Like a beast that has broken through its cage, it has returned to freedom and galloped fiercely through the vast world.

The body seems to have inexhaustible energy, and it will not stop until it reaches the end of the world.

……

Ye Mushen still fainted unbearably.

Ling Shang didn't dare to toss anymore, he carefully cleaned up for him, pursed his lips and held the person in his arms.

His brow furrowed, lost in thought.

On moonless nights, there are only three or two candles in the corner of the house.

Night Mushen woke up feeling uncomfortable.

The body is very tired, and there is a faint ache.

There is also an indescribable sense of emptiness in the mood.

When he opened his eyes, he saw Ling Shang's face reflected in the light orange candlelight.

Unconsciously leaned closer to his lips and kissed him on the cheek.

Ling Shang suddenly opened his eyes, "Awake?" ”

"Wake up...... What are you thinking, so engrossed? ”

"I'm thinking about you." Ling Shang's voice was still so cold.

Ye Mushen blushed as if he had heard some great love words, "Why are you so ...... all of a sudden?"

Ling Shang suddenly lowered his voice, "I'm sorry." ”

"Huh? What do you do with a sudden apology for no reason? ”

"Get out of here tomorrow morning."

“…… You're driving me away again? ”

Ling Shang turned his head and let out a soft "um".

"Brother—"

The warmth of a moment ago vanished suddenly, and Ye Mushen finally understood where the feeling of emptiness that made him breathless when he woke up came from.

Ling Shang buried his head in his shoulder socket, "In a few days, you will hate me even more...... You can hate me, you can hate me, you can never see me...... But...... But I don't want to face you like that. I can't do it, Ah Sen, I can't do it......"

"You're not me, why should you conclude ......?"

"Because I know yourself better than you do, and I care more about yourself than you do."

"Heh, to put it bluntly, you still don't believe me."

"I never trusted anyone." Ling Shang repeated this cold sentence without emotion, "I don't even believe myself. ”

Ye Mushen choked up a little suddenly, "Is it because of me?" Because I've been so bad to you, because I've lied to you over and over again, and I've almost killed you several times...... So you don't trust anyone since? ”

Ling Shang thought about it, but he couldn't think of a reason.

He whispered, "...... I do not know. ”

Ye Mushen's dark eyes were covered with a moist mist.

I lost my mind for a moment, and then as if I remembered something interesting, the corners of my mouth curled slightly.

He fumbled for Ling Shang's hand to clasp it, "I remember, the last time I stalked you, it seemed to make you very distressed. ”

Ling Shang didn't quite understand why he suddenly mentioned this.

"I knew that if it were me, it would be a headache. Chances are, I can't be like you, always holding back from getting angry...... Alas, but what can be done? I was like a hungry wolf smelling delicious – of course, if you were to call me a pervert, I wouldn't deny it. In short, I just want to hold on to you, and enjoy you little by little, until you have no bones left......"

Ling Shang sat up, rubbing his temples with both hands, obviously unwilling to recall the time when he first arrived in Luoyang.

He left the palace at the age of three, and since then he has been living with his identity hidden.

In order to survive, he had to change his appearance and voice several times.

Every time he changed his appearance, he thought that he would be greeted by a new life.

I didn't expect to fall into a deeper infernal realm.

He has been deceiving himself for too long, and he has long forgotten what his true self is like.

Only in the presence of this person can he find himself.

……