Chapter 301: Borrowing Wine Doesn't Melt Sorrows

"Now that you've said so, what more can I say! However, Xiaoyu, you also have to remember that I didn't promise you anything. If one day something happens to something unpredictable, please don't hold a grudge against me! ”

The reason why Zhang Fengyi said this to Xu Xiaoyu was because he didn't know what his future would look like. Before he completely gave up on Fang Longxing, he really couldn't promise Xu Xiaoyu anything. Even if Xu Xiaoyu doesn't hate him in the future, he will really hate himself for the rest of his life, and he doesn't want to hurt Xu Xiaoyu anymore!

"Good! We're sure of it! I won't force you until you give up this relationship completely! Not before, not ever! But please allow me to care for you as a family member and an older brother! ”

Xu Xiaoyu has found an excellent excuse for himself to stay by Zhang Fengyi's side. Xiaoyi's alienation from him and his deliberate avoidance in the past really made Xu Xiaoyu feel scared.

If there is no more opportunity for contact with Xiaoyi, how can he express his feelings? How did he carry out his plan? As long as Xiaoyi doesn't feel disgusted with his company! Then you're already halfway there.

"Third brother, you are my family, my brother. Otherwise, it wouldn't be you sitting next to me tonight! ”

"Good! Xiaoyi, just have your words. Eat more vegetables and don't let yourself continue to lose weight! Saying that, Xu Xiaoyu picked up some dishes again, this time he did not put them on Mr. Zhang's plate, but directly put them on Mr. Zhang's mouth.

Zhang Fengyi didn't say anything polite to Xu Xiaoyu, and opened his mouth to eat. In fact, Xu Xiaoyu clearly knows that when his Xiaoyi is vigorously stuffed into his mouth and stuffed things without knowing hunger, it is when his emotions are most disordered, and his Xiaoyi is turning grief into food.

Xu Xiaoyu looked at Zhang Fengyi, who was in an upset mood at this time, and his heart was also overturned. There is no turning back from the bow, the matter has come to this, there is no chance to start over, and he is already on the way to success.

Although he wanted to hold Zhang Fengyi in his arms and protect him; Although he didn't want to see it: Xiaoyi was sad because of the relationship between him and Fang Longxing; Although there are some things he has done, it is not his own desire.

But Xu Xiaoyu still hardened his heart and spared no effort to do it. If you don't do it, you have to do it cleanly and thoroughly. He also thinks that he is the most suitable partner for Zhang Fengyi; is the best person who can give him all happiness; is the one who can accompany him through his life.

"Third brother, say something that shouldn't be said, I think you should cherish Guan Yingai! It is not easy to meet one person in this life: love yourself wholeheartedly! Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian

"What? Not only do you have to avoid talking about your own affairs, and you don't want me to say anything more, but now you have to talk about me! Xu Xiaoyu looked at Mr. Zhang with a crimson face without blinking, and there was a burst of infinite speculation and reverie in his heart.

"Third brother, I just felt it! If you don't want to be tempted! And how can you be sad? Xiaoyu, please don't blame me! ”

"My good brother! What are you talking about? How could I possibly blame you! It is because of the heart that there will be loss and sadness! It's just that Xiaoyi is too calm, that's why I'm worried about you! ”

"In the eyes of the third brother, there will always be a me who doesn't grow up, what else can I do? It can't be one crying, two troubles, three hangings! I have loved like a fool, or I have loved for more than 20 years, and I have waited stupidly for more than 20 years, and this is enough! ”

Zhang Fengyi ate a few more bites of food, he was using it to hide his extremely complex emotions in his heart. These performances now are the only way he can decompress himself. Then he continued:

"I've already broken my heart once, and I don't want it to be sad again. And this sadness is enough for me. I've said it all, this is the first and last time. For a childhood commitment, I spent half my life trying to put in it. I don't want to put my feelings on someone who doesn't know how to cherish them at all. I just want to clear my mind and start a new life again. ”

After that, Zhang Fengyi stood up and took the wine glass placed on Xu Xiaoyu's side, and after picking up the wine glass, he drank it all. Xu Xiaoyu just wanted to stop it, but it was too late.

"Xiaoyi! Didn't they all say that they wouldn't let you drink it anymore? Don't learn from the third brother! It is not the wisest way to solve the problem, it can only consume your body. ”

"Xiaoyu, I beg you! Just let me drink some more! I swear to you: this is definitely the first and last time in my life! Good no good? I hadn't been a heavy drinker, nor had I drunk too much, and I didn't know what it would be like to be really drunk. You're going to get me drunk through and through! ”

Zhang Fengyi wanted to drink just now, but was stopped by Xu Xiaoyu once. This time, he began to take the initiative to find wine to drink, and Mr. Zhang's attitude was even more resolute than the first time, as if he couldn't drink this wine.

Zhang Fengyi was already not strong enough to drink, but now everyone is already slightly drunk. Not only did he say more, but he repeated it. He didn't want to cry, he didn't want to shout, he just wanted to drink to kill his sorrows, because all the depression in his heart really couldn't be resolved.

"Xiaoyi, this drunkenness is not to try! Drinking to the point of dizziness is already a big lesson. Why drink too much? Being drunk like mud can't solve the problem at the root. The most important thing is to take out the things that exist in your subconscious completely! Drain and clean up all the depression in your heart, this is the most important thing you should do. ”

"Xiaoyu! It's not easy! I don't want to deceive you, and I don't want to deceive myself! It's already a thing that is integrated with your soul, how can you easily take it out. Just let time dilute everything! Even if it takes a lifetime, I won't necessarily forget it completely! It can only be made to fade, which is why I can't give you any promises. ”

"What if I told you I don't care about that! I just want you to stay with me, I just want to take good care of you and not let you get hurt in the slightest bit! Xu Xiaoyu felt that this was an opportunity that he could take advantage of, so he once again saw the needle and tried his best to fight for himself.

"Xiaoyu! You didn't drink much, and you got drunk! Hahaha......" Zhang Fengyi seemed to be laughing inexplicably, but only Xu Xiaoyu knew how helpless he laughed.

"Just think it's a joke! As long as Xiaoyi can be happy! Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian

"I'm a big joke myself! Xiaoyu! I've hurt you so much, why can't you be sad once? Why can't you just yell at me once? Why can't you just ignore me? Do you know? The more you treat me like this, the more I feel sorry for you! ”

"The person who deserves to be beaten the most is myself! I don't know what I've been doing all these years. If I could treat you well, concentrate on being good to you alone, and be able to face the problem of our relationship very seriously, wouldn't these things have happened? Xiaoyi, to be honest, I regret it and hate myself, it's because I'm too bastard that I made you suffer so much! ”

Xu Xiaoyu looked at Zhang Fengyi with burning eyes, his eyes were full of sincerity and self-blame! When he said these words, Xu Xiaoyu's emotions also became a little excited.

"Xiaoyu! I'm sorry! I'm really confused right now, and I don't want to discuss these issues with you anymore, okay? ”

Zhang Fengyi has already discovered the changes in Xu Xiaoyu's mood, and he knows: If he continues to talk about it, Xu Xiaoyu's emotions will also get out of control with him! He didn't dare to touch something that shouldn't be touched, how could he not know Xu Xiaoyu's helplessness!