[Will you always be with me?] 】

[Will you marry me and form a family with me?] 】

[Are you afraid to have two of our children? 】

……

That day by the pool, Cheng Enyou asked a lot of inexplicable words.

Marriage, family, children, these Xia Xiangxi never thought about it at all.

[Do you want to follow me to the end?] 】

Cheng Enyou used the words "I don't want to, not whether I can". Xia Xiangxi thought back to this sentence, and for a while he felt a little uneasy about that person.

"Hey, hey, what are you thinking?" Xiao Nuo, who specially asked this person to come out to accompany him shopping, was dissatisfied: "An hour has passed, I asked you everything, you are uh-huh, do you want to come out with me?" ”

"Oh, what was I thinking."

"What do you think? Cheng Enyou? ”

"Well, sort of."

"What do you mean, you look like this, I don't need to ask to know it's because of him, what's wrong? You're arguing again? ”

"Nope."

"There was no quarrel, so what did Cheng Enyou say to you? How did you get back from the pool? He told you he was getting married? ”

"No, of course not!" Xia Xiangxi suddenly asked again: "Yinuo, do you really like Zeyu?" ”

"That's for sure, you think I'm joking?"

"Then you, have you thought about the future?"

"Later? You say going to college? Xiao Nuo smiled and said: "I'm not comparable to his scholar, if you want to go to a university, it's impossible at all, unless he condescends to a noble place, but this is too unrealistic and I don't think it's necessary." ”

"I'm not just talking about college, I'm going beyond."

"Huh? What's further? ”

"You, have you ever thought about being with Zeyu all the time?"

Xiao Nuo shook his head as soon as he heard it, "Always together?" What do you mean, do you mean to get married and have children? ”

"Well, that's pretty much it."

"I don't," Xiao Nuo said without hesitation, which made Xia Xiangxi a little surprised, "It's still a long time later, and I still have to study and work and learn to get in touch with this society, when the time comes, it will be completely different from the school, who knows what I will become, who knows what Meng Zeyu will become?" Although the love bar I talked about when I was a student was the most simple and beautiful, it was at this time that the relationship was the most difficult to get to the end. Even if there is, I don't believe it will happen to me, I am not a peaceful person, and Meng Zeyu is not a person who can be trapped, I estimate his future steps, I can't catch up. ”

"Don't you ever have any expectations?"

"There is anticipation, I am looking forward to this time, looking forward to this moment," Xiao Nuo looked at the afternoon sun at this time, and the whole person looked very scorching, "I just need to know how I feel now, I like him now, and he has me in his heart now, as long as this is good, what I want to do is to enjoy the moment, no matter how much you think about it in the future, what should change will still change, in this case, why do you still find these troubles for yourself?" ”

Xiao Nuo has always been very aggressive, and she is very open-minded, although Xia Xiangxi is envious of her such a free and easy nature, she will never be able to do it.

Xiao Nuo was curious: "Why are you asking this?" Do you really want to get married and have a child with Cheng Enyou? ”

"Isn't that possible?"

"I don't mean anything else, I just don't think your parents will agree."

"Then wait until we go to college and when we both work, I don't think my parents will object to it at that time."

This person is too naïve, Xiao Nuo poured cold water when he opened his mouth, "What I want to say is not early love, Cheng Enyou's character, and his family, this is not suitable for you, and your parents will definitely not agree." ”

"Can't we be together if it doesn't look like it's appropriate?"

"It's not that we can't, but it's going to be harder if we're together," Xiao Nuo pondered, trying not to lead out the character Jingchen, "It's like me and Zeyu, although we quarrel every day, but we are a radish and a pit, and we can find out each other's temperament, but Cheng Enyou, I can't tell me, he seeped panic when he got cold, and he just made me panic when he got better, I just can't understand what he's thinking, I just feel like I can't see it at a glance, can you understand?" ”

"I know, I think so too, it's always hard for me to guess what Eun Yoo is thinking." Xia Xiangxi nodded.

"But I can't say anything about these things, maybe you can really make it to the end? Maybe Meng Zeyu and I will forget about each other in the rivers and lakes, and we will have to lick our faces to be the best man and bridesmaid for you. ”

Groomsmen, bridesmaids? Xia Xiangxi couldn't help but think of wedding dresses, flowers and promises, but those were all pictures from the TV series, and she never thought that she would have that day.

"Actually, Enyou, he longs for a family, more than you, and more than me, but he is like this, he never dares to say what he longs for. So I want to give him such a family, and then the family will be happy even if they live in a small house. ”

When this man spoke, his face was full of longing and happiness. Xiao Nuo looked at her selfless expression, and felt a little jealous for a while. No one between her and Meng Zeyu has such thoughts, and now they are still high school students, and it is really a fool's dream to get married and have children. And for love, that kind of thing will only be a drag, Xiao Nuo thought silently.

It's already two o'clock in the morning, and not long ago, Lu Youheng received a transfer, which was called by Jinghuan. Speaking of which, Jinghuan is not only his friend with Ning Haokun, but also their boss, Ming Jin is not only the name of a club, but also the name of Jinghuan's studio. When they were in the UK before, they did it with Jing Huan, animation modeling and scene design, this is his and Ning Haokun's profession, in addition to dance, it can also be regarded as his second dream, if there is no Jing Huan, he doesn't even have the opportunity to dream.

Lu Youheng's mobile phone has been pinched by him all the time, Jing Huan called this time with a large five-figure penny, he said that it was because the game was officially sold, and there was a good price, except for Ren Guangcan's least part, the rest of the money was divided equally among the three of them.

They have also made some small games together before, but the prices sold are very low, and most of them are not cared for at all, although this mobile game has cost them half a year's energy, but now the success makes Lu Youheng feel shocked, and even more uneasy. When he called Jinghuan just now, the man only said that he was rushing to catch an order, and he hung up Lu Youheng in less than a few words. Is this the reward for the sale of the game, or the price that Jinghuan secretly gave? Dr. Chua had said that he could not work now, and that the timing of the money was so good......

Lu Youheng sighed, he didn't like this feeling, he was being treated special by the people around him, and even Jinghuan had become like this. Even he felt that he could no longer have the ability to live independently, that he could no longer work, but just wait for help. Lu Youheng looked at his legs together, and his knees were still aching, and at this time, he felt a long-lost frustration.

He suddenly realized that he was the one who dragged everyone down.

[I see the light is on in your room, why don't you sleep?] It was a message from Ning Haokun.

Lu Youheng hesitated for a while, but still replied: "It's nothing, I can't sleep a little?" ”

"What's wrong? Leg discomfort? ”

"It's not."

"Do you want me to come over then?"

"No need, Zeyu is still at home, you look at him, I'll sleep later."

The man didn't reply to the message, Lu Youheng breathed a sigh of relief, and when he looked at his legs again, he couldn't help but lift his pants. Near the knee were two long wounds with stitch marks from surgery five years ago. Lu Youheng stretched out his hand, and he slowly stroked the scar. He had forgotten the pain at that time, but he still remembered the faces of Ning Haokun and Zhao Yanyan at that time, as well as the blood stains on the ice. Maybe it was also because of guilt, he happened to hit Zhao Yanyan's skate, after the operation was complete, Zhao Yanyan also gave up the opportunity to go abroad, he went to a good dance school, and then became an ordinary dance teacher.

"It's a pity," Lu Youheng murmured softly: "You don't have to blame yourself, in fact, you were just affected by me." ”

Yes, that day, he just hit Zhao Yanyan's ice blade, even if there was no him, there would be others, maybe Zeyu, maybe Haokun. And because of this, the man gave up what he had been insisting on. Perhaps, he feels that he is giving up with him, and only in this way will the guilt in Zhao Yanyan's heart be a little less.

Lu Youheng rubbed the ligament, and his knee was fine, but he still didn't feel anything here. Itchy or painful, cold or hot, more than a month has passed, and there is still nothing here. And if it weren't for Ning Haokun these days, he wouldn't even be able to do those simple rehabilitation actions.

When will this be over? Do you want to do this in your life? Could it be that Haokun can still accompany him for the rest of his life? He glanced at the screen of the mobile phone that had been darkened, no matter how he said that person had a future, he would have his own family, he would have his own children, and at that time, where would he be placed? At the end of the day, he's just a friend. Ning Haokun has to leave all the days, he is like this, Zhao Yanyan is like this, and Cheng Enyou is like this...... He will be like this, even if he has done all his best for that person, but he and Cheng Enyou are still two strangers who are not related by blood. Lu Youheng silently put down his hand, he felt a little lonely for a while, this loneliness was like a germ, which hit his whole body in an instant, pressing him out of breath.

Yes, where is his future?