Chapter 455: The Yan Xinli When I Was a Child
Yan Xinli saw the bag in her hand and asked puzzledly, "Sister, where are you going?" ”
"I'm just the acting chairman, and I'll go back when the time comes." Yan Xinling replied lightly.
Yan Xinling's eyes lit up, and she asked happily, "You mean to say that Dad is coming back?" ”
Yan Xinling nodded slightly, but in an instant, she saw a trace of reluctance in Yan Xinli's eyes.
I didn't want to say anything more to her, maybe it was because she had a little cutie in her belly, her mother's heart was overflowing, and she couldn't help but say loudly: "There are some things, you don't have to worry too much, relatives belong to relatives, others do wrong things don't mean that you also do wrong things, you don't have to live with guilt." ”
She said this to Yan Xinli, and also to herself.
Originally, the grievances and hatreds of the previous generation were none of her business, and Yan Xinli was also a poor girl who was innocently involved in the fight.
Yan Xinling actually admired her insincerely, under the upbringing of such a distorted mother, she was still clear and clean, and she was not tainted by fame, fortune and money. She has lived like this for more than 20 years, and she doesn't know how much she has to bear behind her.
Teach Yan Xinling how not to admire it like this,
Because she knew in her heart that Yan Xinli's pure heart was not pretended.
If she had lived in the Yan family before, she pretended, and Yan Xinling understood. After all, it is necessary to make a harmonious coexistence situation for Yan Zhihong, the father, to win favor.
But from the moment she moved out of the Yan family to live in the boarding school, there was no need to pretend to be a brother and a brother like this, because she was already a daughter who was adopted by Yan Zhihong at that time.
But Yan Xinli didn't,
She still remembers that before she went to college in H City, she came home every week on a routine business, and the girl who stood in the garden of the Yan family and pretended to be playing.
Whenever she got home, she followed her silently until she returned to her room and heard the door slam shut.
In fact, every time Yan Xinling turned around, she could always feel her expectant gaze in the corner of her eyes, but unfortunately she didn't have the heart of the Virgin to accept, and she knew in her heart that she was an innocent one.
It may be that I have been rejected a lot, or it may be that I have grown up,
Yan Xinli gradually rarely appeared in front of her, and she didn't follow her like when she was a child.
But she appeared in her life in another way,
Since her mother died, Yan Xinling never let people set foot in her room, and she locked it on weekdays, and only when she came back from school did she stare at the maid's door to clean up.
This move was undoubtedly defensive, which made the new hostess Zhang Xin very dissatisfied.
Although there were no valuables in her room, Yan Xinling didn't want her mother to get along with her only private space for people to set foot in casually, and she gave up Yan Zhihong.
However, Yan Zhihong knew that he was at a loss to her, and he only regarded her actions at that time as a child's protection of the private sphere, and said a few words to dispel Zhang Xin's dissatisfaction.
Since then, no one has dared to open the door of Yan Xinling's room, even if she is not at home.
I don't know what Yan Xinli thought at that time, she didn't follow her behind, and she didn't meet much at home, but every time she used the crack under the door to pass things to her.
Maybe she's really looking forward to having a sister in her heart.
Yan Xinli always likes to buy small things such as bracelets, hairpins, earrings, etc., wrap them in a piece of paper with a smiley face, and then use the crack in the door to push the things into her room.
Every time she came home and opened the door, there would always be a small bag of light blue paper on the floor, which seemed very close to her off-white room carpet, and people couldn't ignore it.
Yan Xinling didn't know who it was before,
Because there was only a smiley face on the paper, but there was no signature.
Later, Yan Xinling knew,
Because she saw exactly the same ornament on Yan Xinli's body.
You may ask, why can't it be Yan Zhihong?