Cheng Enyou left like this, leaving Class 12 without saying goodbye to anyone, this semester hasn't even arrived yet, all this happened too fast, even now Xiao Nuo has not come to his senses. However, Xia Xiangxi didn't say anything, and he didn't even mention it to that person.

It's been a day, and when he was in the cafeteria, Xiao Nuo couldn't help but say: "Xiang Xi, Cheng Enyou, that ......"

"I know."

"Huh? I haven't even spoken yet? ”

"I know what you're trying to say, since Eun You wants to study science, let him go, he just thinks he's happy. And originally, I didn't agree with him when he wanted to stay in Class 12, but now it's just changing the wrong to the right, in fact, there is nothing wrong with it. ”

At that time, the man stayed, but it was all for Xia Xiangxi.

"Xiang Xi, it's really not bad that he wants to change to science, but how can I hear Zeyu say that you two have ......?"

"It's nothing like that," Xia Xiangxi put the chopsticks down very hard, "Cheng Enyou, he has always been such a childish person anyway, besides, now is a special time, so it is appropriate to let him calm down for a while." ”

"Of course I understand, he needs to be calm, but do you really think it just takes time? Yes, time can dilute everything, it can not only dilute sadness and memory, it can also dilute feelings, according to Cheng Enyou's personality, once you are separated again, it will be difficult to get as close as before. ”

"He just needs time and needs to be calm, he's just too sad and needs a chance to think clearly!" Xia Xiangxi roared and said, she was in the big cafeteria, because this movement attracted the eyes of the people next to her. But even so, Xia Xiangxi still didn't realize it, "As long as it takes a while, Enyou will understand that between us, it's not a game or a joke, you all know." Moreover, you also know better, Brother Youheng...... How important it is to him, so no matter what he wants, I will not leave him at such a time. ”

"Brother Youheng's business is Brother Youheng's business, but you never thought about it? Why did he mention breaking up at this time? ”

'Break up'?! Xiao Nuo, she still said these two words after all.

"Is this all because of Brother Youheng's death?"

"yes, what else could there be? What else do you think will be? ”

Seeing this person's reaction, Xiao Nuo was a little stunned, Xia Xiangxi made it clear that he didn't want to mention these at all, and he didn't want to let himself interfere in this matter. And she clearly knew that there was a problem between herself and Cheng Enyou, but she didn't dare to let others break it. This is not good, Cheng Enyou has become a person now, and there is no longer Lu Youheng by his side to protect him, what will happen to him in the future? Xiao Nuo really didn't dare to think about it. Although it is very unrighteous, Xiao Nuo just thinks that it is a good thing for Xia Xiangxi for Cheng Enyou to leave at this time.

"I, actually," the words came to his lips, but Xiao Nuo just couldn't say it, if he let Xiang Xi leave that person, what would become of him? So, Xiao Nuo calmed down and said, "Then what are you going to do in the future?" ”

"I don't know, I'm still thinking."

"Still thinking?"

"Even if he doesn't want to see me, I can still go to see Meng Zeyu, I can still go to see Jingchen. Aren't there three people in their dormitory? Since he doesn't want me to go to him, I'll go to someone else. ”

It seems that Xia Xiangxi has decided to fight to the death, dare to be, what else can be done now besides this.

"I'll help you."

What the? Xia Xiangxi was stunned, she shouldn't have heard it wrong.

"You...... What are you trying to do for me? ”

"Isn't that kid Cheng Enyou blindfolded by lard? I'm going to help you open his mind, or when will you be able to get a head with those two hits? ”

"You, are you in favor of me and Eunyou?"

"Is it useful to disapprove of? Now that even Jingchen has been dragged to his side, do I still have to fight alone to find a perfect love rival for Cheng Enyou? ”

"You ......"

"Don't you, you, me, anyway, I'm thicker than you, if Cheng Enyou gives you a cold bench sticker in the future, I will definitely let him give you hot back, okay, let's eat first," Xiao Nuo hurriedly put the dishes on his plate to Xia Xiangxi, "Even if you encounter something difficult, you have to eat, right?" You don't want that just now, you don't want that, you must be unable to stand it for a while, but fortunately, I was clever enough to ask for a little more, come on, let's eat together. ”

Xia Xiangxi bit his chopsticks, and he hadn't gone down his mouth for a long time.

"What's wrong? Do you still have to ask me to feed you? When did you become so demonic? ”

The corners of the man's mouth lifted, and a little smile finally appeared on his face, "Yinuo, thank you." ”

"Thank me for what? Giving you a good meal? ”

Xia Xiangxi is an introverted person, even if she has known Xiao Nuo for many years, she has never said anything sensational, but today, she only looked into the man's eyes and said seriously: "Thank you, you have always been by my side." ”

"Yo, you were moved all of a sudden? Let's eat, I Xiao Nuo said that it is a lifetime to make friends, why don't you know you? The man buried his face in the plate.

Xia Xiangxi nodded as she listened, and the haze in her heart was finally removed.

Sunday, Postal Training Center Athletics Field.

It's almost eight o'clock now, Cheng Enyou is looking around, compared to the newly built tennis court and indoor badminton court, the location of this track and field playground is a bit biased, so there are very few people who come on weekdays, and now the rubber track is overgrown with weeds, and it should have been taken care of for a long time. Cheng Enyou was pacing back and forth, he didn't see any trace of Ren Guangcan, and he didn't reply to the person's message. Could it be that Ren Guangcan is not planning to come?

"Hey," after dialing three times in a row, there was finally a response on the other side of the phone, and Cheng Enyou asked impatiently, "Where are you?" Haven't arrived yet? ”

"Right away, I'm coming from the university town, and there is some traffic jam on the road."

"How much longer?"

"Ten minutes at most, you've arrived?"

"Well," Cheng Enyou looked to his side and said, "I'll wait for you here at the swing in the west corner." ”

"Okay, I'll come here."

Cheng Enyou hung up the phone, perhaps really bored, he walked a few steps and sat down on the swing.

The boy raised his hand and grabbed the rusty iron chains on both sides, the swing must have been built for some years, the seats made of wood had been corroded in half, and when it shook it there was only a 'squeak' sound, no matter how hard it tried, it seemed to be unable to swing.

This feeling is really nostalgic. Cheng Enyou couldn't help but think that when he was a child, he liked to make swings very much, and at that time he always liked to make people push very high, and the feeling of listening to the wind whirring in his ears was really good. But dad Cheng Lixian is a cautious and restrained person, if he pushes it, he doesn't dare to use much force every time. Lu Youheng is different, as long as he yells to be a little higher, that person will always be impatient, so since he saw Lu Youheng, Cheng Enyou has never let his father push the swing again.

"Every time it's so hard, aren't you afraid that I'll fall?"

The boy looked at the half of the moon in the world, and it was rare to see such a bright and low moon in the summer.

"Tell me, why do you push so high every time?" Cheng Enyou's legs were still straining, but the swing was so old that it couldn't move much after being bolted by the iron cable, so that from a distance, the person looked like he was sitting on an ordinary stone bench, as if he didn't move at all.

"I said I want you to do that really every time? You...... Why do you have to satisfy me every time? ”

The boy's surroundings were very quiet, and he could only vaguely hear the chirping of cicadas.

"Lu Youheng, you are too honest, I like to bully you since I was a child, I like to play tricks on you, don't you know? Didn't you notice it at all? ”

The memories of the past came back to him, it was really strange, during this time he desperately wanted to remember the bits and pieces of getting along with that person, but Cheng Enyou couldn't remember the events of elementary school very clearly. Why did so many people recover at once today?

"Did you remind me of that?" The boy looked at the moon and asked, "You don't want me to forget, you want me to remember all this, don't you?" ”

The sound of cicadas around them became louder, and in Cheng Enyou's opinion, it seemed to be a response.

"Then if that's the case, why don't you come back and see me? These days, I have dreamed of my father, Haokun, Zeyu and Zhao Yanyan, and even ...... I even dreamed of Shainin. ”

Shaining, Cheng Enyou has to admit that it was this woman who let her know for the first time what 'maternal love' is, in the first few years, he always regarded Shaining as his mother, until that accident happened, and he still thought so before Cheng Lixian's accident. When Xie Ning was about to leave, he only felt that the person had not only left Lu Youheng, but also that person.

"Why, why can't I dream of you?"

Could it be that the man didn't want to see him at all? But if that's the case, why should you let yourself be reminded of those pasts?

Suddenly, the young man smiled with relief, "Lu Youheng, you won, in this way, I will remember you for a lifetime, I will miss you for a lifetime, and I will return you for a lifetime." ”

For a lifetime, the young man turned his head, his side face was attached to the iron chain, and only the slightest coldness entered the bones.

"Lu Youheng, you won, I won't fight with you anymore, and I don't want to fight with you anymore."

In the past few years, he and that person are often arguing, but now that Cheng Enyou thinks about it, he realizes that the time when the two of them sit together calmly is only a few times.

But what is he fighting for? Is it a grudge? Or is it a dispute over right and wrong? Thinking of Chen Xiuche who was caught in it, he didn't have any love and hate in his heart. People have lived this life, and in the end, there are only some memories left.