Suddenly, Xu Lu sat up, wiped away her tears, walked out, and saw that Xu Xinmeng was busy in the kitchen, and said lightly: "I'll go out for a while." ”

When Xu Xinmeng heard this, she hurriedly wiped her hands and said, "Mom, where are you going?" I'll go with you. ”

"No, just stay at home."

"Oh......" Xu Xinmeng lowered her head and returned to the kitchen to work.

Xu Xinmeng's purpose when she came back was to accompany her mother, and after she cleaned up the kitchen, she went out to look for Xu Lu, she knew that her mother must have gone to see her sister.

At this time, Xu Lu was in front of Xia Xinjing's grave, and said with extremely sad feelings: "Xinjing, it's my mother who is sorry for you, if I had been more resolute back then, I didn't do it for my own reputation, I didn't do it for his reputation, I would never give you to Xia Jiangjie's brute."

Mom knows that you have suffered a lot of grievances over the years, Mom should find something to bring you back, Mom killed you......"

As soon as Xu Xinmeng came to Xia Xinjing's grave, she heard Xu Lu's heart-rending cry, Xu Xinmeng was very scared, she hurriedly ran over and hugged Xu Lu and cried: "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm not sensible, I made you angry." ”

Xu Lu hugged Xu Xinmeng tightly and shouted: "Xinmeng, it's my mother who is sorry for your sister, and it's my mother who killed Xinjing." ”

"No, mother, it was Ruan Junhao who killed my sister, if it weren't for Ruan Junhao, my sister would definitely not die, it has nothing to do with you."

"I should have brought you and your sister back back then, I really shouldn't have left your sister alone in the city, I really shouldn't."

"Mom, this has nothing to do with you, my sister won't blame you."

"You don't know, you don't know, I went back to the city once, and I saw your sister ......" Xu Lu wanted to speak and stopped, recalling that picture:

She opened the door gently, only to see the one-year-old Xia Xinjing lying on the ground crying, only to hear Xia Jiangjie angrily scolded: "What are you crying about, useless little thing, hurry up and bring your mother back to cry." ”

Xu Lu hurriedly ran to Xia Xinjing and picked her up.

Xia Jiangjie was immediately dumbfounded when he saw it, and hurriedly explained: "Lu, you are back, Xinjing is hungry, I was about to give her and milk powder to drink." ”

Xu Lu didn't even look at Xia Jiangjie, and was about to leave with Xia Xinjing in her arms.

"Lu, where are you going?"

"I'm going to take Xinjing away, since you don't want to take care of her, give it back to me."

Xia Jiangjie immediately blocked the door and said, "I didn't take care of her, didn't I take care of her?" Why don't you come back with Xinmeng, so that Xinjing and Xinmeng will be together. ”

"In the past!" Xu Lu shouted.

Xia Jiangjie saw that Xu Lu's determination to leave had been decided, and he immediately changed his attitude and sneered: "This Xia Xinjing was awarded to me by the court, you can't take her away, if you dare to take her away, I will call the police in the next second." ”

"You know that Xinjing is not your child, why do you insist on keeping her?"

"Who said it wasn't my child, you gave birth to her after we got married, and in everyone's eyes, she is my child."

"But she's not, I beg you to give her back to me."

Xu Lu's pleading eyes were extremely distressing, this was a begging from a mother.

But when he arrived at Xia Jiangjie, he was indifferent, and only replied coldly: "Okay, you go and tell the court, she is not my child, and the court will definitely award the child to you." ”

Xia Jiang Jieming knew that it was impossible for Xu Lu to announce the child's biological father to the world.

There was no way, Xu Lu abandoned Xia Xinjing again.

Xu Xinmeng looked at Xu Lu, who had not spoken for a long time, and kept asking, "Mom, what happened to you when you saw my sister?" ......”

Xu Lu came back to his senses and said in a slurred voice, "I...... I see your sister crying, and I'm so sad...... I should have brought your sister back. ”

"Isn't it normal to cry as a child? Besides, you brought my sister back, my dad ......" Xu Xinmeng immediately put the word "dad" back and said, "Isn't that person very lonely." ”

Xu Lu wanted to speak and stopped, how could she tell her daughter about the bitterness in her heart.

Xu Xinmeng looked at her mother and comforted: "Mom, you still have me, I promise you that you will never make you angry again, as long as I am free on the weekend, I will definitely come back to see you." ”

Xu Xinmeng regretted going to school in the city for the first time, but what made her hate her even more was Ruan Junhao who killed her sister.

She vowed to make Ruan Junhao's blood debt repayable.

Xu Xinmeng helped her mother go home, and ordered noodles for her mother at night, but Xu Lu didn't eat it at all.

Xu Xinmeng stayed by Xu Lu's side every step of the way, and also accompanied Xu Lu when she slept at night.

The next day, when she got up early in the morning, Xu Xinmeng didn't see Xu Lu's figure, and when she came out, she saw that Xu Lu was busy in the kitchen.

Xu Lu saw that Xu Xin had a dream, and pretended to smile and said, "Get up, the meal will be ready immediately, you go wash first." ”

Xu Xinmeng saw Xu Lu's busy figure, and her guilty heart was a little better.

During the meal, Xu Lu vigorously put vegetables into Xu Xinmeng's bowl, and kept muttering: "Eat more, no matter how good the school food is, there is no clean food at home, you must take good care of yourself when you go back to school......"

Xu Xinmeng seemed to have grown up overnight, and she kept putting vegetables into Xu Lu's bowl.

As soon as she had a good meal, Xu Xinmeng rushed to wash the dishes, but Xu Lu hurriedly stopped her and said, "You're going to leave soon, go see if anything has been left behind?" ”

Xu Xinmeng couldn't resist her mother and had to go back to her bedroom, but as soon as she entered the bedroom, she found that Xu Lu had already prepared a large bag of snacks for her.

Suddenly, the corners of Xu Xinmeng's eyes moistened, she opened the packages one by one, took out her mother's favorite things from them one by one, and took out almost all the snacks at the end.

Xu Xinmeng had an idea, secretly hid the snacks in her cabinet, and casually stuffed a few autumn clothes into her bag, so that the package was still bulging.

Time is too hurried, and the pace of parting is always out of my control.

After arriving at the bus station, Xu Lu hurriedly bought a bus ticket for Xu Lu and helped her put her luggage, which was easy for Xu Xinmeng, but her mother was never at ease.

Before leaving, Xu Xinmeng advised: "Be sure to make a phone call when you arrive, don't fall asleep on the road, take care of your carry-on bag and mobile phone......" as if Xu Lu had endless advice.

"Mom, I know, you can go home and sleep."

When she got to the seat, Xu Xinmeng looked back and saw that Xu Lu was still standing next to the car, looking at herself through the window and saying something with concern, Xu Xinmeng knew that it must be the warmest words in the world.

The car slowly left the station, Xu Xinmeng burst into tears, and suddenly she was very worried about Xu Lu, who was home alone.

Thinking of this, Xu Xinmeng immediately took out her mobile phone and wrote: Mom, there are snacks we bought in my closet, they are all your favorite food, don't be reluctant to eat, when the time comes, it will be wasted.

Xu Xinmeng looked in the direction of leaving home and continued to write: Mom, my daughter is very worried about you, you must take good care of yourself, during the Mid-Autumn Festival, I still have to eat the moon cakes you made.

As soon as it was sent, Xu Lu replied to the message in the next second, saying: Well, don't worry, you must take good care of yourself for your mother.

Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, when their children are old and travel far away, they have just begun to appreciate the greatness of father's love and mother's love.

As soon as she returned to school, Xu Xinmeng immediately called Xu Lu back and reported her safety.

When making the bed in the dormitory, Xu Xinmeng inadvertently flipped through the diary, and it happened that Xia Jiangjie called at this time.

"Xinmeng, where are you? I'm coming to your school. ”

In Xu Xinmeng's opinion, Xia Jiangjie is her own father, but she loves her mother more, and her mother doesn't let her interact with Xia Jiangjie, how can she not listen, and then looked at the terrible diary in her hand, and immediately replied: "I'll go over immediately." ”

Xia Jiangjie saw that Xu Xinmeng was coming, and greeted him with a smile; "Have you had lunch? Let's go, I'll take you to something delicious. ”

Every time Xia Jiangjie appeared, Xu Xinmeng's heart warmed, such a father's love would not be rejected by any child.

Seeing Xu Xinmeng getting into the car, Xia Jiangjie hurriedly asked, "What do you want to eat?" ”

"Anything, I'm not too hungry."

"Why don't you go to the same place last time?"

"No, it's so far away, I want to sleep for a while in the afternoon."

"Okay, then let's find a place to eat near your school."

"Uh-huh."

Xia Jiangjie went around and around, only to find a Western restaurant with a slightly better environment, and said, "Let's go here." ”

"Yes, I'm just craving for steak."

After sitting down, Xia Jiangjie asked, "Have you returned to Baiying since school started?" ”

"Well, just came back." Xu Xinmeng couldn't lie, and she couldn't help answering, so she had to tell the truth.

"Is your mom okay?"

"Ever since my sister died, my mom has always been ghostly, blaming herself for her sister's death."

"That's because she loves your sister so much, why didn't you bring her in? It's always worrying that she's alone in Baiying. ”

"I wish she could come here, but she doesn't." Xu Xinmeng glanced at Xia Jiangjie and asked, "Can you tell me how you and my mother met?" ”

"We are high school classmates, and I am also from Baiying, but later your grandparents moved to the city, and later Baiying also became a county-level city, and I also want to go back, but your grandparents don't want to go back."

"Then you and my mother are in free love?"

"Of course." Xia Jiangjie glanced at Xu Xinmeng vigilantly and asked, "Why do you suddenly ask this?" ”

"When I went home this time, I told my mother that I hope you can remarry, and my mother is very angry."

Xia Jiangjie smiled slyly and said, "Maybe your mother still resents me for Xin Jing's death." ”

Xu Xinmeng remembered the diary and said: "This diary belongs to my sister, and when I went to my sister's room last time, I don't know why I brought it back." ”

"Xinjing's diary?"

Xia Jiangjie took it and looked at it, and asked, "Why didn't I know she had a diary?" What's written in it? ”

"It's nothing, it's all about school."

"Oh, it's okay, it's good for you to look at Xinjing's diary, you didn't have a chance to chat together before you died, now you can get to know your sister well through the diary."

Xu Xinmeng suddenly asked, "Do you know Ruan Junhao?" Sister's boyfriend. ”

"I've seen it once or twice at the school gate, but I haven't touched it." Xia Jiangjie asked tentatively, "Do you know him?" ”

"I met him at school, and he mistook me for my sister."

"How did you answer him?"

"I said I wasn't."

"Did you tell him about your relationship with Xinjing?"

"Nope."

"He killed your sister, he deceived your sister with sweet words, you must not be deceived by him again."

"I know I'm not going to let him go."

When Xia Jiangjie heard this, the corners of his mouth showed a slight sinister smile.