Chapter 604: It's hard to settle in the end

Early the next morning.

Chang Sheng got up early in the morning, took a shower after morning exercise, and then changed his clothes and went to breakfast.

Compared with an authentic hospital or a psychiatric hospital, the working hours here are very relaxed, flexible punch-in, just go to the office before half past nine, and the daily work content is also arranged by yourself, which is quite free, and you can give regular observation reports.

However, those who dare to come here are all here for research, and few people will be lazy, and even take the initiative to work overtime.

Although Chang Shenghua was busy saving people, he didn't plan to perfunctory this job.

Before eight o'clock, Chang Shenghua went downstairs alone to eat breakfast in the dining hall, found a quiet corner and just put down the dinner plate, and then she saw Yuan Hanliang, who was wearing a small suit, swaying over with a dinner plate.

"Sister Chang is early~" Yuan Hanliang greeted her warmly, and sat down opposite Chang Shenghua without asking.

"Well, so early?" Chang Shenghua was also a little surprised when he saw him, because Yuan Hanliang didn't look like a person who would go to bed early and get up early.

Yuan Hanliang looked quite energetic, but as soon as he sat down, he yawned, and Chang Shenghua noticed that there were dark circles under his eyes, as if he hadn't slept well all night.

Chang Shenghua was a little puzzled, "You don't seem to be sleeping well." ”

Yuan Hanliang said bitterly: "No, I have three provinces in my day......

He spent the night apologizing to his ex-girlfriend who had hooked up inside the nursing home, pondering when to call in the public phone room, and repenting of his ex-girlfriend he met outside to avoid a catastrophe one day...... Ahem!

Chang Shenghua probably understood the reason why Yuan Hanliang was so haggard, so he didn't say anything, just lowered his head and ate breakfast.

Yuan Hanliang stared at Chang Shenghua for half a minute, and then found that she was really cold, when Fu Xiqian was present yesterday, Chang Shenghua would at least say a few more words, and today it was just the two of them, Chang Shenghua didn't even bother to put out a polite smile.

Yuan Hanliang was itchy to see it, and couldn't help asking: "That...... Sister Chang, what kind of army are you? Can you reveal it? ”

"Guess what?" Chang Shenghua looked at him with a smile.

Yuan Hanliang hesitated, "...... Commando? ”

Chang Sheng was noncommittal, "Do you think it's a special soldier when you see a soldier?" ”

Yuan Hanliang blinked, "No, I just think Sister Chang is very cool......

Chang Shenghua thought about the group of soldiers in the Dragon Destroying Station, "Special forces are not cool, they are very hard. ”

Yuan Hanliang was stunned, "Well, I didn't mean that, I didn't say they didn't work hard......"

Chang Shenghua didn't mean to scold him, so he didn't continue to say anything.

Yuan Hanliang ate a xiaolongbao, and then couldn't hold it back, "Sister Chang, you seem to be quite familiar with special forces?" ”

Chang Sheng's voice was faint, "What, you want to be a special soldier?" ”

Yuan Hanliang said: "That's it...... A little yearning. ”

Chang Shenghua said calmly: "Most of the people who go with enthusiasm regret it. ”

Yuan Hanliang was stunned when he heard this.

Chang Sheng's portrait is like nothing happened to continue to eat breakfast.

There are many kinds of special forces, similar to the communications corps, airborne troops, special police units, and so on, but the public's impression is that of special operations forces, the kind that can rush to the front line and sweep thousands of armies with one hundred.

But it's all an artistic image, the real special operations forces are actually not very cool, and they are a bit hard, as Ning Shaoming said, it is hard and difficult to be promoted, the casualty rate is very high, there is no money to spend, there is no place to leave, and there is not much protection for retiring from the army and changing jobs.

The state has given them enough respect, but the difficulties of the real environment are not logistically overcome.

To put it bluntly, if the idea of defending the country had not taken root and was ready to guard this land with flesh and blood, everyone would have thrown their guns and left.

Ten years of drinking ice, it is difficult to cool the blood, nothing more than that.

Yuan Han was good for a while, and then he muttered with another small longbao in his mouth: "Okay, I know that I am not a soldier at first glance, and it is normal for you to hit me." ”

Chang Shenghua glanced at him, "If you really want to fight, everyone has to go to the battlefield, regardless of whether you are a soldier or not, it just depends on whether you have the determination." ”

Yuan Hanliang smiled, "Determination, just like everyone shouts the slogan of studying hard and working hard, just shouting, there are few people who really do it." ”

His tone was half-joking, but his eyes were a little cold, hiding a bit of unease.

The back of Chang Sheng's hand suddenly buckled on the table.

The slight knocking sound made Yuan Hanliang suddenly come back to his senses from a strange state.

Chang Sheng's voice barely had too many ups and downs, "Determination can be shouted by anyone, and there are not many people who really do it, but how many people really do it?" ”

Yuan Hanliang's hand holding the chopsticks paused slightly.

"There is a saying, your hard work is not enough to fight for talent," Chang Sheng's eyes were cold, like snow in summer, "I can't make up my mind to get out of my own circle, I don't dare to take risks out of a comfortable life, I'd rather go on someone else's path than hit my head and break the bloodstream, and I don't have the confidence to admit that failure is the mother of success......"

"But if you want to catch something, it's nothing more than to do it all over again, or to live the rest of your life with this glorious failure, and tell them that although I'm just a loer, I've done something, instead of grabbing someone else's hand before dying and regretting that I haven't done anything......"

Yuan Hanliang was completely stunned.

"That's the best outcome, and the worst is just that," Chang Shenghua smiled slowly, but the smile bloomed at the corner of her mouth, but it still didn't show warmth, "What is the difference between change and change?" ”

Yuan Hanliang was silent for a while before he suddenly smiled: "You are right, the best is nothing more than that, and the worst is nothing more than that." ”

If it's not what I think, what I think, what I want, then it's not much different from struggling for the rest of my life in poverty.

Chang Shenghua slowly reined in the momentum just now, and continued to eat breakfast quietly, looking like an ordinary and somewhat cool woman.

Yuan Hanliang had many thoughts in his mind, and finally smiled casually: "I heard that you are a psychiatrist, right, you can't mess with anyone who is engaged in psychology, it makes me panic." ”

Chang Shenghua replied indispensably.

Then Yuan Hanliang had nothing to say, and the two of them finished the breakfast in silence.

waited until he was about to put the dinner plate at the recycling point, Yuan Hanliang couldn't help but ask, "Sister Chang, what kind of army are you?" ”

How is it mysterious!?

Chang Shenghua shrugged, "Didn't you guess?" Special forces. ”

Whether it's You-Kno-ho or the Dragon Destroying Brigade, it's all of a special nature.

Chang Shenghua left with a dinner plate.

In vain, Yuan Hanliang was left entangled in the same place.

Why is there a psychiatrist in the special forces?

Yuan Hanliang pondered and meditated.

Chang Shenghua didn't bother with Yuan Hanliang anymore, anyway, it was time to flicker, and the mines buried were only waiting for Yuan Hanliang to trigger it himself, whether he could toss something out of it, it was up to Yuan Hanliang himself.

After breakfast, it was only half past eight, and Chang Shenghua went to the mailbox downstairs with a letter and stuffed the envelope into it.

This sanatorium is similar to the army, and in most cases can only accept ordinary parcels and registered mail, and Chang Sheng's paintings are the same when they are sent, and they also need to go through some inspection.

Chang Shenghua was used to the style of the army, and he didn't mind, so after stuffing the letter, he went back to the dormitory to pack up his things and go to work.

When I walked downstairs to the dormitory, there were staff members there with large scissors to trim the bushes.

Chang Shenghua inadvertently glanced in that direction, and then met the man in his work clothes.

The other party's appearance looks ordinary, but a pair of eyes are very dark and deep, which is a bit eye-catching.

Chang Sheng's painting feels a little familiar.

But the other party quickly lowered his head and continued to prune the protruding branches and leaves.

When Chang Shenghua walked into the entrance of the building, she suddenly reacted.

Well, it's An Qiu, it turns out that he has indeed mixed in, and he is still a gardener with more convenient mobility.

He should be a temporary worker who has been hired, and there are many flowers and plants in the sanatorium, which must be pruned and taken care of regularly.

Chang Sheng painted on the third floor, pretending to be looking into the distance, and then turned his eyes on An Qiu downstairs.

An Qiu seemed to have inadvertently piled up those cut branches and leaves in a messy manner, and when he looked down from upstairs, there were just some twisted lines, and it just happened that the surveillance couldn't see this scene from a high place, so the staff passing by didn't notice anything wrong.

Chang Sheng hastily jotted down these lines.

In less than half a minute, An Qiu cleaned up these scattered branches and leaves into a pile, as if the lines just now were all illusory illusions.

Chang Shenghua quietly returned to the room and hurriedly cracked the message given by An Qiu.

An Qiu's meaning is very simple, explain that his job today is to find out the environment around the dormitory.

The sanatorium is very large, and the gardening and pruning work also takes a long time, so I can't rush to come, An Qiu's work today is arranged around here, so let's just take a look at the situation here, and it is just convenient for them to find a time to meet each other.

It was about nine o'clock when Fussi came down and knocked on the door.

Chang Shenghua had already sorted out the items he needed to go to work, and when he heard the knock on the door, he went to open the door.

As a personnel specialist, Fu Xiqian came to send her to the office to report.

Chang Shenghua took a small bag and left with her.

In front of the complex of buildings in the 3rd arrondissement.

Chang Sheng's information has been entered into the system, Fu Qianqian came to make a confirmation, and re-entered her fingerprints at the gate here, and only entered the door after the security check of the security personnel.

"Pretty strict." Chang Shenghua said with a smile.

"Just in case," Fu Xiqian nodded, and then whispered: "The main reason is that it has been stricter recently, you know that it is very chaotic, and the identity of the prisoners here is sensitive, so it is inevitable that people will do something." ”

Chang Sheng said in his heart, the person who wants to do his hands and feet is in front of you.