"Youheng," Ning Haokun said and covered the back of the man's hand, because of the two days of infusion, Lu Youheng's hand was swollen a lot, and it felt cold to the touch, as if there was ice in the blood, Ning Haokun hesitated a little, and said: "You calm down first, anyway, I can't tell you the specifics, or let Director Cai come over." ”

"I need surgery."

Since graduating, the condition of his leg has become worse and worse, because of frequent recurrences, Lu Youheng has stayed at home for half a year, except for classes, sketches and helping Jinghuan do some small projects.

"I know that now is a critical moment for Jinghuan, but for you, I am just a drag now."

"Who said that? Compared to Boss Jing's unserious appearance, Youheng is much more serious. ”

"That's because I have to be serious, and what you can do in one day, I need two, three, or even longer."

Hearing this, Ning Haokun also sighed.

"The mobile game hasn't been tested yet, so it's all my fault, it's me who slowed down everyone's progress."

"No, as long as the final integration and debugging is completed, Jing Lao will deal with it, what does it have to do with you after the time pressure of the internal test? Hengheng, don't think cranky, okay? ”

"But Haokun, it can't go on like this, I need to work normally."

"You...... What does it matter if you don't work now? Your mother and Youheng's father's two insurance payments and inheritance ......" was only halfway through, Ning Haokun knew that he had said the wrong thing, he laughed dryly, and said: "That, I mean to say, Hengheng, you don't have to work so hard at all, and you are working with us now, we have a lot of workload, compared to those who work from 9 to 5." And we are friends, since we are friends, we must help each other, if you can't do it, just let me and Boss Jing do it, what are you polite to us? ”

"But I can't just do it for the rest of my life."

"Of course you can," Ning Haokun patted his chest and agreed: "I swore in front of the spirits of my aunt and uncle back then, and from now on you will be my own brother, and as long as I live for a day, I will definitely take care of you for a day." ”

"But I don't want to be a waste person for the rest of my life."

Wreck?! Listening to Lu Youheng's low shout, Ning Haokun's heart also fell.

"Haokun, don't you understand? I need to live like a normal person. ”

He almost forgot that the Lu Youheng he knew was so strong and proud since he was a child.

"Also, what I need more is the ability to take care of Xiao En by myself."

"Yo Heng ......"

"Now that it's like this, I can't do it, nothing." Lu Youheng's tone was light, and his eyes were like the sea on a moonlit night, "Now it seems that it is impossible to live an ordinary life, but I can't lose the ability to take care of Enyou, I can't live without Enyou, no...... No, it can't be. ”

"I know, I know, I know your concerns."

Since five years ago, only Cheng Enyou has been left in Lu Youheng's world. has no relatives, no dance, no dreams and no self, apart from Cheng Enyou, what is left of this person?

"Hengheng, listen to me, the operation is not once and for all, Director Cai said, your knee has undergone a major operation, if you do it again, it may lead to some problems."

"It's okay, I'll do it."

"Yo Heng ......"

"Tomorrow, I will go to see Director Cai and arrange the operation with him."

Well, it seems that Lu Youheng has made up his mind, and it is useless to say anything by himself.

"Youheng, there are some words that I have been holding in my heart, I ...... I've been holding it back for five years. ”

Lu Youheng shifted his gaze and was motioning for the man to continue.

"Even if you don't have loved ones, even if you can't dance anymore, even if you feel like everything is disrupted, but ...... But you can't give up on yourself! Youyou, I know it's very hard for you to take care of Enyou alone, I know that you've put all your thoughts on Enyou in the past few years, but you can't turn yourself into an accessory of Enyou," Ning Haokun clenched the man's five fingers, and now he could feel the tremors between Lu Youxing's fingers, "Youheng, in the same way, Enyou, he is not your accessory, he is not, and it can't be." Now that kid is almost 17, and he will have to go to college in a short time, and he will have his own trajectory in life. Have you ever wondered what you will do when that time comes? ”

Until then? The person on the bed was obviously stunned for a moment, and by that time......

"Youheng, the lives of you and Enyou were not tied together, they weren't before, and they won't be in the future."

"No," Lu Youheng, who had been silent for a long time, finally responded, he turned his head and looked out the window, "We are connected, and we have always been, my life...... How could he be separated from Xiao En? If we are separated, then what is the point of my life? ”

"No, of course there is, you are you, why do you have to be tied to someone else?"

"Alright, don't say any more."

"But Youheng ......"

"Say no more!" The man snapped and closed his eyes.

Ning Haokun didn't force it anymore, and after being stuffy in the ward for a while, he went to the small garden and smoked a cigarette.

He hadn't smoked in a long time, but he couldn't hold back today. Five years have passed, five years have passed, and he still hasn't pulled the man back a bit.

"Even Eunyou didn't give up, so why did you give up, why on earth is this?"

There happened to be a patient passing by in front of him, Ning Haokun couldn't help but think of the appearance of the man in a wheelchair, and his two fingers that were originally holding a cigarette began to tremble.

"No, it can't be." He said it sentence by sentence.

Lu Youheng, Lu Youheng...... He obviously has such a good talent for dancing! Even a person as arrogant as Zhao Yanyan admitted that Youheng, he should be the brightest star in the sky, and now ...... But now?! Ruined, everything ruined. Ning Haokun dropped his cigarette butt and squatted on the side of the bench by himself.

Even he can't accept this kind of thing, let alone Lu Youheng, who regards dance as everything?

"Enyou, I've tried, but I'm really ...... I really can't forgive you, no matter what, I can't forget that day, I can't forget it. ”

After holding it for so long, he finally faced this idea, he endured it for five years, and pretended to be five years, he thought that he could do well, he thought that he could be the same as before. But Ning Haokun didn't expect that his hatred for Enyou would become deeper and deeper.

"I still have to pretend, I have to pretend!"

He closed his eyes, and his face was as resolute as it had been five years ago.

Xia Xiangxi hadn't been to the studio for a while, and the last session today was a practical class, so she decided to go to the studio to tidy up.

There are not many club activities these days, and even if there is, she is helping Jinghuan to be a graphic model, after opening the door, Xia Xiangxi really saw a mess inside, clothes and all kinds of accessories were thrown everywhere, she only cleaned up for a while and found Gu Lin's missing keychain and Ren Guangcan's previous earphone box, these two daredevils are really a couple.

Although the space of this place is not large, it is still divided into two areas, which is the place where Jinghuan catches clothes, and generally does not let people in. So Xia Xiangxi was only cleaning outside.

Suddenly, the curtain beside her shook.

Xia Xiangxi's whole body trembled, and the broom in his hand also fell to the ground.

She exclaimed in shock: "Jingchen? ”

The man behind the curtain blinked, apparently still looking like he hadn't woken up.

"I'm sorry I bothered you, I didn't know you were there."

"No, no," Jingchen jumped out from behind the curtain and said, "Really, you're not bothering, in fact...... I want to find you too, but ...... I just don't dare, I'm afraid, make it the same as last time. ”

Xia Xiangxi glanced at him, this person was wearing an extraordinarily wide T-shirt, a pair of coarse cloth shorts that reached the knees, and the flip-flops with two rabbit ears on the feet of the person were blimbling, which was the same as Jingchen's usual style.

"Oh," after noticing Xia Xiangxi's gaze, Jingchen hurriedly explained: "This is what my brother asked me to try on, he has been working on pajamas recently, and this is what he is going to take pictures later." ”

"Senior Jing, is he coming?"

"Well, he's gone with the fabric, and he'll be there in a while."

Xia Xiangxi let out an 'oh', and after noticing the embarrassment in her expression, Jingchen said again: "You go first, it's okay, I'll sort these out." ”

"No, no, I can."

Jingchen didn't respond, but he had already bent over and quietly took everything in Xia Xiangxi's hand.

"I'll do this, it's already this time, thank him...... I'm still waiting for you. ”

"No, he and Zeyu are on the move."

"Oh."

"Actually, Jingchen," Xia Xiangxi whispered, "Thank you." ”

Thank you?

"I know you've taken good care of me all the time, and I'm so grateful to you."

Is this going to issue a good person card?

Jingchen responded: "Take care of and respect, this is inherently mutual, and you are a girl, take care of you, I should do it." ”

"But I am to you, and you are to me...... Maybe it's different. ”

The movement of Jingchen's hand stopped, he raised his head, and when he was about to squeeze out a smile, he heard Xia Xiangxi say again: "Jingchen, I think you are a very important friend, and I am really happy to chat with you." ”

"Hmm."

"That's why ...... So I will unconsciously have some dependence on you, and sometimes, perhaps, there will be some misunderstandings. ”

Misunderstand? Jingchen understood, it turned out that those were all misunderstandings.

"Jingchen, I don't want to drag you down."

"Dragging? What are you talking about? ”

"I've heard that you were supposed to go to university abroad."

How did this man know?