Chapter 319: His Patience and Worry
Yun Qing knew what he wanted to say: "After the college entrance examination, I will leave the Lin family." ”
Afraid that he didn't understand what he meant, Yun Qing paused and continued: "There's no need, I shouldn't come back." ”
Zhuang Yue was afraid that she would feel uncomfortable, so he pressed her face on his chest: "Don't be sad, you still have me." ”
"I'm not sad." Yun Qing pushed him away and rolled his eyes: "Really." ”
In her previous life, she may have been sad, but in this life, she will not shed a tear for someone who is not worthy.
Zhuang Yue was noncommittal, and patted her shoulder like a hair: "Okay, you're not sad." ”
"By the way, how are you feeling right now? Does it hurt in your body? Did you rub the medicine? ”
Yun Qing knew that he was asking about the day's training, and shook his head slightly: "It's okay, I've already rubbed the medicine." ”
"I'm ...... you today" is a bit harsh on you.
Zhuang Yue felt for the first time that he didn't know how to say it.
He took a secret breath before continuing: "The reason why I am strict with you is because I don't want to see you hurt in the future, if you ......"
Looking at the red scratches on her forearm, Zhuang Yue endured and endured, and still couldn't help but want to say: "If you think it's too hard, you don't have to practice, I'll protect you." ’
Yun Qing understood what he wanted to say, and shook his head firmly with his eyes: "No, I can hold on." ”
What is this hard work, and what is this little pain.
As long as she can keep her family safe and not hurt, as long as she can not drag him down, she can be worthy of him, no matter how hard and tired she is, she can persevere.
"You don't have to explain, I understand, you're all for my good."
Although Yun Qing didn't know his dream, he understood his thoughts very well.
"Also, the training is something I want to do, not because of your persecution."
She didn't want him to have any psychological burden, and becoming strong was like going to college, something she desperately wanted to do, and she had to thank him.
Zhuang Yue breathed a sigh of relief.
She didn't blame herself for this, but faced it so clearly and strongly, which made Zhuang Yue feel distressed and relieved.
"It's good that I don't have a job that allows me to be by your side all the time, I'm just afraid that you'll be hurt where I can't see."
That dream, like a sword hanging over his head, was always a reminder to him that she was in danger.
That's why he had to step up his training for her, he had to endure the distress, and he was so strict with her.
Looking at Zhuang Yue, who was hesitant and entangled in contradictions, Yun Qing couldn't help but fall into the memories.
In his previous life, Zhuang Yue shouldn't have had such worries, right?
Otherwise, he wouldn't have thrown himself away from the dealer's house, and went to his own business.
Sure enough, this life is completely different, Zhuang Yue was worried about his safety at the beginning.
Yun Qing couldn't help but feel a little bitter in his heart.
For the self of the previous life.
But she also knows that there is no way around it.
After all, the cowardly and timid person in his previous life, who was hurt, not only did he not dare to fight back, but he would only vigorously review what he did wrong, where he was not good enough, how could he be put in his heart by a person like Zhuang Yue?
In fact, Yun Qing's idea was wrong, although Zhuang Yue in the previous life, although he didn't love her much, it was precisely because he was worried about her safety that he would take her home directly.
I am afraid that she will not eat well and dress well, and I will send her a regular sum of money every month that is enough for her to spend, and there is still the remaining money, and I will send her a letter whenever I have the opportunity.
It's just that her own character of turning big things into small things, turning small things into small things, swallowing her anger and having low self-esteem, didn't tell her actual situation and all kinds of troubles.