Chapter 321: How Much Love Hurts

Later, Fang Longxing felt that he was very tired, so he fell asleep on Zhang Fengyi's desk very casually. Actually, it wasn't because he was too tired to fall asleep. He was sick, he had a high fever. It was the fever that caused him to feel tired, so he wanted to rest for a while.

He has never been sick, and he has always been energetic and physical, but when he was emaciated, he developed a high fever. Anyone will be the same, physical exhaustion, coupled with mental torture, it's no wonder if you don't get sick! Mr. Fang, he is also a human being! He could not escape the torment of illness...... (woohoo...... I feel so sorry for Fang Baobao! ）

When it was time for dinner, it was Xu Xiaoyu who came here to call him. Originally, Grandma Miao wanted Zhang Fengyi to call him over, but Xu Xiaoyu knew that he didn't want to have contact with Fang Longxing alone, so he went over to call him himself. He didn't want to go, but for the sake of Zhang Fengyi, he had to do it.

Xu Xiaoyu shouted Fang Longxing's name twice and went out. When the four of them sat down at the dining table, they didn't see Fang Longxing coming. Old Man Miao got up and was about to call Fang Longxing over for dinner, but was stopped by Zhang Fengyi. He didn't want his grandparents to see that his attitude towards Fang Longxing was wrong, so he went to the study to find Fang Longxing for dinner.

It was dark and the light in the study was not turned on. Zhang Fengyi took advantage of the light coming through the outside and saw Fang Longxing sleeping on the desk. Looking at Fang Longxing's slender body lying on the desk, Zhang Fengyi's nose was sore, and he held back his tears and didn't let it flow.

Mr. Zhang thought that Fang Longxing had also come to his side after a long period of fatigue. I didn't give him a smile, nor did I say a word of shh Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian

He didn't have the heart to tell him those heartless words, he felt that he was the big bastard, but what could he do! Getting into today's situation is not the result he Zhang Fengyi wants!

Zhang Fengyi is not a person who has no long-term heart, even if he is cold to others, but the person in front of him is no one else! During this time, Fang Longxing has also lost a lot of weight, and he is not as lively as before, and Zhang Fengyi is also looking at these things.

But as soon as he thought of Fang Longlong and Xia Fei'er's matter, Mr. Zhang's heart ached violently again. His thoughts were chaotic and full of mixed tastes. The five-flavor bottle was knocked over, and the flavors that were mixed together were also difficult to swallow.

The effect of force is mutual, and as much as he loves him, he hurts him as deeply. The emptiness in the heart cannot be filled, and the wounds on the soul cannot be healed. You can't have it both ways, and it's rare to have so many of your best of both worlds.

If he can't get an innocent sincerity and sincerity, he would rather never have it or get it! can only be: peacock open screen, self-inflicted. If he's not ruthless enough, what? Emotional things, can you drag mud and water?

Zhang Fengyi came to Fang Longxing's side quietly, he was close to him, he missed him so much! I still love him so deeply, but they are already strangers to each other, aren't they?

Mr. Zhang can't be his lover, so he shares it with others, right? In the past, he had assumed that he could be willing to be behind the scenes for this person. The premise has to be: on the basis of his wholehearted love for himself, isn't it?

He betrayed himself, did he want to cover up the truth in a grand way? If he can explain it clearly to himself, explain it clearly, and explain everything openly and honestly, then he can also consider being behind the scenes with peace of mind, who makes himself love him so much!

But things are not as simple and straightforward as I think! What makes Zhang Fengyi even more incomprehensible is: When everyone knows the truth of the matter, and he is still kept in the dark by the most beloved person, does he think he is a fool who is easy to tease?

There is no need to mention the past, life has been stormy. What's the point of dwelling on it any longer! Instead of embarrassing everyone, it is better to embarrass yourself! Since you love, you don't have any regrets, do you? It's like a kind of growth.

Zhang Fengyi raised his hand and stopped it in mid-air, he hesitated a little. He wanted to touch Fang Longxing's face and his hair again. If I don't touch him while he's asleep, I'm afraid there won't be another chance like this in the future.

They are no longer lovers, they have become the most familiar strangers. He could no longer kiss him; I could no longer hug him; I can no longer play with him; I can't lie with him in a bed with my farts and farts anymore......

Oh, yes! He no longer belongs to himself, and in the future, he will belong to the girl named Xia Fei'er, and he will never have anything to do with him again.

Thinking of this, Zhang Fengyi couldn't help but put his hand on Fang Longxing's face, he wanted to touch the face of Long Long, whom he loved deeply. Remembering this touch, it should be regarded as a souvenir for yourself, with this commemoration, when you recall it in the future, it should be sweet!

Zhang Fengyi's body temperature is not high, and his fingers are often cold in winter. When he touched the skin of Fang Longxing's face with his somewhat cold fingertips, Zhang Fengyi was startled by the body temperature transmitted from Fang Longxing's face.

He was too familiar with Fang Longxing's daily body temperature, and even his body temperature while he was asleep, he had mastered it very accurately. Zhang Fengyi immediately realized that Fang Longxing must be sick, and he must be having a high fever at this time.

He couldn't take care of it anymore, so he put his hand, all the bold ones, on Fang Longxing's forehead. It was just a touch that confirmed his guess. Zhang Fengyi couldn't help but say anything, so he picked Fang Longxing up from the chair.

Zhang Fengyi hugged Fang Longxing and went directly to his room. The few people sitting in the dining room waiting for the meal to be served were all alarmed by his actions. They all followed him and went to his room. Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian

Zhang Fengyi put Fang Longxing on his bed and covered him with a quilt. He saw his grandparents and Xu Xiaoyu coming in. He told them that Fang Longxing was sick and was having a high fever at this time.

and asked Xu Xiaoyu to accompany his grandparents to dinner first, and also instructed Xu Xiaoyu to wait for a few of them to finish dinner, and then take care of his grandparents to sleep, after all, they are old and can't stand any toss.

Every year on Chinese New Year's Eve, the two old people also have dinner, wash up, and go to bed. The nanny is also on vacation today, and these things have to be done by Xu Xiaoyu for the time being. It was because Zhang Fengyi wanted to go out temporarily and find a doctor in the community clinic for Fang Longxing.

Xu Xiaoyu proposed to Zhang Fengyi: He wanted to go out to find a doctor for Fang Longxing, but Zhang Fengyi refused. He was worried that Xu Xiaoyu was not familiar with the road here, and he would delay the time to find a doctor.

Xu Xiaoyu also wanted to accompany Zhang Fengyi, but Zhang Fengyi also refused, after all, there are still elderly people at home who need to be taken care of. Xu Xiaoyu had no choice but to stay at home and take care of the two old people. Because these two old men are also Zhang Fengyi's biggest concern in the world.

Zhang Fengyi was so anxious that he wanted to go out with only a coat, but was stopped by Xu Xiaoyu. He was forced by Xu Xiaoyu to put on the clothes he went out again, and then left the house in a hurry.

Soon Zhang Fengyi invited doctors from the community, which is very close to the hospital, so there are many doctors from the hospital who live here. Some of them have opened clinics in the courtyards of the community, and there are more clinics in this community than in other communities.

Zhang Fengyi didn't know much about these Fang Longxing, he was all burnt. only knew that he was in a daze, as if he was hugged to bed by Mr. Zhang, and then what happened, he didn't know.