Ning Shaoming asked Chang Shenghua: "Are you afraid?" ”

This question sounds a bit funny at first glance, because even Ning Dashao, who is not afraid of the outside world, admires Chang Shenghua's courage and will, at least during the time they have known each other, the Chang Shenghua that Ning Shaoming knows has never been a person who is afraid of anything.

Everything can be changed, and the desperate road is dug for oneself - Chang Shenghua has always believed in this concept.

In Ning Shaoming's eyes, Chang Shenghua never seems to feel that the problem is a problem, but they can't solve the problem for the time being.

Therefore, Ning Shaoming often feels that she is a little shorter than Chang Shenghua, because of her mentality of being calm in the face of anything, which makes Ning Shaoming have to admire.

There is nothing in the world that has no price, Ning Shaoming knows very well that it is not something that Chang Shenghua was born with, she can come to this height, she must have experienced the battle and precipitation that ordinary people can't reach, but just now Chang Shenghua will helplessly say "That's it", which reveals a sigh of powerlessness.

No one can be regarded as a last resort, Ning Shaoming can face his own failure, but listening to Chang Sheng's words, Ning Shaoming felt extremely harsh, so he asked her, are you afraid?

After Chang Shenghua heard Ning Shaoming's question, he paused for a moment and asked, "What do you think I'm afraid of?" ”

Ning Shaoming thought for a while and said, "I don't know...... Maybe you're not afraid of anything, you're just a little ...... Think a lot of things are really fucking fucked up? ”

Chang Shenghua couldn't help but laugh, "yes, it's really fucked." ”

The two men were silent for a moment at the same time, and then laughed in unison.

The conversation just now seemed to say something, but it didn't seem to say anything, but Chang Shenghua and Ning Shaoming inexplicably felt that the relationship was a little better than before, and it faintly made people feel extraordinarily mysterious.

Chang Shenghua changed his hand to hold the mobile phone, and the person on the other end of the microphone said: "Ning Shaoming." ”

"What?" Ning Shaoming lay down on the rock, dragged a piece of grass in his mouth, and asked Hang'erlang locally.

Chang Shenghua got up, walked to the window, looked up at the sky overhead, and could vaguely see a half-curved bright moon and sparse three or two stars, "Did I tell you about the things in my previous team?" ”

Ning Shaoming also lay on his back to look at the stars, he was in the barren mountains and mountains, and it was the time of the crisp autumn weather, the sky was clear, the stars were dazzling, the Milky Way was vertical and horizontal, and the half-curved moon was as gentle as a calm lake.

He said nonchalantly: "No, your mouth is tighter than a mussel shell, and I can still pry words out of your mouth?" ”

Chang Shenghua sat down on the bay window, leaning his back relaxed against the wall behind him.

She thought for a while before she said: "In You-Know-Who, even if it is a comrade-in-arms of the same team, it is generally not possible to exchange names, use a number number when selecting, and use a code name after entering, at that time my code name was Changshenghua, divided into the seventh squad of the second battalion, there are five people in the team, the captain is Brother Mao, I and Haitang are female members, and the other two are black rice balls and detective ......"

When talking about these things, Chang Sheng's tone is very steady, but there is a faint sense of nostalgia, a little sigh, and those soft emotions are hidden by her in a light and breezy tone, and you have to listen carefully to find out.

In You-Know-Who, many things are secrets that cannot be leaked, and Chang Shenghua didn't say too much detail, just casually mentioned some trivial and interesting things, and there was no theme, and he said whatever he wanted.

Most of what Chang Sheng said was what the team members experienced, which shows that she usually doesn't participate in group activities much, and she always contacts the people around her from the perspective of a third person.

"At that time, I may have been young and ignorant," Chang Shenghua said in a rare self-deprecating tone, "Brother Cat, they spent a lot of effort and thought to let me integrate into the big collective, but I didn't take it seriously, and I felt that they were idle and panicked, and they had nothing to do." ”

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Chang Shenghua thought.

It is undeniable that in the first 20 years of Chang Sheng's life, under the influence of the members of the seventh squad, her outlook on life and worldview gradually built the most solid foundation at that stage, and only then did she develop into what she is today.

Ning Shaoming seemed to be able to hear Chang Sheng's heart, and complained: "Even if you are asked to deal with a group of people now, you will be unwilling, the nature of the country is easy to change, and it is difficult to change, you are not that material." ”

Of course, the female devil can pretend to talk and laugh with ease, but if she really lives a collective life like Hu Xiaoge and Yu Qingli, and has to enjoy it, Ning Shaoming knows that it is impossible with his knees.

There are also differences between people, and no two people in the world are exactly the same.

Chang Shenghua was squeezed by Ning Shaoming, he was stunned for a moment, and then he shook his head, feeling that he was indeed drilling the horns of the bull.

Some people just fit to be a loner and go alone, not that they can't stay with the group, it's just that they prefer to be alone.

Thinking about this joint, Chang Shenghua was no longer entangled, and joked: "When will Squadron Ning also learn to analyze psychology?" ”

Ning Shaoming rolled his eyes, but unfortunately he couldn't smash it through his mobile phone, "I'm a normal logical reasoning." ”

Chang Shenghua pretended to be surprised: "You can actually reason, it's not easy!" ”

Ning Shaoming said angrily: "You just squeeze me!" ”

"No, what about praising you," Chang Shenghua said with a smile, "I used to think about things with muscles, but now it's rare to think with my brain, can I not praise you?" ”

Ning Shaoming's eyelids jumped, "If you don't complain about me, will I feel uncomfortable?" ”

Chang Shenghua suddenly realized, "No wonder I always felt uncomfortable anywhere yesterday. ”

"......" deceives people too much!

Ning Shaoming grinded his teeth, hovering between hanging up the phone and scolding back the female devil.

Chang Shenghua suddenly said: "Ning Shaoming." ”

Ning Dashao was reluctant: "...... What are you doing? ”

"It's nothing, I just want to say ......" Chang Shenghua paused in the middle of speaking.

Ning Shaoming waited for a long time and didn't wait for the next step, puzzled, and thought that the phone was disconnected, so he still got up and looked for signals everywhere, "Chang Xiaohua?" Comrade Xiaohua? ”

Chang Shenghua listened to the movement on his side, and after a few seconds, she whispered, "Thank you." ”

Ning Shaoming's movements slammed suddenly, and it took a while to react, and he muttered uncomfortably: "Thank you, you are so polite, I thought you were possessed by a ghost......"

Chang Shenghua laughed a few times.

Ning Shaoming listened to the voice in the microphone, as if he was covered with lice, and he was even more uncomfortable.

Chang Shenghua stopped teasing him, and said softly: "Go to sleep, I don't have any big problems here, I'll return to the team after I deal with it, if the time is in time, maybe Zhao Sulin and I can join the long-distance training in the second half." ”

"What's the hurry?" Ning Shaoming said, "Anyway, if you have a few days off, you can just play outside." ”

Chang Sheng said matter-of-factly: "You are not afraid that I will bring your sniper badly." ”

Ning Shaoming thought about it, and also felt that the female devil was unreliable, so he hurriedly said: "Don't take him to any strange place!" ”

Zhao Sulin asked for a family leave, she could be tossed by Chang Shenghua to play gunfights, and Ning Shaoming really didn't believe in her character.

Chang Shenghua smiled again, "Okay, Old Mother Ning, I promise not to toss your soldiers, you go to sleep, otherwise another group of soldiers will feel sorry for your dark circles." ”

Ning Shaoming "cut", "Okay, you can sleep too, and contact me at any time if you have something...... Forget it, you'd better figure it out yourself, my heart has a limited capacity, good night. ”

Chang Shenghua hooked the corners of his mouth noncommittally, "Well, good night." ”

After hanging up the phone, Chang Shenghua was still sitting on the bay window, staring at the sky outside, the original gloomy and silent atmosphere was swept away, she relaxed her back, and looked a little comfortable.

I don't know how long it took, the corner of Chang Sheng's eyes suddenly swept to her own reflection on the glass, she glanced at it, and then she was stunned, and involuntarily touched the corner of her mouth, where there was still a little bit of smile arc.

When she met the lion cub, she seemed to be in a better mood than usual......

It's a strange thing.

……

Early the next morning.

I don't know if Guo Lihu is dead, anyway, he didn't make much trouble all night, he ate and slept when he should eat, it seemed that the jar was broken.

However, Zhao Sulin, who was in the same room with him, knew that Guo Lihu was very self-defeating on the surface, but in fact, he was like a frightened bird at night, waking up at the slightest movement, and it was estimated that there were still a lot of secrets in his heart, for fear that the ghost would knock on the door in the middle of the night.

Chang Shenghua didn't take Guo Lihu too seriously, knocked on the door and called Zhao Sulin to have breakfast, and then left Guo Lihu alone in the room.

Guo Li looked at Chang Sheng's painting for a long time, that is, he got a light glance from the other party, and before he could convey his meaning with his expression, Chang Shenghua had already turned around and left.

Guo Lihu's words were choked instantly, choking his throat for a long time.

Zhao Sulin was still a little worried, and asked Chang Shenghua: "Will he want to run?"

Chang Shenghua didn't care much, "If he wants to die, just try." ”

Zhao Sulin had no choice but to put half of his heart into his stomach.

After breakfast, Chang Shenghua asked Zhao Sulin to send some food to Guo Lihu, but she didn't show up, and then went back to Zhao's house with Zhao Sulin.

Today is Sunday, non-working day, and the three members of the Zhao family are all in the house.

When Zhao Sulin entered the door, only Zhao's father was sitting there watching TV in the living room, he looked up after hearing the movement, and when he saw that it was Zhao Sulin, he snorted coldly, obviously still not very happy.

Chang Shenghua followed him into the door, and Zhao's father's mood was a little entangled.

He was a little annoyed that Chang Shenghua's words offended the two future daughters-in-law, but he wanted to befriend the rich and powerful female leader, so when he greeted Chang Shenghua, Zhao's father's expression was distorted.

Chang Shenghua could see Zhao's father's thoughts at a glance, and he didn't care much about it, maintaining his "leader" posture, which made Zhao's father even more afraid to have a temper.

Zhao's mother soon came out of the kitchen, and greeted Chang Shenghua with a smile, and Zhao Suzheng, who got up later, said that Zhao Sulin's nose was not a nose and eyes were not eyes, but in front of Chang Sheng's picture, he didn't dare to say a bad word.

Zhao Sulin couldn't help but sigh, these years are really unreasonable, the more reasonable, and good people are not done by everyone.

What is the name of the sentence that Yu Qingli, an Internet expert, always mentioned - people's kindness must be sharp.

Zhao Sulin, who has always taken a tolerant attitude towards his parents and younger brother, suddenly realized what he should do at this moment.