Chapter 122: There Are Demons in Your Tenderness

"Answer, what?" I raised my head to look at Wen Yi'an, and quarreled with Shen Zhen, my brain was a little convulsive from the quarrel, and I was not angry when I spoke, "Wen Yi'an, didn't we already talk about it before?" ”

"You tell me the truth." Wen Yi'an's attitude was firm, "Shen Zhihan, you and Lin Che, can you break it cleanly this time?" ”

I took a deep breath, tried to keep myself as calm as possible, looked at Wen Yi'an's gloomy face, turned to Shen Zhen and said, "You see, to tell the truth, I can break off with Lin Che cleanly, but Shen Zhen, I, Shen Zhihan, have never been willing to do things that are loss-making, you tell me, why did I break off?"

Wen Yi'an let go of the hand that was holding me, glanced at me who was obsessed, and said to Shen Zhen: "Uncle, you and Tuanzi have a good talk, just don't do it, I'll go first." ”

After saying that, he left without looking back.

To my surprise, after Wen Yi'an left, Shen Zhen didn't lose his temper with me again.

He sat down in his chair, tilted his head back, and slammed down on the wall. looked very painful, and then he said: "What kind of sin have I created, even if I meet that kind of cheap woman, my own daughter will also look like this." ”

"Have you figured out what to do with me? Shen Zhen, if I break off with Lin Che, it will be less than half a year since my mother died, so you'd better have something like three years of filial piety, so that the fairy aunt will also be relieved. Also, how did the fairy Gu die, you have to make it clear to me. ”

Shen Zhen's next reaction was something I couldn't have imagined, he stretched out his hands and slapped his head several times, I looked at it and felt a little worried.

Then Shen Zhen said: "Shen Zhihan, I don't know how your mother brainwashed you, but what you did has hurt our father-daughter relationship!" I don't want you to know the truth of the matter, I don't want you to be sad, your mother is a slut, I didn't expect you to be much better! ”

"Don't talk nonsense, a bite, a slut, you have to say something about the reason for being a slut, right?" I stood in front of Shen Zhen and squinted at him, "Shen Zhen, there is also something about the album, I want to know the secrets inside." ”

Shen Zhen nodded, with a look of "you know don't regret it", "Shen Zhihan, if that slut hadn't had my child, I would never have anything to do with her again in my life......"

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After listening to Shen Zhen say everything, it was very strange that although I had a lot of distrust of Shen Zhen, I chose to believe all his words at this time.

This kind of belief freed me from one thing, but I fell deeper into the abyss, really just like others said, no matter what it is, dig into the bottom of the matter to find the answer, and in the end, the one who will be injured will be myself nine times out of ten, this kind of despair is more profound than when I saw the corpse of the fairy girl.

Then I came out early, and my brain was receiving too much information at once, leaving me in a dilemma, not knowing what to do.

Out of the box, I saw Wen Yi'an standing outside. He silently looked at me and didn't speak.

He followed me all the way, but we didn't say anything to each other until I got home.

When I opened the door, Wen Yi'an left. I looked back at him, and he looked like he was about to say something, but when he saw me turn around, he quickly turned his head and left.

I let down my friends who treated me like family in this world.

When I got home, I immediately rushed into the bedroom, picked up the photo album left by the fairy girl, and flipped through the album, and the last few pages were a few pictures, and the dirty little girl was wandering in a small alley, alone.

With trembling hands, I gently touched the pictures.

When I was very young, I read a quote in a book - "When people are really sad, they don't shed tears." ”

In my previous life, I always felt that this was wrong, and I couldn't hold back my tears when I was really sad, but now it seems that it may not be.

After I locked myself in my house for two days, the person who came to look for me was Zhang Fatzi.

Zhang Fatzi said that he was ready to go abroad. Every year there is an exchange place abroad in the school that he can apply for, and this time he plans to go to France.

I don't know if he made the right choice, and he can't say for sure.

"Does Song Xi know about this?" I asked Fat Zhang.

Zhang Fatzi shook his head, "I don't know if she knows, but I don't want to stay here." I need some time to let go of the troubles I am experiencing at the moment. ”

I nodded in agreement. did not persuade him and Song Xi to get back together, according to Zhang Fatzi, Song Xi is now happy with her new boyfriend.

I poured myself a beer and casually asked, "Have you met her new boyfriend?" ”

Zhang Fatzi smiled bitterly, "You've seen it too." Zhihan, maybe you are more familiar with him. ”

revealed this sentence, Zhang Fatzi didn't want to say anything about Song Xi, although I felt strange, I really didn't have the heart to care about it now.

And Zhang Fatzi came to say goodbye to me this time, and I learned that he had prepared all the application materials and visas for studying abroad, and he was going to leave the day after tomorrow.

On that day, I finally went out to see the long-lost sunshine and rushed to the airport to see off Zhang Fatzi.

Zhang Fatzi's brothers were present, and when he saw me coming, his eyes wandered for a long time, and I knew that he was faintly looking forward to Song Xi in his heart.

When we hugged and said goodbye, Zhang Fatzi whispered in my ear: "Zhihan, our gang of three can't go back, take care of Song Xi for me." ”

Listening to these words, I felt that another layer of sadness had been added to my life. Then nodded solemnly, "Zhang Chenwen, I won't call you fat, you see that you are also a tall and handsome guy now, come out of the haze as soon as possible, and wish you a bright future." ”

Zhang Fatzi laughed: "That's right! Zhihan, you see that I have known you for so long, in fact, I am not fat anymore, but I have always loved more humblely, and I am going to start a new life. In fact...... You see, you're not in any better shape than me. Zhihan, maybe you should also change the environment and live again, Shen Zhihan, whom I knew before, is arrogant and has his own light, which is very dazzling. ”

Zhang Fatzi only mentioned my past, and did not make any comments on my current living situation, which is the truth he pointed out.

Until Zhang Fatzi passed the security check and entered the boarding gate, he finally didn't wait for Song Xi to come over.

After sending Zhang Fatzi away, I went back to the school I hadn't been to for many days.

Song Xi shed tears alone in the dormitory. I understood her sadness as because of Zhang Fatzi's departure, and Song Xi told me that her new boyfriend didn't love her at all.

She was crying and sobbing, but I had no patience, thinking of Zhang Fatzi's expectant but lonely eyes before leaving, I only replied lightly to what Song Xi said, "Oh." ”

At this time, Song Xi's crying made me even feel a little irritable. I didn't stay in the dormitory for a while, and I went downstairs and went out.

I didn't go out for a while, but on campus, my classmates talked a lot about me, and I didn't have the leisure to wander around.

I was sitting on a bench downstairs in my dorm room, and it was morning, just after seven o'clock. Although it was April, the wind was blowing on my face, and it was still a little cool, I wanted to meet Lin Che, and I missed him very much.

At this time, a man sat down next to me. I didn't look over, but I heard Jiang Yu's voice ringing in my ears, Jiang Yu said, "Sister Zhihan, I'm still not in a good state lately!" Look at your chin, you're so thin. ”

"Why are you here again?"

"Come and see you! You have a conflict with Wen Yi'an, he doesn't come to see you for me, I can't come and see it in person. Jiang Yu said, he has always loved to make this kind of jokes, and there is no serious word in his mouth.

I didn't bother to talk to him anymore. Then he talked to himself, talking to himself for about ten minutes, probably because he himself was bored, and the restless hand pushed me twice, "Zhihan, how about you cooperate with me!" I'll talk to you, and you squeak back! ”

After thinking for a while, I said to Jiang Yu: "I have always had a question, Jiang Yu, what is the relationship between you and Lin Che and their family?" ”

"It's okay." Jiang Yu blurted out, "But actually, I really want to have something to do with their family, and I feel good about being Lin Gongzi's brother-in-law." ”

"Who doesn't know that you Jiang Yu is young, and you already have both children outside!" I casually mocked, remembering that Lin Che said before that Jiang Yu was a younger brother and sister and a son and daughter outside.

Jiang Yu didn't deny it, he laughed twice, he is a gentleman, just like he said, he just keeps things fresh and hot for things that he can't get, so he comes over to pester me from time to time, I am just one of his many prey, such a man, if he thinks that he is the same thing in his heart, it is very wrong.

Jiang Yu looked at me absent-mindedly, "Zhihan, what can make you happy?" ”

"I want to see Lin Che, can you help me?"

Hearing this request, Jiang Yu looked at me in a little surprise, but he didn't say anything, stood up and opened his co-pilot door, and motioned for me to go up.

After arriving at the hospital, He Rujing was there, and Jiang Yu said something to her in the past and led her away.

Then I quietly ran into Lin Che's hospital room.

The ward was white and a little glaring.

Lin Che was lying on his side on the hospital bed, his back to the door. I walked up to him, and he suddenly turned his body around, and looked at me with a complicated look in his eyes, but it was able to surprise me.

It seemed that Lin Che was recovering well, not like a patient, and while he turned his body, he asked dissatisfiedly, "Shen Zhihan, why are you only here now?" ”

"How do you know it's me?"

"I'm not like you, I can't hear your voice yet?" Lin Che asked me rhetorically, and then he motioned for me to sit down.

When I sat down on the bed, he reached out and hugged my waist, buried his head in my lower abdomen, and whispered, "I miss you so much." ”

"Don't you hate me?"

"Hate you, you still ruined my mother's wedding. But Zhihan, I hate myself even more for not locking you up properly, you see if something really happens, what should I do? As he spoke, Lin Che took my hand, his palm was warm, but my whole body was cold, "Why did you get thinner again?" ”

I hugged Lin Che's head and pressed my face to his hair. "Lin Che, I'm so sorry for you, what should I do?"

"Now you know to come and ask me? If you have to listen to me before, will there be such a thing? Having said that, there was not the slightest blame between Lin Che's words, "I'll figure out a way, you put away your mind during this time and go back to class seriously." ”

"Why don't you scold me?"

Lin Che got up from my arms, pulled me into the crook of his arm, and pinched my face in disgust, "Shen Zhihan, you are really stupid now. Is it useful to scold you? I've scolded so many times, what can I do if I can't wake up? ”

"Are your wounds alright?"

Lin Che shook his head, like a child, "It's not good, I may have to be disabled for a lifetime." ”

He was obviously joking, but I was very worried when I heard it. Then Lin Che saw that something was wrong with me, and added, "Teasing you!" Shen Zhihan, when did you become like this? I'm going to cry at a little bit, I don't like it! ”

"I didn't." I replied calmly.

"Your mouth is still like a dead duck." Lin Che smiled, grabbed my chin with one hand, and began to kiss me.

I wasn't going to be intimate with him at this moment, and when I was about to push him away, his palm pressed the back of my head, bringing me closer to him, "Good, eyes closed." ”

I didn't close my eyes.

Lin Che was a little dissatisfied, and bit my lip, "Is it okay to put in a little bit?" ”

Hearing him say this, I thought of those things before, and I felt even more uncomfortable. simply took the initiative to hug his neck and kiss him.

At the end of this kiss, Lin Che was half leaning on the bed, and half of my body was leaning on him.

Lin Che licked his lips, looking unsatisfied, and smiled proudly.

I remembered his injury, and he seemed to guess my mind and said that he would be healed.

I raised my hand and touched his eyes, "I have dark circles under my eyes, you don't sleep?" ”

Lin Che picked up my hand, "Shen Zhihan, I thought you were dead, you didn't come to see me for so long without heart and lungs, I thought you would come every day, but you didn't come every day, so I couldn't sleep every night."

I'm a little unaccustomed to Lin Che's gentleness and closed-mouthed confession at this moment, but I like him like this very much, and I am reluctant to leave at all. Then I leaned down and buried my head in his arm, "Then you sleep now, I'll be with you." ”

Lin Che actually spoke before me, rubbed my hair and said, "I'm not used to you being so gentle, I always feel like a ghost!" ”

I just laughed, "I'm the same as you think." ”