Chapter 143: Sparks
Chapter 143 sparks
Love made Fang Longxing a little stingy and a little sensitive. It's because I care too much and am too afraid of losing. Even if one person appears in their world, he will think: like in CS, kill dangerous monsters with viruses, and he doesn't want the source of infection to enter their two-person world. If you come to one, you will kill one, and if you come to two, you will kill a pair, and you will end the nest and completely cut off all the bad factors. He was going to put a big screen between the two of them to keep out all intruders.
It's not that Fang Longxing doesn't have this confidence, and it's not because he doesn't believe in Zhang Fengyi, he never doubts the relationship between the two people. He also knows that in a serious relationship, there should be no suspicion. It's just that I care too much; Caring too much about someone; cares too much about each other's feelings, so his brain is like a virus, broken.
became a little crazy, a little unreasonable, he also kept self-restraint, it turned out that he had already loved Zhang Fengyi into his own blood and bones, imagine who doesn't cherish his body? Except, of course, if you have a habit of self-harm. Zhang Fengyi has now completely become a part of his body, and they are an inseparable whole.
"Don't worry! As far as my body is good, it tastes good and strong! Then I'll wait for your good news. When Zhang Fengyi saw his best friends, classmates, and iron buddies, he changed his seriousness in the company in the past, let go of his tense nerves, and completely became a different person.
He is lively and relaxed, and he is not wearing a "mask" anymore, and Xu Xiaoyu has all kinds of physical behaviors and verbal exchanges, maybe he himself has not noticed his changes, but one thing is certain, that is, he does not need to hide himself in front of Xu Xiaoyu, and he can be completely defenseless.
This is also what Fang Longxing doesn't want to see, his little lady can only trust him, rely on him, and can only belong to him. He didn't want Zhang Fengyi to leak out his truest side in front of other people, and he didn't want Zhang Fengyi to leave his back to other people. He didn't allow anyone to replace Zhang Fengyi without defense. However, in fact, it was this person named Xu Xiaoyu who really did it, and a nameless flame arose in Fang Longxing's heart, this flame wanted to destroy and devour everything!
If Xu Xiaoyu hadn't seen it with his own ears here, Zhang Fengyi wanted to introduce Wang Haitao to Wang Haitao through him, if he heard it from other people's mouths, he wouldn't have believed it. Xiaoyi, who has never been nosy with others, has now become nosy, and now he has the heart of his secretary, Xu Xiaoyu doesn't even believe that the person he used to be most familiar with has changed.
What a great power of love! Xu Xiaoyu couldn't help but admire in his heart. What changed Xiaoyi was Fang Longxing! He has become cheerful, lively, and talkative, less taciturn and cold-tempered than before, and his nature is finally fully revealed. It turns out that the current him is the most real one! Since Xiaoyi realized that now, there have been sixteen or seventeen years, and Xu Xiaoyu, who has never seen him behave like this, can you not be surprised?
Xu Xiaoyu was really shocked, he had never seen Zhang Fengyi's smiling face so happily after knowing him for so many years, an iceberg would melt, and a piece of beautiful jade became more perfect after being carved. Xiaoyi, whom he loved deeply, now seems to be like a child who has not grown up, full of dreams and innocence. He once lost his true self, and the person who let him find himself was not him Xu Xiaoyu, but another Fang Longxing who had the same body as himself as a man, it was impossible to say that there was no jealousy, because he was not the one who awakened that person's soul.
This is a great irony for Xu Xiaoyu, no matter how he says that he is also a person who has appeared in his life for so many years. During the eight years of studying together, they almost got along day and night.
In the years since graduation, he himself has been like a ghost, asking for meetings and encounters with Xiaoyi in various ways, performing in front of Xiaoyi, and promoting himself to his heart's content. He didn't become the key that opened the lock in Zhang Fengyi's heart, and he didn't let Xiaoyi change his opinion of himself a little bit, let alone make him fall in love with himself, and even Xiaoyi, whom he loved deeply, didn't like him as much as he did in the early days of men and women in love, can he not feel that he has failed? Can you not feel incompetent? Can you not feel frustrated?
Xu Xiaoyu is called a hate! Hates himself, hates himself so much that he itches at all, hates him so much that he grinds his molars. He even wanted to pull out his back molars and vomit them into his stomach along with the upper blood. He really wanted to slap himself, and then slap himself a few loud ear scrapers, he was really too TAMA failure, how did he mix it? How can there be a face to live in this world? Just find a tree with a crooked neck and hang it, close your eyes, kick your legs, and you'll be gone......
Death is not terrible, what is terrible is to face the pain of losing your little righteousness alone, no! I can't die, suicide is a sign of cowardice, my little righteousness is still alive in this world! How could I, Xu Xiaoyu, be willing to leave him? How can I die? Who will protect me when I die? I want to live well and let him send me, which is not a good thing. Xu Xiaoyu's nerves at this time also became very fragile, suffering from various contradictions and entanglements like gains and losses.
Even if Xiaoyi likes himself a little bit, it's good! How could he be willing? How can you swallow this breath, you can be regarded as a winning general in the love field! He has always had his share in getting rid of others, and he has never ignored him! His weakness, his nemesis, and his terminator are Zhang Fengyi, who makes himself crazy and helpless to love him!
No, I'm not a coward, I'm a king, and a king must have the demeanor of a king, unforgiving, the more frustrated the more courageous, invincible, invincible, invincible. This is me Xu Xiaoyu! Right! This is who I really am!
Xu Xiaoyu! We definitely can't fall first! I can't get lost first, I have to look for the lost lamb, return to my fold, and then let him gently whip me on my body. Me! I will never be hard in front of Xiaoyi, it seems that I am a typical: "I don't want to be a good master, but I have to find abuse!" "People who put their minds completely on one person are often the most persistent and the most helpless! Encountering Zhang Fengyi in this life is my robbery, he is my sweet burden, Lao Tzu TAMA I admit it!
I want to be sober, sober, sober, and sober, like a hunter, digging traps, making traps, trying my best, and catching the prey I like, no matter what method I use, there is always one suitable for him.
Feel free to come! It doesn't matter if it's a tunnel war, a * war, or something else, even if it is to surround the city with the countryside, there must be a roundabout tactic. Like the liberation of New China, fight a beautiful protracted war and drive Lao Chiang to Taiwan, no! It was to drive Fang Longxing back to Canada.
Hahaha, right! I'm going to dig a pit and wait for him to jump down. I'm going to hold on to all the ropes, don't try to run away in front of me, I'm going to take every opportunity, right! If you have nothing to do, you have to find something to do, and you have to keep creating opportunities for yourself!
Xu Xiaoyu weighed the pros and cons in his heart, and planned the counterattack he wanted to launch in the future, in order to regain his beloved Xiaoyi, he planned to break the cauldron and sink the boat, and he had to make a fish with Fang Longxing, and his head would be broken. If you want to move Zhang Fengyi, you must pass the level of Xu Xiaoyu!
"Xiaoyi, why don't you do it! In order to welcome Fang Gongzi back to China for development, I plan to pick up the wind and wash the dust for Fang Gongzi, tomorrow I will be the east, call a few of our good classmates, find a winery, and celebrate well, by the way, let Bai Zetian, and Du Pengyuan get to know your hair small, do you think it's okay? ”
After a simple thought, Xu Xiaoyu began to plan the next opportunity to meet Zhang Fengyi justifiably. As long as there is a chance to meet, he can find a way to make a whole move. Even if Fang Longxing didn't attend, he would use all kinds of methods to disgust him. For this point, he Xu Xiaoyu still has this confidence. Being a good person doesn't necessarily mean that you understand it, this is a bad person! It is also what he Xu Xiaoyu is best at. Making sugar is not necessarily sweet, this is vinegar! He was sure to be sour.
"Xiaoyu, let's talk about it after a while! My company is really busy, and now I can't take care of our company's affairs, so I will ask the three of you to be brothers during this time, and it is indeed a burden for a few of you. So be it! I'll be the east another day, and a few of our good brothers will get together for a good time. ”
Zhang Fengyi felt that his reasons were still not sufficient, so he continued:
"There is a special situation in the past few days, that is, Long Xing's younger brother also came to China from Canada, we have to accompany him around after work during this time, there is really not much time to gather, Du Pengyuan is probably as busy as me now, let's talk about it on New Year's Day."
Zhang Fengyi, this is a weak heart! He is indeed very busy at work this time, but no matter how busy he is, if he has a little time with a few good buddies, he can squeeze it out, but he feels that it is not yet time for Fang Longxing to get in touch with these good brothers of his more deeply.