Is there a mistake, big sister? I looked confused, I bullied Cheng Zhiying?

Uh-huh?

She seduced her husband in front of me, and I gave her my identity, she made it public after Lin Che and I got the certificate, and still openly seduced Lin Che and even wanted to hold a wedding with him, in the end, I was quite convinced that I bullied her.

I...... Forgive me for arguing with people for half my life, but I can't say anything at this time.

What's even worse is that when Lin Che saw Zhiying crying, he immediately let go of my hand, turned around and walked to the living room, and helped her up from the ground.

Zhiying was on the ground and refused to get up, so Lin Che dragged with her, very patient.

I felt a chill, I should have rushed over, rushed over and pulled away these two people, after all, no matter what I said, I took care of it, Lin Che is my legal husband, and I still stay in their Lin family's household registration book.

But I didn't do anything, I don't know if it was because of my self-esteem or because of Jiang Yu's matter, I slammed the door, pulled Song Xi onto the elevator, and left here quickly.

As soon as I came out of the community, I couldn't help retching, squatting on the ground and uncomfortable like a knife, so many things were mixed together, the person I loved may really have to empathize with me, and there is a man who has loved me, and his world seems to have turned gray because of me.

Song Xi was frightened and quickly patted me on the back and asked me what was wrong.

I'm not surprised, Wen Yi'an knows that one of the symptoms of my disease is that I will vomit, which has never appeared before, and now, what should come will always come.

Everything about Zhiying and Lin Che, I think it may be karma, I shamelessly snatched Lin Che from Chen Fei'er back then, I still remember the first time I met Chen Fei'er, Lin Che told me that she would be Mrs. Lin in the future.

The last time they met, Chen Fei'er said when she left that if it weren't for me, even if Lin Che didn't have a deep love for her, they would definitely get married.

She fulfilled me because she loved Lin Che, and if it were me, even if it was my own sister, I wouldn't have fulfilled it, I don't want to understand this truth.

Even if it's God's retribution for me.

I felt uncomfortable, and my heart was like a knife, but when I thought that such a thing as karma really existed, everyone would be fair and equal, and my discomfort was a little less.

Song Xi and I quickly went to Jiang Yu's apartment, and Jiang Yu heard Song Xi's knock on the door and refused to open the door.

Song Xi couldn't help it, but he was used to this kind of helplessness. sat down by Jiang Yu's door.

She smiled and said to me, "Zhihan, let's wait!" When he opened the door, he quickly slipped in, as I've been doing these days. ”

I was so uncomfortable, holding Song Xi's hand, I felt sorry for the silly girl in front of me, and at the same time, I still had a little luck that at this time, Jiang Yu was accompanied by someone.

My feet were numb when I was squatting at the door, and Song Xi said that if I continued like this, I might fall asleep.

It's a possibility, and I've been like this all these days, and I don't know when or where I'm sleeping. Thinking about it this way, Lin Che didn't let me go out, maybe it was because he really cared about me!

Song Xi said: "Zhihan, if you try it, you go knock on the door, he will definitely want to see you." ”

I stood up and shouted at the door: "Hey, Jiang Yu, you give me my mobile phone and say that there is a problem and call you first, and you won't answer when I call you, you are too unreliable, right?" Open the door, I have something to tell you. ”

I knocked several times, and when I thought Jiang Yu would not sell my face, the door opened. Song Xi jumped up from the ground all of a sudden.

I haven't seen each other for more than 20 days, and half of Jiang Yu's face is full of scum, and his eyes are indifferent.

He should have guessed that I knew about him, and he also understood that my knock on the door at this time was in collusion with Song Xi, but he still opened the door.

I looked at this face, which seemed to have matured six or seven years old all of a sudden, and I felt very uncomfortable.

Then I hugged Jiang Yu, "Long time no see." ”

"Don't touch me." Jiang Yu hurriedly pulled me away.

I smiled at him, "It's not contagious." ”

He saw me laugh and laughed too, as if he was about to be relieved. Then Jiang Yu said to Song Xi and me, "Come in!" ”

The house was full of pungent tobacco smell, and the windows were closed, as soon as Song Xi entered, he immediately went to the balcony to open the windows for ventilation.

Jiang Yu sat on the ground, extinguished a cigarette butt, and asked me, "What are you looking for me?" ”

"Why didn't you tell me?"

Jiang Yu raised his eyes and looked at Song Xi, who looked like he was cowering when he did something wrong, and his two hands were twisted together.

Jiang Yu smiled, "What's the use of telling you?" Zhihan, you are the one who will be sad for me, I know. So I don't need more than one person to be sad, and since you know about it, promise me not to tell anyone. ”

I nodded, I didn't need him to say, I also promised Song Xi.

"Including Wen Yi'an." Jiang Yu said again.

I nodded again, "That night, Ji Xiaoxiao...... What did she do to you? ”

"She drugged me and we slept until I woke up the next afternoon, when she was dead. It wasn't until the autopsy report said she had AIDS that I went to the hospital for a test and found out that I had also won the lottery. ”

I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, and they all fell down one by one, "I hurt you, I'm sorry, how can I ......"

"What nonsense are you talking about! Have a fart relationship with you? Jiang Yu pressed my shoulders and asked jokingly, "Director Shen, does this like to add drama to himself?" ”

No, no, no, no.

This time it was really me who hurt him. I became Ji Xiaoxiao's accomplice, if I could have observed Ji Xiaoxiao a little more carefully at that time, and thought carefully about her changes and the details of what happened, maybe I would have been able to see the clues.

She was skinny and extremely unhealthy, and she showed up at the hospital, apparently there to watch over me. Why didn't I think of that at the time?

I still want to help her keep the secret, even Lin Che hid it, and secretly ran out to send Jiang Yu a disaster.

People like me will definitely go to hell in the future! But if I could give a little bit of attention to these people who love me, instead of taking care of myself and Lin Che completely, then Jiang Yu would not be like this.

Ji Xiaoxiao used my hand to harm Jiang Yu, probably to punish me, hating me for getting too much, but I never cherished it.

It wasn't until much later, when I thought about these things, that I realized that my self-awareness was very good at this moment.

The only thing that needs to be corrected is that the people I have always taken care of over the years are only myself, Lin Che is not within the scope of my care, and what I love the most is myself.

Song Xi stood next to me in a daze, unable to understand what Jiang Yu and I said, one wanted to take the responsibility on himself, and the other refused to let ......

Jiang Yu didn't want Song Xi to know that I was the one who connected him and Ji Xiaoxiao, so he asked Song Xi to go out and buy him some dinner and wine.

Song Xi listened to Jiang Yu's instructions to do things by herself, and Jiang Yu said that she was going to eat, so her mood immediately improved, and she immediately went out.

After Song Xi left, Jiang Yu began to get serious, and he said to me: "Zhihan, don't dwell on this matter anymore. It has nothing to do with you, what Ji Xiaoxiao wants to achieve is to be like this now, to make you feel that you are at fault, in fact, even if you don't say it that day, she will definitely harm me. I ruined her life, and naturally she will come and ruin me again, don't worry, I'm not sad. ”

My tears fell down my face, "So what's next?" You're going to the hospital for treatment! ”

Jiang Yu smiled, his gaze extended to the window, the curtains were tightened, as if the whole world was darkened. Jiang Yu said: "Zhihan, don't worry about me, it's not much fun for me to live, but I have something I want to ask you for help." ”

I nodded, "You say." ”

"In any case, she must have helped me get rid of Song Xi, this girl has already suffered a lot with me, I understand it now, Zhihan, I have failed Song Xi too many times, and if it continues like this, she will also be ruined by me." Jiang Yu said, his eyes dimmed little by little, and his eyelashes seemed to be a little moist.

Then he said: "I'm sorry Song Xi, Zhihan, do you remember the incident when she was pregnant before?" Even though it wasn't my child, and I never touched her, I was guilty of much more than that, and that night she came to the bar to look for me, and I was drinking with somebody else, and when she got drunk and hooked up with that strange man and was taken away, I actually saw it, I saw it, and she would never have thought of it, and I watched her get taken away and did nothing to help. At that time, I thought she was so annoying, at that time, I wished I could get rid of her early, and I didn't expect that she was drugged at that time......"

Speaking of which, Jiang Yu couldn't say any more, and I couldn't say anything to comfort him, these things were not what I expected, he and Song Xi, who was wrong? Maybe no one is wrong.

After being silent for a while, Jiang Yu continued: "Zhihan, why don't you ask me, what is the relationship between me and Jiang Yao, and has anything happened?" ”

"I don't need to know this, no matter what you do to others, Jiang Yu, your friendship with me, after all, I am sorry for you, and I am not qualified to say anything about you at all." I then remembered what Lin Che had told me before, he said that Jiang Yu and Jiang Yao were once a pair of lovers.

Jiang Yu took the initiative to talk to me about these things, "It's all come to this, Zhihan, I'm quite happy that you didn't disappoint me." But it's impossible for both of us in this life, so I can make these things clear to you. Do you know? When Old Man Guo wasn't involved with Jiang Yao, that bitch hooked up with me at the bar first, and she used me to get into Director Guo's bed and got a child. Isn't it a little disgusting? Lao Tzu and his son a woman at the same time......"

There was some ridicule in Jiang Yu's eyes, both for his own and for others. "The stupidest thing I've ever been put up with in my life is what this bitch gave me. After she and Old Man Guo got married, they were still restless. She came to me that day, and I was really going to her at that time, I knew I had AIDS, but in the end I couldn't do it, Zhihan, you say...... Am I better than I used to be? In the past, if this kind of thing had happened, I would probably have taken revenge on many people......"

I hurriedly shook my head, "No, this only proves that you are not really bad in the first place." You see, when we first met, I was so wary of you, but after all, you still didn't do anything to me, maybe others don't know, but I, Song Xi, Wen Yi'an, we all understand you. ”

When Jiang Yu heard me say this, he laughed again, and when I looked at his face carefully, I suddenly found that a few strands of white hair had grown on his forehead, and that cynical face had gone through a lot now, and it was not the same as before.

The growth of adults often starts with one thing, and there is no specific process.

He took out the cigarette and lighter from his pocket again, and when he raised his hand to smoke, I pressed his hand down, tried to pull out a smile, chuckled, and said, "Don't smoke, it's not good for your health." ”

"I'm hopeless."

"If you smoke, I might want to take a sip with you. Jiang Yu, I'm sick too, let's both don't give up, okay? ”