Chapter Seventy-Four: Unbearable

She involuntarily continued to move forward, stepped out with one foot, and her vision changed, and she came to another world.

This time it was the Qi Palace, all the people were gathered, and all the swords were aimed at their mother and daughter.

Princess Qi forced her life to let her mother, who had been hit by the heartbreaking pill, be captured.

And she still asked with tears in her eyes: "Second brother, why are you lying, why are you wronging my mother?" ”

Xiao Zhaoyi has grown into a teenager, he doesn't look at her at all, and he is so strange that he never knows her.

He said, "Father, don't let the ugliness of the family be publicized, leave it to your mother." ”

King Qi turned around ruthlessly: "Whatever you do." ”

……

Even after so many years, Jiang Qi still feels cold. When she was a child, like the death of her mother, it was an eternal pain in her heart.

Before the age of seven, she thought that she was extremely happy, with her father and mother, and her second brother who loved her, but after the age of seven, her world collapsed, and since then she has only been alone and full of hatred.

In the past ten years, time has consumed her hatred again and again, she has tried to make herself not hate, she has seen all this away, thinking that she is no longer excited, no longer as vulnerable as before, but when the past comes, she can't calm down.

Everything ten years ago was a hurdle in her heart that she couldn't get over.

The scene turned again, this time in the firewood room of the Qi Palace. Her noble and holy mother was tied up and pushed down on the dirty ground by the five flowers, and while being tortured by the heartbroken pill and unable to resist, she told her: Qi'er, don't look, don't look at it......

Xiao Jiangqi's head was pressed to the ground, in addition to the floor tiles in front of her, there was also the face of Princess Qi, she was laughing happily with her mouth open, twisting her ears to see a pair of men's legs walking towards her mother......

Jiang Qi closed her eyes and couldn't stop crying.

She can be strong in front of everyone, and she can tell the past without joy and sorrow, but she can't face this scene.

This is the truth, a piece of truth she hid from King Liyang. Because of her life and death, her mother was forced to lay down her arms and was ruthlessly thrown by Xiao Xuan to the Liang family for "casual disposal".

Her mother, who originally had all the power, was the most beautiful embodiment in the world in her eyes, and the mother who gave up everything for her lover and kept her name incognito, but suffered the most unbearable ugliness in the world!

"Hehe, why don't you dare to look at it? Your mother is being Q-=8B by the most Z and most C inferior people. Look, crying pitifully. Jiang Qi, isn't it you who made your mother like this? Because of you, she will suffer such a ruin, and you are the greatest shame in her life! Hehe, the daughter hurt her mother and became a shame for her mother, hehe......"

Snow Witch's voice was like a hidden weapon, piercing into the depths of her most pain.

"Snow Witch, that's all you have to do? You think that's my weakness? The art of soul separation, nothing more than that. ”

She held on, standing proudly in the fog, like a tombstone in the barren grass that has been eaten away by wind and frost, and she will not fall.

Jiang Qi ...... Oh, no, I should call you Xiao Yuqi, the Yu Qier of the Xiao family, your second brother misses you very much. Thanks to your trust, he successfully got rid of his rival for his mother at a young age and secured the position of princess. ”

The ethereal voice of the snow witch echoed all around. Jiang Qi's teeth rattled, and she felt cold. It was she who hurt her mother, and it was she who believed in Xiao Zhaoyi wholeheartedly, which laid the groundwork for his blow to the bottom of the kettle.

"Even so, so what?"

"Xiao Yuqi, you are so hard-mouthed! That's right, your mother has been killed by you, who can do anything to you! You've been waiting for ten years to seek revenge on the Xiao family, why didn't you start earlier? Don't you dare to seek revenge on the real enemy? You take revenge, what revenge? The biggest enemy is yourself - Xiao Yuqi, Xiao Yuqi, Xiao Yuqi ......"

Countless voices echoed in her ears, reminding her that she was Xiao Yuqi, Xiao Yuqi with filthy blood flowing from her body.

"Shut up! Don't call me Xiao Yuqi, I'm not Xiao Yuqi! I'm not! ”

The impatience between her eyebrows erupted faintly.

"Xiao Yuqi, Xiao Yuqi, you are Xiao Yuqi, you are Xiao Yuqi......" Countless figures circled around her, shouting the name that made her hateful, intending to drive her crazy.

"I'm not, I'm not, I'm not ......"

The memories of her madness and madness when she was young seemed to come back to her mind at this moment, and her temples jumped suddenly, as if a voice told her: Crazy, crazy, forget everything, just forget it.

She slapped her palm into the impenetrable fog, and someone snorted and was hit, but she held back and continued to provoke her.

"Xiao Yuqi, Xiao Yuqi, you are Xiao Yuqi...... Xiao Yuqi, you can deceive the world, but you can't deceive me. King Jiang Tai I is wise, but he has a daughter who is willing to be a concubine, and a granddaughter who has dirty blood on her body, and your life is the eternal shame of the Jiang family. Look at how your mother died......"

As soon as the picture in front of him turned, Jiang Qi was surprised to find that he had come to the Seser River.

It was still the bloody dusk ten years ago, or on that boat, the mother she missed the most looked at her with infinite sadness, and raised her sword in despair......

Jiang Qi's eyes showed a fragility beyond madness, and she begged like the lonely little girl ten years ago: "Don't, mother, don't leave me, Qi'er wants mother, mother doesn't die......"

Tears welled up as she crawled forward on the ground as she had done ten years ago. It's been ten years, and she has never walked out of the scene when she was a child.

"Xiao Yuqi, your mother has been tired by you all her life. She could have left King Qi in a chic manner, but she was afraid that you would not have a father, so she kept making compromises for you; She could have escaped from the palace without humiliation, but she was captured for the sake of you, who were hostages; She could have seen through Xiao Zhaoyi early, but it was because you believed in your second brother too much that he had a chance. In her life, the biggest shame is you! ”

Xue Wu's words lingered on Jiang Qi like a magic barrier, enveloping her on top of each other, enveloping her breathlessly.

"Look, your mother is going to die......"

Jiang Qi saw her mother lead her neck, and the sharp, glowing blade of the sword cut through her snow-white skin, cut her tendons, and a cavity of blood splattered out from the fracture.

Thick, red, warm blood sprayed on her face, mouth, eyes, her mother's blood......

"Ahh Yes! Yes! Don't, don't, don't ......" she wailed like a bird that had been brutally disemboweled, entrailed, and screamed miserably.

Once again in the nightmare of ten years ago, once again watching my mother die. Let her go crazy, go crazy. There is no more relatives in her world, no love, only a lonely and abandoned self.

"As long as you live for one day, the world will know that the daughter of King Jiang Tai and General Hongying made a concubine and gave birth to a sinister species named Jiang Qi. You are a stain that the Jiang family can never wash away, you are a sin when you live, and you should die! ”

Snow Witch's voice is like a Sanskrit sound that guides the way, guiding her to liberation.

"No, I want revenge, revenge ......" Jiang Qi's remaining sanity was still struggling, and he was still one step away from the collapse that Xue Wu expected.

"Look in the water, your mother is looking at you, she hates you......"

Jiang Qi, who was immersed in the illusion, really stretched out her head, lying on the edge of the boat like ten years ago, watching her mother's face sink to the bottom of the river little by little.

It's just that this time Jiang Shiyin is no longer the gentle mother in her memory, but said to her with bitter hatred: It's all your fault, it's all your fault, it's all you who killed me......

"No, mother, Qi'er didn't mean it, mother......"

finally heard her mother speak out of her resentment, and the remorse and self-blame that had been hidden in her heart for ten years finally poured out, destroying her reason little by little.

"You are the murderer, you are the murderer of your mother. Think about it, if it weren't for the fact that you were deceived by Xiao Zhaoyi because you loved Xiao Zhaoyi and handed over to the Liang family as a hostage, your mother would not have been tied up, she would not have been raped because of you, and she would not have lived in the world without a face. You are a scourge, a scourge that forced her mother to death, she died on your behalf, she was afraid that she would be ridiculed if she lived, she died in order to save your reputation and the reputation of the Jiang family. She's dead, why are you still alive, why aren't you dead? Die, you die, and no one will accuse her of her anymore. ”

"Why am I still alive? My mother is dead, why am I still alive? Her face was streaked with tears on her face, and she questioned herself.

Betrayed since she was a child, she lost her mother since she was a child, she was lonely for ten years, and she suffered for ten years, all of which she did by herself.

"Jiang Qi, don't struggle anymore, go with your mother. Like your mother. Look, your mother is calling you......"

Jiang Qi, who was stunned, stared ahead, and Jiang Shiyin's picture of self-slaughter replied infinitely, raising his sword, killing himself, raising his sword, and killing himself...... Squirt blood one at a time.

"Mother, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's my fault......"

She fell to the ground and apologized, kowtowing over and over again, belated, unspoken apologies.

Her eyes were confused, and she was finally willing to face and admit that she was the one who killed her mother.

"Jiang Qi, kill yourself and avenge your mother! Quick, pick up the knife on the ground! ”

"Avenging your mother, avenging ......" she obeyed Xue Wu's words, reached out and touched a dagger, the cold light of the dagger illuminated her eyes in the dim mist. This is a real blade, not an illusion.

She pointed the tip at herself, inch by inch close to the veins in her neck.

"Kill yourself, avenge your mother, free yourself, kill!"

There was a triumphant smile in Snow Witch's voice.

The sharp blade touched Jiang Qi's artery, and he was only about to use the last force, but he suddenly stopped. Her misty eyes were full of doubt, as if she was thinking about something.

"What are you waiting for? Come on, your mother is waiting for you. Let her go, well. You see, there are many, many fish biting her corpse, and she's calling you. ”

This time, there was a little more urgency in her voice, as if the person who spoke was right next to her ear, as if if she didn't do it, he would have to do it for her.

The sharp blade cut through his own skin, pressed down hard, and the entire blade surface pressed into the skin, and a blood line appeared.

She seems to have become a marionette, manipulated by the voice of the Snow Witch and at his command.