After getting into the car, Qiu Feng was just about to light the fire and set off, when the mobile phone rang.

He answered, "Mortal." ”

Hearing these two words, my heart tightened on one side, and I guessed that Yi Fanmo didn't regret it?

The car was so quiet that I could clearly hear Yi Fan being silent on the phone, except for a slight choked voice.

Qiu Feng held his mobile phone, seemed surprised, and dropped the window to look at the balcony on the second floor of the villa......

I saw Yi Fan standing there with a phone in his hand, looking very helpless, looking at us downstairs sadly.

"Fan Shao, what else is there to do?" After a moment, Qiu Feng broke the silence and asked into his phone.

Yi Fan shook his head, his red eyes were hidden by the night, and there was only a choked voice on his mobile phone:

"Help me...... Take good care of her and don't let ...... Don't let Pei Kai ...... Hurt her! ”

My heart sank, and the undeserved emotion tugged at my nerves. He turned his head, not daring or wanting to look back at the balcony, and gasped to calm himself down.

Silently said to himself: Let's go, don't look back if you decide! How could his atrocities tonight be offset by a seemingly heart-wrenching entrustment? Yi Fan, please don't pretend!

But Qiu Feng was still looking at the man from a distance, mixed feelings in silence, and a certain tacit understanding was transmitted in his eyes and phone connection.

After a moment, he nodded: "I will, don't worry!" ”

……

Maybe it was Yi Fan's final confession that aroused Qiu Feng's worries and me.

On the way down the mountain, there was silence in the car for a while. I don't know what Qiu Feng is thinking, but my thoughts are haunted by those two questions: Is it love or lust for Pei Kai? What about him?

But the more I reasoned, the more chaotic it became, and for a while I was a little bored, so I turned on the car radio to dispel the solemn air.

Seeing this, Qiu Feng found a topic to break the silence......

"Luoluo, do you know how the name Kaye Mountain came from?"

"Kasya, could it be related to Buddhism?"

In fact, I was curious before, and the word "Ka Ye" easily reminds people of "Mo Ke Ka Ye", one of the ten disciples of the Buddha, but there is no temple on this low mountain, which seems to have little to do with Buddhism.

"That's right, the legend of Mount Kaha does come from Mokojaya." Qiu Feng said as he drove, "Have you heard the story of Mokogyalha and his wife Miao Xian? ”

I was confused, "Wife? Mokoga leaf is not...... Isn't it a monk? How can there still be a wife? ”

Qiu Feng smiled, thundered by my mentally retarded question, "It's not a monk, it's Venerable!" ”

While explaining the difference between a monk and a Venerable One, he told me the story of Mokogyal......

Mokogaye was born as a "great man born under the tree", and he was born into a wealthy family. From an early age, unlike any other child, he hated the joys of the world, despised lust, hated impurity, and often wished to live alone. Even his parents, he won't miss them when he's gone.

His wife, Miao Xian, is a famous beauty, and on the night of the cave room, the newlyweds did not smile at all, no one looked at anyone, and each of them frowned, with a heart, just sat silently. Later, when Mokogya asked, it turned out that Myoxian and he were fellow believers, and they were also disgusted with the five desires and wanted to practice pure Brahmanism, believing that marriage would affect their practice and would ruin their wishes.

Later, they agreed to lay two beds in the room, nominally husband and wife, but never sleep in separate beds, so that after 12 years, even if the middle parents forcibly dismantled one of the beds, it did not affect their spiritual practice. After the death of his parents, the couple left home to cultivate the Tao, and after that, Myoxian was often verbally and framed in his practice because of his beautiful appearance, and Mokogya has been secretly helping his beloved wife, and finally the two have made great achievements in their practice.

"Oh, it turned out to be a pure-hearted couple." I said casually, not the slightest interest in these legends, and I heard them in a fog.

He talked about it for a long time, but he still didn't seem to explain what Mokogaya had to do with this mountain.

"But I think that's true love, soulmate!" Qiu Feng sighed, "Lust is instinct, and no one can guarantee that they will only have it for one person in their life." But love is different, it means that I only have you in my eyes, and no one can stimulate my lust except you. So, true love comes from the soul, not the body, right? ”

I couldn't answer, and he was dumbfounded and froze in place.

Wonder if he's implying that I'm not in love with two men?

If someone says that, I'll definitely reply coldly: What the hell do you want to say?

But I can't say anything to Qiu Feng. Don't ask me why, I don't know why.

Perhaps sensing that I was biased, Qiu Feng smiled and added:

"Don't be nervous, I don't mean anything else, I just want to say ...... You and Xiao Kai are just getting started, maybe you should leave more time to get to know each other, so that your soul depends on each other at the same time...... Also fleshly combined. ”

He was warning me not to develop too fast with Pei Kai, the lust burned too violently, and if there was no accelerant, it would be extinguished quickly.

But I'm stupid, how can I have his full of wisdom?

I can only think one-sidedly that he is ironic that I am not in love with two men! Insinuating that the old lady is a sensual "pervert"?

I want to explain, I want to prove that the old lady is not a "perverted girl", but I can't find the right words for a while. Old Master Qiu always speaks so horizontally and philosophically, how can I, a "rough perverted girl", have such a literary and ink?

Until a familiar song came from the radio station in the car, from Xu Wei's "Walk". I listened to the lyrics and suddenly my mind opened......

"Qiu Feng, I have the answer to your question just now!" I was startled and excited.

Qiu Feng was stunned, "Which question?" ”

"Didn't you ask before, is it love or lust between me and Xiaokai?" I looked at him with a smile and said, "I won't answer in philosophical terms, but I want to...... This song "Walking" is the answer! ”

"How?" Qiu Feng frowned slightly and began to listen carefully to the lyrics.

I also let go of my voice and sang with Xu Wei on the radio:

"There is no time to think about many things, so it happens naturally, and on the colorful road, it is destined to experience wind and rain. Let it come naturally, let it go quietly, just smile at yourself like this, and walk in this life. When the past quietly goes away, leaving only a clear heart, let us warm each other and walk in this life......"

That's right, this lyric is the answer!

"Qiu Feng, in fact, love and desire have always been with each other. If there is no love, what is desire? Xiao Kai and I may be like Xu Wei sings, before we have time to think, everything happens naturally. Since the first meeting at the age of twelve, love has grown unconsciously, but Xiao Kai noticed the love between the two earlier than me. ”

I said with a deep sigh, looked at the night scene outside the window, and said sadly, "But I took a detour and was confused by Yi Fan, but fortunately, I got out of the emotional misunderstanding in time......"

"Xia Luo is a simple person, he doesn't want to live so complicated, which and Yi Fan will never be able to run together. On the contrary, Xiao Kai is much purer than him, whether it is the scenery in the past or the current downfall, in my eyes, Pei Kai is always the warm boy at the beginning. Even if we experience ups and downs and setbacks, we are not willing to give up that simplicity, and we all want to take the road of the future with a pure heart, whether life or death, poverty or flashiness. I guess that's how each other's souls are branding each other! ”

A large part of the sprinkled is speaking from the heart. Emotional people may not be able to express their thoughts in concise language, but they can use music.

I think Xu Wei's "Walking" sings about the love between Xia Luo and Pei Kai......

Qiu Feng didn't say anything after listening, nodded and smiled at me: "Okay, I understand." ”

……

In the second half of the way, we didn't continue this topic, and Qiu Feng briefly told me what happened in Ni Zihao's apartment tonight. But the plot of Liu Ye helping Pei Kai block the stick was omitted, and it was only said that Ni Zihao accidentally injured Liu Ye by mistake.

I didn't question it, it's not the first time that Ni Zihao's "pig teammates" missed, that time he wanted to smash me with a tissue box, didn't he smash it on Yi Fan's head?

It has been more than two hours since the separation, and Pei Kai has not called, Qiu Feng can't help but be a little worried, so he calls him from time to time, but he has not been able to connect.

I became even more anxious and clamored to go to "Home Like a Hotel" to have a look.

Qiu Feng couldn't help it, so he had to turn the car around and advise: "Luoluo, don't confess to Xiao Kai in advance tonight, can you remember?" ”

"For Mao?" I wondered.

Not to wonder about his decision, but about the attitude. Thinking of his advice at the beginning of school, it seems to imply that I should want Pei Kai to confess the past as soon as possible, why did my attitude change tonight?