After coming back, Ning Haokun didn't say anything, he opened Lu Youheng's door, the man hadn't slept yet, it seemed that he was waiting for him to come back.

"Haokun, I ......"

"No, no, you don't have to explain, I understand, this person's feelings are always a little difficult to control, I know this, I know everything, I like my own teacher, you don't have to say, I understand."

"So, you're in favor of that?"

"I can't talk about whether I approve or disapprove, anyway, it's good that you decide, as long as you and Xiu Che are happy, I can't make a choice for you." However, I only remember what he said today, and I will not let others know about it again. I mean, as long as you want me to hide it, I'll hide it from you! Ning Haokun patted his chest again and said, "My mouth is very strict, I decided to keep it a secret!" ”

"That's all in the past."

"Huh?"

"In the past, I was a child and didn't understand anything, so I did those ridiculous things."

Lu Youheng said, those ...... It's all ridiculous? But Chen Xiuche didn't think so.

"Now, I've figured it out, and one day, Xiu Che will understand."

Ning Haokun stood by the door, even if the lights in the room were dim, he could see a little red at the end of Lu Youheng's eyes.

This person must be very sad.

So he went over, sat down on the edge of the bed, and said, "Actually, I have done a very ridiculous thing, and when I think about it, I am really no different from a beast." ”

Lu Youheng frowned, and didn't show that he had to listen.

"Remember? I didn't dream of going to Australia from a very young age to see the desert, the grass, the mud, the horses, and so on. ”

"Hmm."

"When I was an exchange student more than two years ago, I was in a relationship."

This Lu Youheng heard him talk about it, but then Ning Haokun didn't mention it again, so he thought that the two of them had separated after a long time, and now he didn't even know the girl's name.

"I've always been terrible at English, so when I was in Melbourne, I found a school to tutor in English, and she ...... It was the teacher in our class at that time. ”

"Teacher?"

"Yes, but even though she is a teacher, she is only three years older than me, and it seems that she came to teach English because the school requires such a practice. She has good grades, she is studying in a prestigious school and can get scholarships every year, and I are simply people from two worlds. But I don't know why, at that time, we were together. Perhaps, it's really too lonely to be alone over there. After two months in Australia, it dawned on me that this dream wasn't necessarily so rosy. ”

"Well, so when you were in Australia, you lived with her?"

Ning Haokun nodded, "The rent over there is too expensive, I thought, it's good to have someone to share it." But actually, I know that I don't like her very much, I just want to find someone to accompany me in a strange place. ”

Because of loneliness, because of the economy, because of the green card, these are probably the three most common reasons for people studying abroad to fall in love.

"Simply put, you don't love her."

This is something that Ning Haokun has never wanted to admit, but this is the truth.

"That's right."

"So you came back early from the end of the course, and it had something to do with her?"

was supposed to stay in Melbourne for two years, but Ning Haokun came back more than half a year early, and his studies there were all invalidated, because of this, Meng Zeyu's parents did not take care of the aftermath of Ning Haokun's own nephew.

"Why? What the hell is going on? ”

If it was just a simple breakup, it would be impossible to force Ning Haokun to run away like this.

"Yes, she's getting married."

Tie the knot? Lu Youheng couldn't help but laugh, "If you don't want to, can she still force you?" ”

"She can't, but the child in her womb can."

That man, still pregnant with a child?

"What about the kids? What about the end? ”

"Child......" Ning Haokun paused, as soon as he lowered his head, he actually began to dodge this person's gaze, "Child, no." ”

"What do you mean, no? Why is it gone? ”

"It was I who said, let her not give birth to that child."

Lu Youheng finally understood, no wonder Ning Haokun looked lost when he came back from Australia, no matter who asked him about the reason for returning to China early, he didn't say much.

"She agreed?"

"No, what does she say, to give birth to that child, she said...... Even if this child is born, it has nothing to do with me, she said that I don't have to be responsible at all, but I am afraid, I ......"

"So, you ran back?"

Ning Haokun nodded, and there were more tears in the corners of his eyes.

"At that time, I changed my communication number in Australia, and I also stopped all the social platforms I used over there, all the ways she could contact me, I stopped it, and once I returned to China, she couldn't find me at all."

Ning Haokun, he actually escaped like this? Lu Youheng sneered in his heart, he shouldn't be such a person, whether it is to his family or friends, Ning Haokun has always been the most important among them.

"Later, it was a friend of mine in Australia who told me that she had killed the baby not long after I left and had left Melbourne at the same time."

"So, you haven't been in touch?"

"No," Ning Haokun shook his head, his eyes full of guilt and regret, "I also tried to contact her, but I only know her school and address in Australia, and I can't find her after she leaves." ”

Ning Haokun, whom he knew, turned out to be such a coward? So, what is it?

"I know, I was wrong, I shouldn't have done this to her, I shouldn't have ...... In this way, for our unborn children, it is a life, no matter how it is said. But I'm afraid, Youheng I'm really scared," Ning Haokun, who had been suppressed for so long, once he found a breakthrough point, it seemed that he had finally found a life-saving straw, he tugged on Lu Youheng's hands, and choked up: "I'm just too bored and lonely abroad, and you were not by my side at that time, I wanted to fall in love casually, but who knew it would be like this?" Who knew she would have to marry me? I really, I really don't know what to do, I was completely panicked, I just wanted to come back to you, I ......"

Ning Haokun was less than 20 when he went to Australia, and no matter how responsible he was in this group, he was just a casual big boy.

"I never wanted to get married, I never wanted to have children, all this ...... They all came too fast, I wanted to calm myself down, but who knows, who knew that she disappeared so suddenly, I also thought about making amends, and then I looked for her for a long time, but there was no news, no news in the past few years. ”

"Hao Kun ......"

"I know that even I can't forgive myself for this kind of thing, and I've been dreaming about seeing that kid for the past few years, and he's ...... He was covered in blood and kept asking me why I didn't let him be born. So I never dared to say these things, I ...... I'm also scared to face myself. ”

Lu Youheng grabbed his wrist and pulled the person into his arms in one fell swoop. Lu Youheng has been learning modern dance since he was a child, and his body has always been very thin, and now leaning on this person's shoulder, Ning Haokun feels so painful, but that's it, he is still close to this person's shoulder, and the tears are like a faucet for a while. Ning Haokun couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly, he had never thought that he could cry so much.

"Alright, Yoheng, now...... You know my secret, I told you the last thing I wanted people to know, don't worry about yourself and Xiu Che anymore. ”

"Do you think this is a swap with me?" Lu Youheng didn't wipe the messy tears on his face, but just sat quietly and stared at this person, "You told me this, do you think I need your handle to feel at ease?" ”

"No, I'll tell you, it's all for myself," Ning Haokun forced himself to pull out a light smile, "If I don't find someone to talk to, I'm probably going crazy, so at least I won't pretend in front of you, Youheng, because ...... You are the one I believe in the most. ”

The most, the one who believes?

Lu Youheng's fingertips moved, he didn't deserve it.

At this time, he grabbed the back of Ning Haokun's neck and pulled the person into his arms.

"You too," Lu Youheng said: "I have always regarded you as my own brother, and you are also the person I trust the most." Over the years, thank you for having you, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be able to survive today. ”

"What's wrong? Our family Hengheng has always been the most reserved and reserved, and I'm really a little unaccustomed to saying this suddenly," Ning Haokun wiped his tears for a while, "Why does it sound like you're about to confess next?" Do you know? I really want to record this part of you for Chen Xiuche to see, you were so rude to me just now, he must be so angry. ”

knew that it was the sensitive point of that person, but Ning Haokun still said these jokes casually. He sniffed, and when he saw Lu Youheng, the man actually smiled at him mockingly.

"You don't have to be afraid," Lu Youheng pinched his cheeks, and said, "Haokun, with me, with so many of your family and friends, no matter what happens, you don't have to be afraid." ”

"Hmm."

At the moment, the lights were warm and dim, and there was a shallow smile in the corners of the eyes of the two people.

"Okay, let's not talk about this, it's time to go to the hospital tomorrow to see our little master, his mobile phone is still with us, if we don't send him over, I think he will definitely be bored."

"Okay."

"Really, how did this night be the same as eight o'clock? I won't bother you, Dr. Cai said that you can't stay up late, hurry up and go to sleep, I'll go to rest too," Ning Haokun stood up from the side of the bed, and when he walked to the door, he said in a very small voice: "You know, my parents have already ascended to heaven, I have always grown up in the Meng family, and for Zeyu's parents, in addition to thanks, I owe the most." Youheng, in fact, it was you who made me understand first and most clearly what it means to be a relative. So, it's me who should thank you. No matter what happens in the future, I'll be there. ”

The door closed, and Lu Youheng looked at that place, and his face was a little more turbulent.