Chapter 180: Heart-piercing
Leng Lan tried her best to calm her face, turned her head, no longer looked at Fang Ruohua, and forcibly suppressed the inexplicable feeling in her heart. Mobile access m.
Well, sure enough, she still hates this person very much, this dislike has been engraved in her bones, and she will never be able to get rid of it. Even if she knew that Fang Ruohua was not the culprit who caused her to fall into a nightmare, she didn't even really die without help.
Fang Ruohua's news has been in trouble for so long, she doesn't want to pay attention to it, and she still sees the newspaper.
When she first saw the news report, it was difficult for her to sort out her mood a little bit, only to know that she was surprised to the limit, her mind was blank, she had mixed feelings, and she didn't know how to react at all.
In fact, there were reports on the major cases of cracking down on abduction last year, but they were all local newspapers, and they were not very detailed, only slightly mentioned, and the specific details did not appear at all, mainly because the case was widely implicated, and they were worried that the news would leak out.
Leng Lan instinctively didn't want to watch the news about these, but whenever she saw it, it was heart-piercing, as long as the news about these was blocked by herself, so she didn't even know that the other abducted girls in that village had been rescued.
At this moment, because of his attention to Fang Ruohua, he unexpectedly got such news...... Leng Lan's heart suddenly relaxed a little, her body was fluttering, her whole body was hot, and she had a feeling of dizziness.
Originally...... Everyone is saved!
She never dared to think about it, she didn't want to think about it at all, as if if she had forgotten it, it didn't exist.
But now that nightmare came to mind again, clearly, every minute and every second jumped out, and refused to hide it again, the two little sisters who were with her hissed and cried out in a heart, and the whip hit them, and the skin was open and the flesh was dripping with blood!
Leng Lan still shuddered when she thought of that scene after scene now.
It's really terrible, even more terrible than letting her die, she can only think of herself at that time, there is only one word - escape! She desperately tried to escape, she couldn't manage anything, she couldn't think of anything, she just wanted to escape!
She can't care about other people, she can only think of herself, but when she dreams back at midnight, how can she not think about those miserable, desperate faces in that hell?
She can't save others, she can only desperately try to save herself.
Leng Lan thought that after knowing the news that Fang Ruohua called the police and saved those people, she might be grateful to Fang Ruohua, it was she who made this nightmare end completely.
But standing on the training ground of the National Association today, seeing that Fang Ruohua who was smiling, youthful, so energetic, and so talented, she finally knew that she couldn't raise her feelings of gratitude at all, although she didn't have any hatred, her heart was empty and uncomfortable.
Ah, what I thought was the perpetrator has become a hero.
But is that the end of it?
Fang Ruohua's grandmother, her relatives, and those who shed the same blood as her, her hometown, brought so much pain to herself, just because she repented, called the police, and saved everyone, can all these pains be erased? Can you make the poor women who have already suffered forget everything?
How can it be?
Leng Lan practiced the basic skills silently, and did not go to Fang Ruohua to talk, she was already mentally prepared to go to see Fang Ruohua and say thank you, thank her for saving those people, at least she saved everyone, but at the end of the day, she found out that she couldn't do it.
As long as he sees Fang Ruohua, there will be fear in his heart, his body will stiffen, his mind will be turbulent, and the thoughts in his head will become uncontrollable...... It took a lot of effort for her to overcome all of this, so that she could be indifferent, but it was impossible for her to take the initiative to thank her.
Leng Lan's mind can't affect others, although there are many newcomers, Fang Ruohua's life hasn't changed much, and he still trains and trains every day.
Her "Painting Fairy" is not the same as she imagined it to dance now, although it does have a little more childlike fun, but for some reason, there is a cold taste, and adults will be touched when they see it.
Huang Lao didn't know if this change was good or bad, but his goal was halfway there, since he started dancing this new dance song, Fang Ruohua let go a lot, his movements became more casual and flexible, the expression on his face was better, and he also eliminated that trace of stiffness.
Ruohua is a little girl, it should be the most open time on the stage, just dance happily, there is no need for every dance step to be decent.
On this day, the stricter coaches are in a meeting, only the assistant coach is staring at the training ground, and the singers are lazy one by one, wandering around the training ground slowly, and they dare not delay the basic training, but some additional training or something, if you can not do it, you will not do it, they are all young people, who will not take advantage of the coach's absence to be lazy?
Even the expressions on the faces of several old men were much more relaxed.
Fang Ruohua occupied a small star platform by herself, pondering how to perform better with the few small actions that Huang Lao added to her.
Huang Lao often sighed: "When the star singer has been in for a long time to understand, the star god will not accept the deception, when you dance the star dance, have you put in it, have you not had the heart, have you done your best to show your beauty, the star god knows, and then according to your performance to lower the star, now many ordinary people tend to this statement is not clear, I hope to find out the exact law through scientific research, can use mechanical methods to get the star, reduce the artificial effect." ”
Saying that, Huang Lao laughed: "Anyway, I have studied for hundreds of years, and now there is no progress, I can only say, okay, let the scientists work hard to study, but before the machine makes us lose our sons, we still have to listen to the words of our ancestors who have summarized thousands of years, behave well, release their enthusiasm on the star platform, please our star gods, and get the stars." ”
Please the star god, please the star god.
This one is a bit difficult.
Compared with the natives of this world, it is difficult for Fang Ruohua to serve the star god wholeheartedly, fortunately, the Chinese have always paid attention to all-encompassing belief in faith, and the basic respect for the gods is still there, and the star god here does not seem to have much requirement for whether she is wholehearted, anyway, she danced the star dance well, and it is not unacceptable.
"What does Master mean that I want to be more dedicated?"
Well, she feels that she is already very engaged, because every practice is enjoyed by the body and mind, how can she not be devoted?
"Sister, if you don't use the star station, can you not occupy resources."
Fang Ruohua was thinking nonsense, while looking at the list of sailors in the live broadcast room to evaluate which time period of each star map was the most efficient, and got the most stars, a particularly delicate voice suddenly came out of the audience, she hadn't come back to her senses, and everyone in the live broadcast room was immediately in good spirits.
"What do you mean, haha, third sister, someone has come to scold you?"