Chapter 83
Bai Zhi only spent one night in the county seat, and today is already the day to go back to work. All that remained in the house was the scent of heather, and little by little, all kinds of memories of the past slowly emerged.
After taking a deep breath, Bai Zhi still reluctantly went out.
On the way to the station, she saw passers-by, either smiling, or sad about something, or just cold.
At this time, she can be regarded as able to understand what people often say: "After parting, I found that there is no place in the corners and alleys that is not you." Such a sentence seemed to Bai Zhi at that time to be simply naΓ―ve.
But when she was faced with such a situation, she really found that she was not immune from falling into clichΓ©s, and even stronger than that clichΓ©.
Fang Yuan and Mai Dong happened to be chatting aimlessly at home, and there was thunder outside the window, and it looked like it was going to rain.
Mai Dong had already been disappointed with the changeable weather in the town, almost desperate, and originally thought that he could delay some time to collect the sheets hanging on the roof of the building, but who knew that the rain outside was like beans, and it was coming.
Fang Yuan laughed at her procrastination and laziness on the side, but looked at the sudden rain outside the window and fell into deep thought.
And this contemplation did not last long, and the sigh at the door had already pulled her back to reality, and as soon as she turned around, she saw a drenched head
Bai Zhi stood at the door with her luggage, panting heavily.
Fang Yuan took a dry towel hanging by the window and walked over: "I said that you went to the county seat, how did you come back like begging, are the big leaders so economical now?" β
Bai Zhi took the towel she handed over and wiped her rain-soaked hair: "The big leader is on a mission, it should take a long time." β
Mai Dong ran all the way to hold the cover that had been rescued urgently, and rushed into his room as if no one was around, and then he heard a wail.
Bai Zhi looked at Mai Dong's door in confusion, then looked at Fang Yuan, only to hear her say, "You don't know her yet, you always start preparing when it's time to come." Oh, I dried the quilt today, didn't it suddenly thunder just now, let her not believe it, and only collected it when the rain started. β
"Mai Dong is still the same as before." Bai Zhi couldn't help but sigh at the old days of reading.
At that time, there were seven people living in a dormitory, although the relationship between the roommates was very harmonious, but only Mai Dong, Fang Yuan and Bai Zhi were three, like wearing crotch pants, and they were inseparable wherever they went, which once made the classmates mistakenly think that it was a love triangle.
With graduation approaching soon, the three finally faced the sad situation of parting ways, but fortunately, after graduation, the three of them were still together by chance.
Fang Yuan looked at Bai Zhi who was staring at the door of the room in a daze, and stretched out his hand to shake her eyes: "I said you're okay, right?" Xiaobai, you have never been so distracted, do you really fall in love with the big leader? β
"Hmm." Bai Zhi came back to her senses and nodded.
If it is said that in the past, Bai Zhi must have been ashamed to express it, she has always been indifferent to the matter of feelings, there is nothing to pass, and there is a family crowned, but when she really understands the meaning of feelings, she seems to understand the meaning of domineering.
Mai Dong walked out of the room, looked at the two people looking at each other in front of him, and asked in surprise, "Why do you two pull?" Playing a game of dry staring? β
Fang Yuan collected his eyes that were about to fall in surprise: "Dongdong, do you know what Xiaobai said just now?" β
Mai Dong thought for a moment, shook his head, and waited expectantly for the next answer.
Fang Yuan: "I asked her if she was in love with the big leader, and she said yes." β
Now Mai Dong was surprised: "Oh my God, is the sun coming out of the west?" Xiaobai, haven't you always looked down on emotional things? It used to take a long time to get you to admit that you like that person. β
Bai Zhi carefully sorted out the surprise and puzzlement they showed when they heard such a short word, and then recalled the impression she had left in their hearts in the past, and then felt that time is really a good medicine, while healing you, it also carries a change in you.
In the past, Bai Zhi has always been decisive in the face of emotional matters, and she has always been able to distinguish between reason and emotion, neither letting herself be overly indulged in it, nor making herself seem too lonely.
Even when facing Guangbaichuan, he retained 7 points of reason to deal with it. She knows how to stop her energy and emotions in time, and never wastes an extra point.
If her feelings for Guang Baichuan are based on a yearning and expectation for her secret love when she was young, and she can finally see through the reality gap between the two, it is better to say that now she is more able to face her true feelings because of heather.
Heather accepted everything from her, including her coldness and alienation and distrust of her feelings, even almost cold, he still accepted them all, and even when she avoided this relationship again and again, he still stood firmly by her side.
She has always stubbornly believed that affection is the root of all dangers, and once she falls into it, the initial pleasure and joy will gradually lose interest as time passes, and finally reach the point of seeing each other and parting ways.
Therefore, she has always tried to escape the feelings that may arise in her heart, keeping a considerable distance from the people and things around her, and always abiding by the inner connection with the people around her, neither too intimate nor too cold.
Even in the face of Guang Baichuan, she has always maintained a certain distance, just because she doesn't want to be embarrassed after such an emotion is punctured.
But an unintentional encounter made Heather gently break into her already few and ordinary lives, and brought her warmth, protection, firmness, and careful care again and again.
At the beginning, Bai Zhi still adhered to her own principles, and kept her distance from the big leaders, and later when she was more intimate, she never deliberately set aside a place in her heart to store it.
But it was such a "boiled frog" environment that made her fall into it little by little, and it was only now that she fully understood and woke up.
really responded to that sentence: "If you are not afraid of hooligans being educated, you are afraid that hooligans are patient." Although Heather is indeed not as vulgar and obscene as described in the words, and even has a good appearance and temperament, it is really rare for him to maintain such patience with her.
Finally coming back to her senses amid Fang Yuan and Mai Dong's startled mutual speculation, Bai Zhi said, "I think I love heather." β
Hearing this, Fang Yuan and Mai Dong turned their heads and stared at her up and down, and after pondering for a long time, Fang Yuan whispered with some tentative meaning: "Xiaobai, are you sure that you are in love with the big leader, not dependence, or habit or something?" β
"No, I'm pretty sure I'm supposed to be in love with him." Bai Zhi said.
Mai Dong seemed to have gotten some explosive news, almost about to completely overturn some conclusion: "I'll go, even your thousand-year-old stone has been enlightened, it seems that spring is really coming!" β
"What thousand-year-old stone?" Bai Zhi had never heard such a title, so she blurted out a question, and then felt that she shouldn't ask.
Fang Yuan was calm and relaxed on the side, and said slowly and interestingly: "Don't you know, when I was in college, there was always a senior brother in the club who liked you, trying his best to wander around you, wanting to get your attention. β
Bai Zhi nodded thoughtfully: "It seems that there is such a thing." But I thought he was warm and helpful, so I didn't pay much attention to him. β
Fang Yuan almost had an urge to kill her: "Maybe it's because you don't care like this, which makes Senior Brother feel that you are always cold, with a cold look that rejects people thousands of miles away, after a year, Senior Brother feels that there will really be no progress, so he is with a senior sister who has been chasing him." β
"That's a pity." Bai Zhi said regretfully, and then asked, "What does it have to do with the thousand-year-old stone?" β
Mai Dong couldn't stand it anymore, so he took a step ahead of Fang Yuan and interjected: "Later, Senior Brother's buddies used this incident to mock him, and his roommate gave you the nickname 'Thousand Year Stone', which is stubborn and unknown. It can be seen how cold your personality was at that time. β
"Am I that bad?" Bai Zhi looked at Mai Dong in disbelief, seriously doubting how much truth she had in what she said.
Mai Dong shrugged: "Anyway, I don't know how to be so close to you." β
Bai Zhi said: "Well, maybe I was attracted by my personality. β
The corners of Mai Dong's mouth twitched, resisting the urge to vomit blood at the narcissistic person in front of him: "You may let yourself put gold on your face, and you can paste it so much real money." β
"Isn't it?" Bai Zhi tilted her head and asked with a smile.
Fang Yuan reached over and poked Bai Zhi's head: "Enough, you, don't you want to be so narcissistic, why didn't you find out that you were so naughty before, could it be that the big leader brought you badly?" β
After finishing it, he looked up and down again and said, "Xiaobai, you, you are no longer the simple Xiaobai we know." β
Mai Dong glanced at Fang Yuan, and very cooperatively took Bai Zhi's hand and wailed: "You little villain, quickly return our pure and flawless Xiaobai to us, otherwise we will destroy you on behalf of the moon." β
As soon as Mai Dong's words fell, Fang Yuan next to him actually compared with her very tacitly with the action of pointing at Bai Zhi with his index finger, and his eyes also cooperated with the ruthlessness of the disposal.
Bai Zhi was almost amused by these two living treasures, standing aside, she couldn't answer for a while, she just stood aside and laughed stupidly.
In a trance, there was a sudden return to the college days, the scene of three people playing and laughing, time will take away some people and things, but in the end it is not thin on her, in such a materialistic real society, she has this precious friendship.
There are friends like this, there are lovers like this, what else is there to ask for?
Fang Yuan and Mai Dong were playing crazy one after another, and they were a little too happy to forget time, and when Bai Zhi watched from the sidelines, he didn't know when, and two lines of tears flowed down his cheeks unconsciously.