Xu Xinmeng was really angry when she heard this, and reprimanded: "You? What is the relationship between the two of us, what qualifications do you have to go with me to see my mother, neurotic. ”

After that, Xu Xinmeng took Jiang Xinyu's hand and said goodbye to Tao Ze and went back to the dormitory.

With full sincerity but touching a gray nose, Ruan Junhao was like a dumb melon at this time, and he didn't know why.

Looking at Xu Xinmeng, who was so ruthless, and then looking at Ruan Junhao, who seemed to be wishful thinking, Tao Ze knew that the misunderstanding between them had not been resolved.

But Xu Xinmeng didn't seem to be hostile to herself, which made Tao Ze's heart feel a lot of comfort.

Tao Ze patted Ruan Junhao's shoulder and said: "My relationship with Xu Xinmeng has returned to normal, but the knot in her heart has not yet been opened, 'The revolution has not yet succeeded, comrades still need to work hard'." ”

Ruan Junhao looked at Tao Ze and smiled and said, "Winter has come, will spring be far away?" ”

Tao Ze thought for a moment before he understood what Ruan Junhao meant and replied: "Yes, she is probably still angry with you." ”

After that, Tao Ze went back to the dormitory, and Ruan Junhao's originally happy mood was more or less affected by Xu Xinmeng's words.

He returned to the basketball court again, letting his thoughts fly with the basketball, as if only in this way could he forget the longing and reluctance in his heart.

Ruan Junhao trained like this for five days, and he didn't know why, as if only this training could alleviate the guilt in his heart, as if Xu Xinmeng could forgive him if he won the game.

Every time Xu Xinmeng and Jiang Xinyu came out of the rehearsal room, they could see Ruan Junhao's sweaty figure on the East Basketball Court.

But the more Ruan Junhao is like this, the happier Xu Xinmeng's heart is, because she feels that Ruan Junhao is in a bad mood, and sometimes she even hopes that Ruan Junhao can be more painful, so that she can avenge her sister, so that her mother may have less self-blame in her heart.

It happened to be Friday, and because the next day was a holiday, and some people had to catch the train home or travel overnight, so tonight's rehearsal was canceled.

Xu Xinmeng and her roommate happily went shopping after dinner, and Xu Xinmeng wanted to buy her mother a lot of things that her mother loved to eat.

She also wants to buy a few clothes for her mother, in her impression her mother is beautiful but very simple, she has been frugal and keeps all the good things for herself, and now she has the opportunity to be filial to her mother Xu Xinmeng feels very happy.

And Jin Yifan has to make some preparations for the next day's trip with Yu Zhitao, which is really enviable, Jiang Xinyu and Fang Ruo have to prepare enough snacks for the three-day holiday so that they can watch the drama in the dormitory with peace of mind.

When Xu Xinmeng and her roommate came back from shopping, it was almost 10 o'clock, and they originally said that they would chat all night, but Jin Yifan only cared about chatting with Yu Zhitao.

Xu Xinmeng teased: "I'm afraid someone in love has already forgotten all about his friends." ”

After hearing this, Jin Yifan smiled and said, "Isn't our relationship still stable, forgive me." ”

The chat that was said to be good is gone, Fang Ruojin also thinks it's good not to chat, she has been chasing TV series such as "The Legend of Ruyi" and "Sand Sea" recently, and now that the time has come, she decided to stay up all night.

And Jiang Xinyu had already washed up and lay down, but no one noticed her "premeditated", there seemed to be a tacit understanding between her and Lian Jie, and they would always chat a few words before going to bed at night, as if they had spiritual comfort for each other in this strange environment.

Xu Xinmeng watched everyone busy, and she became the most boring person.

She recalled that Xia Jiangjie called in the evening saying that she would send her back to Baiying tomorrow, the more she thought about it, the more excited she became, she was looking forward to her parents being able to remarry, and she was looking forward to the moment when her mother came to Yinan, but she was afraid, afraid that her mother would be hurt again.

But Xu Xinmeng is always optimistic that things will develop in a better direction, she knows that she has become the only link between her parents, and she firmly believes that through her persistent efforts, her parents will be reconciled as before.

Xu Xin dreamed of thinking about her sister, she hadn't looked at the diary for many days, and every time she came back from four nights of rehearsals, she fell asleep, and tonight Xu Xinmeng's excitement had already driven her sleepiness out of the clouds.

Xu Xinmeng's hand unconsciously touched the diary, and at that moment, she quickly took out the diary and started her dream again.

Thursday, May 10, 2018 The weather is fine

I had insomnia last night, and all I was thinking about was Ruan Junhao, and I was really obsessed and crazy. I dragged my tired body out of bed this morning, and by the time I arrived at the class, my classmates were almost all there.

After I sat down, Ruan Junhao looked at me with great worry and asked, "Your face is not very good, are you sick?" ”

My heart hurts so much in an instant, why should you care about me, maybe I'll be fine if you don't talk to me.

I held back the tears in my heart and said, "It's okay, I didn't sleep well last night." ”

After that, I buried my head in the sea of suffering, and for the first time I felt that "learning the sea is endless" still contains the pain of enduring lovesickness.

I tried not to distract myself in class, but whether I looked up to listen to the lecture or lowered my head to write my homework, I could see Ruan Junhao in my spare eye, and my heart couldn't calm down at all, and then I realized that I really couldn't help falling in love with Ruan Junhao.

But I don't know lovesickness in my life, this will be lovesickness, it hurts lovesickness, this love pain is really miserable, but it will make people addicted, a moment of lovesickness, I feel that life is boring, only lovesickness can solve the pain of lovesickness!

After the second period, Xiaomeng went out for a walk with me, and she saw what was on my mind, so I had to tell her about my struggles in the past few days.

To my surprise, she told me about Yoo Sung-hyuk writing a love letter to her, and I was curious: "Did you promise him?" ”

Mei Xiaomeng nodded and said, "Well, I told him that if we can go to Shanghai to study at the same time, I will agree to fall in love with him." ”

I was dumbfounded, and only after a long time did I say, "That's it...... Is that okay? ”

"Why not, just to see how much he likes me."

Mei Xiaomeng looked at me and said, "Why don't I ask Yoo Sung-hyuk to help you ask Ruan Junhao?" ”

I was so frightened that I immediately replied, "Don't." ”

I knew I was afraid, afraid that Ruan Junhao would reject me.

When I went back to work with Xiaomeng, I really looked at Ruan Junhao uncontrollably, but he was looking at me and smiling, this smile was so charming, and the sun instantly shone in my heart and it was so warm.

But before I could get to my seat, Zhang Zixi suddenly ran to Ruan Junhao and talked to him with a smile.

My heart collapsed instantly, and I clearly saw Ruan Junhao's smile at Zhang Zixi.

When I walked next to Ruan Junhao, I believe that my face must have been very, very ugly at that time, and I deliberately made my voice louder when I was sorting out the books, as if Ruan Junhao didn't know that I was angry.

Before class, Ruan Junhao ate a plum, and he gave me one and said, "I won't be sleepy if I eat a plum." ”

I replied mercilessly, "Don't eat!" ”

Thinking about it now, I was so naïve at the time, if I had known Ruan Junhao's intentions, I would never have done that.

Because I knew his mind by noon, I asked Xiaomeng not to tell anyone that I liked Ruan Junhao, but she still told Yoo Sung-hyuk......

As soon as I returned to class at noon today, someone told me that Ruan Junhao was fighting with others on the basketball court because of Zhang Zixi, and my first thought at that time was that Ruan Junhao liked Zhang Zixi, how could I still have the heart to write classwork there.

It didn't take long for Mei Xiaomeng to run in and call me out, and I found out what was going on.

It turned out that Zhang Zixi came to Ruan Junhao to have dinner with him at noon during recess this morning, but Ruan Junhao refused, but Zhang Zixi still went to the basketball court at noon to wait for Ruan Junhao.

It just so happened that Peng Peng from the next class was also there, this Peng Peng was Zhang Zixi's junior high school classmate, and I heard that he had been chasing Zhang Zixi for three years, but Zhang Zixi had been rejecting him.

When Zhang Zixi came to the basketball court for Ruan Junhao, Peng Peng was jealous and deliberately made Ruan Junhao bad so that Ruan Junhao couldn't grab the ball, Ruan Junhao couldn't bear it anymore, and shouted at Peng Peng: "You try to step on it again?" ”

Peng Peng was buried in his heart, how could he not explode at this point, he stepped on Ruan Junhao hard and said, "What happened when I stepped on you again?" ”

Hearing only the sound of "bang", Ruan Junhao's punch had already fallen on Peng Peng's face, and in a moment, Ruan Junhao overwhelmed Peng Peng again and said: "I didn't mess with you, you'd better not provoke me." ”

"Why didn't you mess with me, everyone in the whole grade knows that I like Zhang Zixi."

Originally, Zhang Zixi knew that Peng Peng was jealous, but her heart was still sweet, but at this time, Peng Peng told everyone his love for herself, which made Zhang Zixi a little embarrassed, she hurriedly ran up and shouted at Peng Peng: "Peng Peng, what are you talking nonsense?" ”

Peng Peng looked at Zhang Zixi and said, "How can I talk nonsense, I just like you." ”

Ruan Junhao saw that Zhang Zixi was also there, he slowly stood up and said in front of everyone: "I have never liked Zhang Zixi, I have always had someone I like, and it has never changed from beginning to end, and it will not change in this life." ”

This sudden confession surprised everyone, although Ruan Junhao did not say the name of that person, all the girls present were extremely envious and jealous, especially Zhang Zixi, and more importantly, her dignity was trampled under her feet.

Ruan Junhao said yes and left.

Xiaomeng continued: "Just now, Yoo Sung-hyuk already told me that the person Ruan Junhao said was you. ”

I couldn't believe my ears, my heart was about to jump out, I looked at Xiaomeng and smiled reluctantly: "How is it possible? ”