blame.

Since the last time we met at the exhibition, Ruan Linsheng's heart couldn't calm down for a long time, he never thought that he and Xu Lu would come to such an embarrassing situation today, even if they didn't become husband and wife, it shouldn't be the current situation.

Thinking about it, Ruan Linsheng said to Ruan Junhao: "Dad has something to go out." With that, Ruan Linsheng left in a hurry.

With a heart full of guilt and great excitement, Ruan Linsheng came to Baiying, and it was reasonable that he should go to Xia Xinjing's grave to apologize.

At this time, Xu Lu was squatting in front of Xia Xinjing's tomb, telling what she had seen, heard, experienced and felt these days.

After talking about the new things of the week, Xu Lu looked at Xia Xinjing's photo and was silent, as if there were countless things lingering in her heart.

Xu Lu looked at Xia Xinjing and said silently in her heart: "Xinjing, I know that Xinmeng will definitely mention to her mother about remarrying Xia Jiangjie when she comes back this time, has Xia Jiangjie been good to you all these years?" I thank him for his nurturing grace to you, but I think there are always some principles to adhere to in life, there is no affection between us, and if we insist on being together, it will be a kind of hurt and torture for each other. ”

Xu Lu has always held the belief in her heart, but every time she sees Xu Xinmeng, she will shake the belief in her heart, she can feel Xu Xinmeng's extreme desire to get her father's love, and she can also feel that every time Xu Xinmeng mentions Xia Jiangjie, she is happy and excited.

Xu Lu looked at Xia Xinjing and said, "Sometimes I think if I'm too selfish, should I remarry Xia Jiangjie for Xinmeng?" ”

Ruan Linsheng looked at Xu Lu in front of Xia Xinjing's tomb, due to the nervous self-blame, he couldn't take any more steps forward, he stood in the distance and stared at Xu Lu who was not moving, he seemed to be able to feel the loneliness and sadness in Xu Lu's heart.

For a while, the vows that Ruan Linsheng had made echoed in his ears one by one, and now that he thinks about it, Ruan Linsheng hates himself even more for betraying the love at the beginning.

At this time, it has entered the middle of winter, the cold wind is biting, the cool breeze is coming, even the sun is hiding because it can't stand the cold, but this biting cold is not as cold as Xu Lu and Ruan Linsheng's hearts, this cold is blown by the ruthless cold wind all the time, and it will never see the moment of the sun.

Xu Lu squatted in front of Xia Xinjing's tomb and fell into a trance, forgetting time, while Ruan Linsheng looked at Xu Lu affectionately, but he also forgot time and everything around him.

I don't know how long it took for Xu Lu to get up slightly, and when she turned around, she saw Ruan Linsheng who was standing in the distance looking at her, Xu Lu was surprised, she never thought that Ruan Linsheng would appear here, this is Xia Xin's resting place!

Xu Lu, who came back to her senses, was worried, she was afraid that Ruan Linsheng had already known the secret she had been hiding for many years.

Seeing Xu Lu looking at him with such a surprised expression, Ruan Linsheng took his heavy steps and walked towards Xia Xinjing's tomb.

Ruan Linsheng put the flowers in his hand in front of Xia Xinjing's tomb and said, "I'm sorry, my uncle only came to see you now." ”

As soon as he heard the word "uncle", Xu Lu knew that Ruan Linsheng didn't know about Xia Xinjing's relationship with him, but why Ruan Linsheng chose to come to Xia Xinjing's tomb at this time, Xu Lu really couldn't figure out the reason.

After visiting Xia Xinjing, Ruan Linsheng and Xu Lu came to an elegant café together, and after ordering two cups of coffee, both of them were silent.

Ruan Linsheng and Xu Lu have not seen each other for so many years, they originally thought that if the two met, they would definitely have a lot of things to say to each other, but now that they have met, they don't say a word, not because they don't know where to start, but because they feel that there is no need to say it.

Yes, both of them have families, they both have children who they care about and can't be left behind, and the once vigorous feelings have become silent due to the washing of time, and the long-sealed love, even if the two say goodbye, it still can't be opened, because the key to open it has been thrown by Ruan Linsheng under the cliff and can never be recovered.

After a period of silence, Ruan Linsheng still opened his mouth and said, "I only found out yesterday that Xin Jing is also your daughter, and I am really sorry for her departure." ”

Ruan Linsheng didn't know how to express himself to make up for Tong Li's mistakes, but he still wanted to try his best to let Xu Lu out of his sadness.

This belated apology made Xu Lu even more sad, she was not sad for Ruan Linsheng's apology, but sad for Ruan Linsheng for not knowing that Xia Xinjing was also her daughter.

Xu Lu lowered her head and replied, "Maybe she shouldn't have come to this world." ”

Ruan Linsheng could hear the helplessness and despair in Xu Lu's words, and he couldn't help but ask Xu Lu: "How have you been doing all these years?" ”

Xu Lu sneered and asked, "How have you been doing all these years?" ”

Ruan Linsheng didn't know how to answer after hearing this, he has been a friend of painting all these years, and he has long had no happy feeling of loving someone, he knows that Xu Lu's dream is to be a people's teacher, and Xu Lu's support over the years must also be her career.