Chapter 155: One Year Only

"Do you think it's funny? We're not kids anymore. I might as well tell you directly today that I, Xu Xiaoyu, have never loved you. The reason why I can sleep with you is just to humiliate you, and there is no other reason. It's not good for you and me to go on like this, so let's leave it at that! Don't you think it's good to let each other go and give each other a way out? Is there anything wrong with letting you go free, finding someone who truly loves you, and spending the rest of your life with him? ”

Xu Xiaoyu has obviously lost patience with Guan Yingai, he doesn't want to go around in circles with her anymore, so he simply reveals his true thoughts with her. In this way, it is straightforward and clear, maybe he will be able to achieve his true purpose more quickly, everything is handled cleanly, and he can be regarded as clean. He's going to put all his energy into the following plan!

"Thank you for your alms, but I don't appreciate your handouts. But I also tell you plainly today: you want to divorce, and I firmly disagree. You don't love me, but you can't interfere with me loving you. You don't have a relationship with me! Feelings can be cultivated slowly. The marriage of our ancestors, which one didn't get married first and then fall in love, isn't it also very good? I have complete confidence in myself and believe that one day you will fall in love with me. ”

After being married for so long, the husband and wife have never chatted openly like today. Although the content of this chat is a bit unsatisfactory, Guan Yingai feels a sense of joy.

She wants to fight for her own happiness, what can be more important than spending a happy life with her beloved? She was a little glad that Xu Xiaoyu was honest with her, and she was sure that Xu Xiaoyu was worthy of her to accompany her in this life and to love her with her heart.

"Don't easily put love on your lips, love is an expensive luxury, even if we have money, it is not something we can afford to spend." Xu Xiaoyu had an indifferent expression on his face, and there was an elusive light in his eyes, but it was only for a short moment, and then it disappeared into his indifference.

I can't love it, this is the pain in his heart! His nightmares, his torments, his entanglements, the torments and pains that life had given him: a passionate that had been bought with money! After indulging the lusts and desires of the flesh, there is a gap in the soul that cannot be filled; scars that cannot be healed; Possession after not being able to occupy each other. These are the sequelae left behind by his heart. He is indeed a poor man who can have anything he wants, but does not get the kind of love he wants.

"It depends on what you think, whether you want to leave the rest of your life to us to grasp each other, we face it together, and bear it together. Why should we be skeptical? Don't you believe in love? Guan Yingai hit the nail on the head and said the doubts in Xu Xiaoyu's heart. However, she also showed a surprised expression, she regretted her recklessness a little, she shouldn't have said it so explicitly! Always leave some room for manoeuvre!

"What if you believe, what if you don't? Don't take the topic away, I'm not as noble as you. I just want to be myself and not be entangled by everything, so why should you make things difficult for yourself? Is a marriage without feelings so good? We just take what we need, and you can understand what it's like to live with someone you don't like at all? I don't want to embarrass you too much, don't you want to embarrass me, okay? ”

Xu Xiaoyu's tone, without the toughness just now, he wanted to fight quickly so much that he began to change his attitude, and even wanted to turn into a pleading. I want to get Guan Yingai to agree with her idea earlier, as long as she can agree, she can nod, and everything will be fine. In this way, it will really save a lot of troublesome links.

"That's your personal opinion, and my idea is the opposite of yours. I just thought: I am very happy and perfect in my life now, and it is a very beautiful thing for me to be able to live with the people I love. Whether you believe it or not, I don't want to explain and refute too much about the authenticity of my love for you.

You drank too much today, and I don't want to worry about anything with you, so it's all your drunken talk. We've been married for three years, and I've never interfered in any of your private affairs, nor have I spied on your private space. You have always done whatever you want, and my attitude towards you in the future will be the same as at the beginning, you can still do whatever you want.

If one day, I don't think there is any need to continue between us. I will take the initiative to file for divorce and leave the house. I will leave you all the property in our name without reservation, and this is the condition I have offered you.

I hope we can give each other a chance to get to know each other. If I think it's time to be inappropriate, I'll quit automatically. It won't make you feel embarrassed, and when the time comes, I will also deal with and explain accordingly on both of our parents' side, ensuring that you can get out of the way without a trace of guilt and guilt.

I have already said it very clearly, and the solution is also perfect, I have done my best to tolerate you, and all the bottom lines I can tolerate have been completely enough, Xu Xiaoyu, you are also a very smart person, you can understand the stakes, you don't need me to say more, you know how much bargain you have picked up.

From now on, stop holding on to your point of view. We have a time limit of one year, and if after a year, there is still no progress in our relationship. Today next year is the day we officially break up. ”

Guan Yingai is advancing by retreating, she is smart She knows Xu Xiaoyu's weakness, knows the real reason why he hates herself, he thinks that she is a woman who loves money like her life, a woman who has no heart and no love, and she wants to change his opinion of her with practical actions.

It was not her fault that she was born in a well-off family; The marriage arranged by her parents' lust was not her fault; At the blind date banquet, it was not her fault that she fell in love with Xu Xiaoyu; In life, she fell in love with Xu Xiaoyu, and it was not her fault; When her husband filed for divorce, it was not her fault that she wanted to preserve her marriage.

A strong woman at work, a strong woman in life, she has to bear more than others. For her love; For the sake of her lover; For the sake of both parents; For the sake of their own full life. She can't lose! She can tolerate her husband's disregard for her; She can tolerate their sexually loveless lives; She can endure the helplessness, loneliness, sadness, pain and loneliness after he broke up with her.

She really loves with her heart, give her life a deadline! That's the best way to plan. A successful person will plan his life. She also re-planned her life, putting her dead and then living.

Resolve contradictions, resolve disputes, learn to pretend to be confused, flexible promises, discipline yourself first without discipline, balance rights, create a free space, and do not lose her autonomy. This is a good intention!

Just because she loves him, only in front of the person she cherishes, will she be so patient, as long as Xu Xiaoyu is not stupid, she can see it by observing carefully. If you don't care to understand, everything she does is in vain, then she can turn around gorgeously and settle for the next best, which is also a good choice. At least she has worked hard and fought for her happiness, and she has no regrets.

Kwan Ying-ae's thoughts are positive and optimistic, and she can be controlled by others for the life she wants; Can be caged by a lover; It is possible to compromise like a lover; You can bow to reality! If love really ceases to exist, she can really become an independent individual and move towards a new life, she has the ability and confidence in this aspect.

When you can love, do your best to love. When you can't love, you can let go completely. To be tolerant of others is to forgive oneself. She wants to live a chic life, love deeply but not be lost, independent and dignified. She is a very cute woman of the new era, and at the same time has good qualities and a good attitude.

But Xu Xiaoyu is just the opposite of Guan Yingai, he has to insist all the time, the insistence that he thinks is right. Even if you can exchange it at all costs, even if the fish dies and the net is broken, or the head is broken and the blood flows, he has to stick to the end. No matter what, he doesn't want to give up, and he doesn't want to admit that Zhang Fengyi is not his reality. To get what he wants, is the truth, there is no other way to go, he has to drive himself to a dead end, he is a natural strong one.