On the afternoon of November 10th, I was wandering down the street bored, accompanied by two people. No matter how stiff I am with Yi Fan, tomorrow is his birthday, and I still have to give a gift.

Suddenly attracted by the two couple scarves on the shop window......

One is pink and purple, which reminds me of Pei Kai: pink is suitable for his sunny and handsome, and purple confirms his thin and dark heart;

The other is mustard yellow, which is also one of the most popular colors this year, which reminds me of Yi Fan: cold and fiery, just like mustard yellow! And this color is very provocative, and if it is not well matched, it will be ugly. But Yi Fan is fine, his temperament can hold all alternative styles and colors.

Looking at these two couple scarves, a total of four, I think of Bae Yongjun in the old Korean drama "Winter Love Song". So I bought it stupidly, and I didn't know if I wanted to give it to them.

The most important thing is that each other lady's, who should wear it?

Pink purple to willow leaves? Wasabi yellow for Amy?

Just as I was thinking about it, Lu Han called and asked me to go to the Hilton Hotel where he was staying, saying that he would invite me to dinner.

How can he please? I'm also the host!

"No problem, I'll be right over!"

After gladly agreeing, I asked for leave from the two gods of the big and small D, and I didn't say that I was going to meet Lu Han, but I just casually pulled a friend from other places. Big D called Yi Fan for instructions, and let me go after getting permission.

At this time, I didn't suspect it, guessing that after the quarrel broke that night, Yi Fan might not be too lazy to care about me.

Who knows, he immediately guessed that it was Lu Han who asked me out, and even guessed that I would talk to Lu Han to understand Lu Sheng. Therefore, Yi Fan wouldn't let the two of us meet, so he played some tricks......

So, will God let him succeed?

It's time to meet, and you can't stop it.

No matter how good you are at controlling the overall situation, even if he figured out the thinking of the second goods: Lu Han not only made an appointment with me, but also made an appointment with another person.

It can't stop fate.

……

Throwing off the size D, I drove the Wrangler that Yi Fan bought alone, and the co-pilot put two handbags on it, containing the two sets of couple scarves I had just bought, and came to the Hilton with great interest.

As soon as I entered the restaurant, I was stunned, I didn't see Lu Han, and he was actually sitting in the reserved seat...... Pei Kai?

What are you doing? Damn second thing!

Do you want to walk over there? I didn't seem to have time to hesitate, because Pei Kai happened to turn his head and see me.

He walked over, passed me by, and whispered:

"I'm sorry, I didn't know Lu Han also made an appointment with you!"

After speaking, he had to withdraw, because he had promised me that there would be no Pei Kai wherever Xia Luo went.

"Wait!"

I subconsciously stopped him and remembered a sentence: The best way to let go is to face it! Then he turned and smiled at him:

"It's okay, since Lu Han has made an appointment, let's go together!"

Pei Kai hesitated for a while, but finally didn't refuse, and came to the seat booked by Lu Han with me and sat opposite each other.

No one spoke for a while, and he always avoided his gaze. The dead end did not come for half a day, which made the atmosphere a little awkward for the two of us.

"Inside...... How are you recovering? "Finally, I opened my mouth to find a topic.

He was indifferent: "It's good." What about you? ”

"I'm fine, too."

"......" he said no more, lit a cigarette, and looked out the window in contemplation.

I held the glass and pretended to drink, sneaking a sneak peek at him.

Nima, the atmosphere is awkward again?

I can't imagine that there is such an embarrassing moment between me and Pei Kai?

I wanted to ask him about Liu Ye, but I didn't know how to open my mouth for a while. Suddenly remembering the scarf in the car downstairs, my eyes rolled and I thought about it.

"Inside, I'll go downstairs and get something in the car."

After dropping this sentence, I hurriedly left the restaurant.

Quickly took the pink and purple couple's scarf handbag, returned to my seat, handed him the gift, pretended not to know, and said:

"I heard that you and Liu Ye are going to the UK, and I don't have anything to send. The English winter is colder than the city of Ann, and these two scarves are for you. ”

Pei Kai took it, didn't open it to take a look, and replied expressionlessly:

"Okay, I'll take it! But I won't say thank you! ”

"I didn't let you say thank you...... I was a little embarrassed, lowered my eyes and sighed, "Actually, you two made it like this, and I also have a certain responsibility, so I should say and apologize!" ”

"What do you mean...... You saved me, risked your life to give me a blood transfusion, and you feel sorry? Do you want to say sorry to me? Pei Kai held a cigarette, squinted his eyes and stared at me sarcastically, and said sarcastically, "Xia Luo, do you owe me so much?" ”

It made me even more nervous, "I, I'm not, that's not what I mean!" ”

I really didn't expect that as soon as Liu Ye's topic was opened, he would be sprayed like this?

"What do you mean?!" Pei Kai frowned, and his tone was a little inexplicably impatient.

I'm confused, I really don't understand his way of thinking!

felt that he had been led astray, so he immediately returned to the topic and said cautiously:

"Pei Kai, I just want to say...... Liu Ye is sincere to you, she ......"

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Pei Kai.

"There are more women who are true to me! Am I going to marry every single one? He was still staring at me mockingly, sarcastic step by step.

"......" squirted me perfectly.

Nima, always can't talk about him?

In front of him, I am destined to always dig a hole for myself?

Draft uncle!

Maybe it was because he sensed that I was a little angry, Pei Kai softened his tone, and suddenly asked helplessly:

"Xia Luo, do you know what Qiu Feng said to me that night in Phoenix?"

I came back to my senses, my eyes wide and confused, "What? ”

I thought, why did it get to Qiu Feng again? He's got a jump!

Alas, I don't know if it's the sequelae of the car accident......

Pei Kai didn't seem to have any sequelae, he still had a clear mind, his body slowly moved back and leaned back on the back of the chair, looked at me sadly, and said:

"Qiu Feng said, you can not love him, you can have no feelings for him, but please don't push him to Tang Keren again!"

"......" I frowned, speechless.

Guess, could it be that Qiu Feng likes the old lady? Pei Kai now wants to take the opportunity to match me and Qiu Feng?

I obviously guessed Pei Kai's mind wrong......

"At that time, I didn't understand, I thought that Qiu Feng was thinking too much, and you wanted to match him with Keren for his good. But now, I can finally understand how he feels. ”

Pei Kai held a cigarette and stared at me with extreme sadness, his tone was very helpless.

"......" I was still speechless, and slowly guessed what he wanted to say.

"Xia Luo, you can break up with me, you can choose to stop loving me, or even ...... You can ask me, there is no Pei Kai wherever Xia Luo goes......"

Pei Kai choked up as he spoke, his eyes were cut and his tears were dotted, "But please don't...... Don't arrange my future, don't push me to someone I don't love, okay? ”

After all, these words are still these words, and I want to swallow the persuasion of "matching him and Liu Ye" back into my stomach.

Heh, what else can I do?

I had to sigh heavily, "Okay, I'm thinking too much, sorry!" ”

With that, I got up and prepared to leave.

When he passed by his seat, he grabbed his wrist, he didn't look at me, and suddenly asked:

"Why save me?"

"......" I was speechless, unprepared, this question is really difficult to answer.

Pei Kai's mind turned quickly, and he pressed step by step: "Don't say that you owe me, in love, no one owes anyone!" ”

I was a little panicked, and I just wanted to say, "Can I see death?", but before I could open my mouth, he blocked me back......

"Don't say anything that you can't see death and don't save it, you're not a doctor, it's not your job to save lives and help the wounded."

As he spoke, he got up and stood in front of me, and gazed at me affectionately again, never taking his eyes off me.

I only feel flustered, facing a man with sharp thinking and eloquence, the old lady is not an opponent at all!

How to answer?

It seems that this is the only way to go......

"Okay, you are Xia Wenlin's son, I should save you!"

I lifted my eyes, trying to make myself look at him calmly. I don't know if it's panic or the deer bumping brought by the heartbeat.

Pei Kai always has affectionate eyes, and his eyes are cut:

"Is it worth losing your life?"

"......" I was sprayed perfectly again, and I lowered my eyes weakly again.

"Moreover, is it really related to Xia Wenlin? If my mother was Jiang Aiping, wouldn't you give me a blood transfusion? Pei Kai's tone was gentle, and he debunked it little by little.

"I ......"

I really can't bear it, and on the psychological battlefield, I will never be his opponent.

So with a deep sigh again, I sat back in my seat, so that I could not be so nervous and heavy, and I lit a cigarette and confessed:

"Well, I admit that it has nothing to do with Xia Wenlin. No matter who your own mother is, I should save you, after all, we have known each other. ”

"There is no should or should be in love, only willingness!"

Pei Kai also sat down, gave me a blank look, and continued to debunk.

It's going to make me hairy!

"You?!" I snuffed out the cigarette I had just lit and muttered, "I won't tell you, I can't tell you anyway!" ”

Get up again and prepare to leave.

Stopped by him again?

I saw Pei Kai stand up and block me suddenly, and asked helplessly and affectionately:

"Is it so hard to admit that you still love me?"

"......" The old lady was sprayed again!

Yes, does the old lady still love him? I don't know.

Even if you still love it, can you admit it? No, I can't!

"Xia Luo, I just need your words, save me because of love! Because of the love from the heart, the love that can't be parted. Although I have accepted ......" Pei Kai said, tears welling up in his eyes, and he choked up, "The wood is already in the boat, and I can't go back with you." No matter how much I pretend to have amnesia, I want to go back to the original Pei Kai and start over with you, ...... I can't go back! ”

Before I knew it, I was also infected, and holding back the tears rolling in my eyes, I sighed and said:

"Actually, you don't have to pretend to have amnesia, isn't it better to face it calmly?"

"Faced? Hehehe...... How do you make me deal with it? ”

Pei Kai smiled bitterly with tears, and sat on the chair as he spoke, holding his head with both hands, propping his elbows on the explanation, bowing his head and shedding tears and said sadly,

"A love that can't be returned, a pestering lover, and a sinister rival...... The most important thing, the family affection that collapsed overnight!! How do I deal with it? ”

All of a sudden, it made me feel distressed, "Xiao Kai......"

Pei Kai's painful outpouring continued: "If I don't pretend to have amnesia, can I pick up my lost mother Jiang Aiping again?" Without pretending to have amnesia, can I call my dad again to Pei Songpu? Don't pretend to have amnesia, how can you tell Yi Fan what I want me to do...... Say stop fighting, I'm tired, I surrender ......"

Instantly made me cry, and this is how I truly understand his pain.

It turned out that his suicide and his pretended amnesia were all because of the unbearable weight of life!

Perhaps, pretending to have an eraser to erase all the bad ones, he can easily face Jiang Aiping and the adoptive mother who once said "let Pei Songpu take Xia Wenlin's son out";

He was able to call Pei Songpu "Dad" as easily as in the past, although he knew very well in his heart that his son was nothing to his father, just a tool;

Only by pretending to have amnesia can he "raise the white flag" to his opponent Yi Fan......

Pei Kai raised his head as he spoke, looked at me with tears on his face, and sobbed:

"The most critical ...... Don't pretend to have amnesia, how can you make me face you who resolutely gambled your life to save me after being deeply hurt by me? ”

I couldn't bear it anymore, so I hugged my head and cried: "Don't say it, don't say it!" Xiao Kai, it's me who is wrong, I ......"

I was sobbing so hard for a while that I couldn't go on.

Pei Kai quickly eased his emotions, lit a cigarette and took a deep breath, leaned back in the chair and looked at me blankly, and said bitterly:

"You're not right? What's wrong with you? You say you're too selfish, why shouldn't I? ”

I raised my head suddenly, and a hint of surprise flashed in my pupils: "Xiao Kai, you finally understood?" ”

"You mentioned 'Soldier Assault' the other day, and I've been watching it over and over again in the past few days. That's right, I got it! Saying that, he looked out the window and said thoughtfully, "We are all talents, you, me, Yi Fan, Liu Ye, and even Ni Zihao and Tang Keren, each of us is a talent." And Xu Sanduo does not exist at all. ”

Is this also called enlightenment?

No, no, I have to correct it!