"I heard from the security guard that there is an apartment opposite, with an astronomical telescope hidden by curtains, and I look this way every day. That person can't be you, right? "I took a sip of red wine.

"Yes, that's me."

"It's good that I'm back, otherwise the security guard would definitely come over to talk to you about common sense." I touched my nose: "It's been a bit rough lately. ”

My life has indeed been a little rough lately, and the people around me are like frightened birds, eager to torture everyone who looks suspicious.

"I'm so sorry." Su Qing's face did have an apologetic emotional color, but she was obviously absent-minded and didn't know what she was thinking.

"Tell me, what are you looking for me?" I shook the dark red liquid in the goblet: "Your psychology tutor, who is also my elder, mentioned you some time ago, your story is very interesting. ”

"You already know?" She looked up suddenly.

"Yes, I know a little bit about the situation." I said lightly: "It is said that you have dreamed of a man since you were a child, and you can't see the appearance clearly, but you clearly know that you will marry him." Although I don't know why, your dream has been so serious that it has affected your view of marriage and life. ”

Su Qing nodded and said distressedly, "The situation has become more serious recently. ”

I blinked, intrigued: "How serious is it?" ”

"I had hallucinations, very real hallucinations." Su Qing raised his head and looked at the ceiling: "The man in the dream seems to be about to go to the real world." He's about to pick me up! ”

"Pick you up?" The word 'pick-up' is used very interestingly. It means that someone is going to take Su Qing away, but where are you going to take her? Dreams are nothing more than a means for humans to relieve stress and release their brains. It stands to reason that it is not possible to represent some kind of real meaning. But Su Qing's dream is a little special. I tapped my hand lightly on the tabletop, thought for a moment, and asked, "Tell me about you from beginning to end, maybe, just maybe, I can help you." ”

Su Qing sighed, she didn't know who else could help her. After a short memory, he said: "The first time I dreamed of that man was when I was 6 months old. ”

"Wait, you're only six months old, that is, in infancy, and you remember your dreams?" My face was a little unsightly, even weird: "You know, although it is true that dreams occur in infancy, 99% of people can't remember their dreams. It is not until early childhood that dreams occasionally stay in the cerebral cortex for memory cells to remember. Baby dreams, many times, are human memory errors. ”

"But I remember it very clearly, very clearly, that dream was as clear as if it had been done yesterday. I must have started dreaming about that man when I was only six months old. Moreover, at that time, I did not have any concept, only that when I grew up, I would marry him. Su Qing also seemed to feel that his story was a little unbelievable, so he tried his best to defend it.

"Well, just remember your dream when you were six months old, after all, some things are really hard to explain." I pulled out my tablet, opened my notepad, and recorded her dreams like a psychologist.

"I remember that it was the first time I dreamed, and I didn't have any common sense, and I still clearly feel that I see the world around me so gloomy and depressing. I also think it's incredible, I can still remember such a small thing, that dream may be very scary, so I can still remember it clearly. I would sleep in a crib, a wooden crib surrounded by a fragrant, floral scent. ”

"I often analyze the situation of the dream afterwards, but it's not complicated. My house used to be a courtyard yard, and there was a big vegetable market at the door. Basically, every night my dreams start from a top-down perspective. Descending from the top of a smoky cloudy mountain, as if GPS location, it keeps descending. Until I entered the gate of the courtyard and came to my crib. Su Qing said.

I interrupted her again: "You mean, you see the world through that man's eyes. Or do you see yourself in an out-of-body form? ”

"I guess it's the former, I don't have much memory at the time, but I can clearly know that the man with that sight was always by my side. He sat on the edge of the crib and looked at me. Keep looking at me. Sometimes they take me out for a walk occasionally. Su Qing recalled.

"He's taking you out?" I asked.

"Well, take me out in a dream. My memory tells myself that of course I'm dreaming, too. But the dream was very real, and every time he took me out, it was night, in the dead of night. He took my little hand and walked to the vegetable market near my home, and then kept circulating. There was no one around, and for some reason, something terrible suddenly came out of nowhere and kept chasing me, and he stood beside me and told me to run first. ”

"I wanted to open my eyes but I couldn't, and that's what made me feel horrible. I wanted to wake up but couldn't. Obviously, the consciousness that I wanted to open my eyes was there, but I felt like I was drowning and couldn't extricate myself. I will only wake up a little when the dawn comes, when the sun shines on my face. ”

I rubbed my temples: "It's not like a dream that's supposed to be a six-month-old baby." ”

"But I do remember it, it existed in my memory before I can remember. It grew up with me, and every night as soon as I went to bed, the man would be by my bedside and grow up with me. Su Qing continued to smile bitterly.

"So, in your first dream, did you know what you were like?" I asked.

"I don't even know what I was walking on, after all, a six-month-old baby can't walk on his feet. The man didn't hold me either. But I don't think when I go out with him, I definitely don't look like a baby. Maybe it didn't look like it was in the first place, but I just knew I was walking, and when I thought about it, I was confused, it was too mysterious! Su Qing was a little depressed.

"It's normal." I nodded: "The psychoanalytic school believes that the effects of early childhood experiences on the individual are deep and long-term, so you can still remember it now. The scene in your dream is very similar to that of a toddler, and the people chasing you behind may be your parents or other loved ones. When you first learn to be a toddler, fear is definitely there. And for babies, there are a lot of new things every day. Even adults, some people are scared because of the unfamiliarity.

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