"Soldier assault!" Qiu Fengdao.

"Soldiers? What the heck? "I said that I have never heard of it, and I have never been interested in military-themed film and television dramas.

"A very good philosophical drama of life!" Qiu Feng introduced with a little excitement, "There are many classic quotes that inspire life. To tell the truth, this drama was recommended to me by the third brother. In the past, whenever I felt lost, I would go to my third brother to chat, he was a very good person, just like my spiritual mentor......"

He was amazed by Zhang San, but how could I have the heart to listen to it at this time? is still worried about Pei Kai, anxious.

So after a few perfunctory words about Qiu Feng, I hung up the phone.

Unexpectedly, the next day, I really ran into Zhang San!

……

After lunch, I went out and wandered aimlessly, passing by a small musical instrument shop, wanting to go in and buy a guitar, play the piano and sing songs, and express my sorrows.

happened to meet Zhang San who was looking for a technician to repair guitar strings.

So, while we waited for the guitar to be fixed, we made small talk.

"Third brother, there will always be a day when soldiers are demobilized, have you ever thought about what to do after demobilization?"

Zhang San scratched his head and smiled shyly: "Don't hide it from you, I have wanted to be a policeman since I was a child, and I want to be a criminal policeman!" ”

"The criminal police are good! I like to watch detective dramas the most, and I admire those detectives who have great powers and are brave enough to fight smuggling! I smiled and asked, "I heard that it is easy for soldiers to be demobilized and enter the police force, and you are a platoon commander, so it shouldn't be a bad chance, right?" ”

Zhang San sighed deeply and said with a little sentimentality: "That's right, there have been many opportunities. But, I gave up. ”

"Why?" I was very puzzled, and suddenly remembered that he once said that soldiers were his ideals, so I asked, "Have your ideals changed after you joined the army?" Want to be a soldier for the rest of your life? ”

Zhang San shook his head, "This is not the main reason, I gave up because of ......"

He wanted to speak, but he stopped.

Is there something on the mind? Army secrets again?

"It's okay, I'll just ask." I laughed.

Zhang San paused, sighed, and then suddenly changed his words and asked, "Luoluo, have you watched "Soldier Assault"? ”

I was a little startled, remembering that Qiu Feng mentioned it last night.

But it's hard to describe it for a while, and when Qiu Feng finally said "Rory's Assault" last night, I didn't listen to it at all.

He simply didn't say anything, just shook his head.

"If you have time, you can watch it, this drama is very philosophical about life, and it is also about our military camp life! I've watched it dozens of times, and every time I'm so touched that I even cry," Zhang San said thoughtfully......

Can you watch a drama dozens of times and never get tired of it? Can you still make the iron-clad soldiers cry?

What kind of TV series is that?

I couldn't help but be interested, "What's the plot about?" ”

"I can't tell," Zhang San said sadly, thinking suddenly, "I just think that the protagonist is in the same mood as me many times." I remember him saying that he had already left home and didn't want to leave home again, and every time he changed his environment, it was like dying once......"

"Isn't it good to change to a new environment? Freshness, new life, isn't that hope? Why is it like dying once? "I was puzzled.

Zhang San didn't know how to explain, so he told me the general plot.

After hearing this, I burst out laughing......

"Haha, Xu Sanduo shouldn't be a fool, right? Every time he is transferred to a better place, he is not happy? Cut, hypocritical! I pursed my mouth and said very disapprerovingly, "Besides, the seven companies are all scattered, why is he left alone?" Eyeballs? ”

Zhang San didn't care about my nonsense, but asked instead: "Luoluo, you used to be in elementary school and middle school, do you have a good relationship with your classmates?" ”

"General!"

I said casually, and I answered truthfully.

Greater Shanghai is indifferent, and I used to be ridiculed at school because of "no father and no mother". So there are almost no iron-clad girlfriends, and a few female classmates who can talk to are ordinary friends at best.

As for the boys, heh, I haven't entered the eyes of the old lady.

"So, it's not surprising that you have this kind of perception of Xu Sanduo." Zhang San said with a serious face, "With all due respect, many young people are like you now, and they are all 'talents' in the play." He only has his own goals and pursuits in his eyes, and always ignores the scenery around him along the way. ”

"......" I froze.

Although he was a little embarrassed by him, he also admitted that he was not wrong.

To sum it up in one sentence: we all live too selfishly!

"The 'Yuan Lang' in the play once said something to Chengcai, and every time I saw it, I was very touched, and even ...... I even cried! Zhang San said, his eyes were a little moist.

"What did he say?" I asked curiously.

Yuan Lang said...... It is difficult for others or teams to occupy a place in your heart. You're active and capable, but you're closed, you're just locked up in your own world, thinking about yourself and being yourself. To become a talent, your comrades-in-arms and even your enemies, need you to understand, harmonize and experience. Every place, every person, everything you go through requires you to give your time and life, but you never give your feelings. You throw them away coldly, so what are you trying for? Wasting your life for an outcome? ”

Although I was ignorant, I was stunned and tried to think about it......

Shut up in your own world, think about yourself, do your own?

I'm falling in the summer, isn't it the same?

Comrades-in-arms or even enemies, do you need to understand, harmonize and experience?

Yi Fan, Pei Kai, Qiu Feng, Ni Zihao, Tang Keren, and even Park Xinyan, Shi Yinyin, Liu Ye......

The most important thing is my own mother Ma Ke!

Xia Luo, have you really understood, reconciled, and experienced them?

Suddenly I felt a fluster, as if I ......

Suddenly I realized that I was the most selfish person!

Xia Luo is the "talent" in the play!

"It's so profound, I ...... I don't understand. I looked away from it in a panic, trying to hide my panicked shame.

"So, you're too young!" Zhang San smiled and touched my head and comforted, "Actually, everyone has done 'success', including me!" ”

I looked up in surprise: "What do you say?" ”

"When I first came to the barracks, I only had my own goals, training hard and trying to perform. Transferred to a non-commissioned officer and obtained a military rank, I think that is what I value the most. Until ......," Zhang San said, his eyes moistened, "until the comrades-in-arms left one by one, some were demobilized, some were transferred, and some were ...... Some sacrifices ......"

I think I understand that only when people lose can they experience the reluctance that hurts their muscles and bones, and only then can they truly know how to cherish it.

"Xu Sanduo is a person who lives outside the world, and few people in reality can be Xu Sanduo from the beginning! However, after experiencing the wind and rain and understanding life, everyone may also become a lot of people. is like a talent in the TV series, in the end, he finally found his branches and became another Xu Sanduo. ”

"......" I was stunned, as if I understood something, thinking back to the part he just said about returning to the Red Three Company to temper his mind.

Zhang San's exclamation next to him continued, and I listened carefully:

"A person cannot only live in his own goal, in his own world. Otherwise, it's easy to turn everything around you against yourself. Many young people think that Xu Sanduo is stupid when they watch this drama, but in the end, what can they do if they are smart? They are often self-inflictedly smart, and the fights between people are all demons and desires......"

"This life is very long, but it is very short, if we experience every scenery, in the heart of him carefully preserved, then walking, you will find what a splendid book life is...... How vast your world will be! I think the spirit of the Seventh Company: don't abandon, don't give up, that's what you say! Zhang San sighed.

"Don't abandon, don't give up?" I muttered to myself, and my train of thought gradually cleared.

The knot in my heart is gradually opening......

If it is said that at first, grandma Xia Zhiman's kneeling was "not abandoning, not giving up" to her granddaughter's life;

If Xia Wenlin knew that the child was dropped, she chose not to defend herself, and chose to acquiesce to her grandmother's use of "grandmother, mother, daughter" to keep me;

If Ma Ke returned to me after twenty years, from the beginning of the help, to the forced recognition that night;

It's all "don't abandon, don't give up"!

Then what qualifications do I have to abandon them? To give up bloodlines?

I think, if my grandmother is still alive, if Xia Wenlin doesn't leave, she will persuade me to be relieved and persuade me to accept Ma Ke, right?

"Yes! Don't abandon or give up, whether it's to friends, lovers, relatives, colleagues...... Or to the enemy, to the opponent, whether you love him or hate him, whether he is good to you or has hurt you, you have to understand them with sincerity. Zhang San put his hand on my shoulder, looked at me very seriously, and said seriously, "Remember, if you don't abandon them, you don't give up on yourself!" ”

What a wise word!

That's right, no matter who they are, I have to understand them with sincerity. Not abandoning them means not giving up on yourself!

This "Soldier Assault", I see it!

……

But it's a fuck, and when I got home, I found that Xia Wenlin didn't install the network for this house. I turned on the TV and searched for major channels, but none of them were broadcasting this "Soldier Assault", which immediately extinguished most of my enthusiasm.

After going to bed, I couldn't sleep, so I lit a cigarette, savored Zhang San's words, and reflected on myself.

I miss Xia Wenlin very much in the past few days, and I have never missed her like this in twenty-one years......

Perhaps, a certain thing, someone, until you are about to lose, you really know how to cherish!

Just like the love between me and Pei Kai, it may come to an end, although I really want to "not abandon and not give up".

"Xiao Kai, I miss you."

I leaned back on the bed and muttered to myself, deeply sad.

But I don't know......

Pei Kai has been cheating with Liu Ye every night these days!

……

Not only that, Pei Kai also "sent" Xia Luo's exclusive nickname - baby to Liu Ye.

Though each time he closed his eyes tightly and did not look at her for a moment;

Although at first she wondered if he still used her as a consolation;

Although she didn't question in her heart, who was the "baby" in his mouth......

However, she would rather choose to deceive herself: Pei Kai is tempted, and she is tempted by Liu Ye!

Liu Ye is convinced of a famous saying of Zhang Ailing: Men love because of sex, and women love because of love. She is convinced that as long as she does more with Pei Kai, he will fall in love with her sooner or later.

On the night of October 25, they were in the office of Crowd Media. After the night of the cruise, Pei Kai officially took over the public entertainment media and demoted Sister Hua to the "event planning department" as a field supervisor, and the original president's office was also returned to Pei Kai.

At this time, Liu Ye and Pei Kai were on the president's desk......

He didn't turn on the lights, and the house was pitch black. Obviously, he couldn't see his five fingers, but he still closed his eyes tightly, calling "baby".

Until the light of the mobile phone turned on in the dark, it was on the desk, not far from the willow arm. There is no ringtone, it is silent.

Liu Ye clearly saw the two words of the caller on the mobile phone screen:

Treasure, shell!

Although Pei Kai ignored it and didn't cut off the call, he only paused obviously, but ......

Liu Ye couldn't help but feel cold.

His baby, it turned out not to be her, it turned out to be that woman from beginning to end!

And she is here for him, just a consolation, a stand-in......

"Don't answer the phone? Your baby called! ”

Liu Ye said coldly, his heart was cold to the trough.

Pei Kai didn't answer, in an orderly rhythm, he picked up his mobile phone unhurriedly and slid the answer button super calmly......

Liu Ye knew that as long as he made a little noise at this moment, Pei Kai and Xia Luo would be able to completely end!

But she also knew that if she did, he and she would become complete strangers!

So she held back, didn't make a sound, and quietly listened to him answer the woman's call......

"Is there something wrong?" His tone was cold.

Liu Ye was very relieved and hooked her lips and smiled.