Chapter 68: Memories of Serious Injuries
Heather's original intimate red envelope has become Bai Zhi's self-righteous superiority, and she naturally will not accept such a red envelope. Later, I packed my belongings and packed up the house before taking the bus back to school.
The sun slowly went down, leaving a trace of afterglow on the horizon to form a haze, reflecting the extremely red face of Angelica Angelica by the car window.
When his thoughts were flying, the car suddenly braked suddenly, and the people in the car were directly and instantaneously leaned forward by the inertia brought by the violent braking, and even more because they didn't hold the handrails and were thrown out directly.
Because it was the peak period of the weekend return trip, Bai Zhi chose the middle position of the last row, who knew that this sudden braking almost made her fall directly in the car.
What is not dangerous is that she was just thrown by inertia and hit the seat next to the front row, Rao is filled with sponge, but she was still hit and hurt.
In the dozens of seconds when her head was dizzy, Bai Zhi sounded in a trance those pictures of her part-time job during the two months of summer vacation, and when she slowly recalled it, her head hurt more and more.
It seems to be a timeless past, just like this, the scenes keep flashing back and forth in front of your eyes, and it feels like watching a timely movie in the cinema, and every frame and scene is extremely clear.
Bai Zhi didn't know how to clean up her mood and returned to her residence, and the moment she got off the bus, her heart twitched and hurt.
When Mai Dong opened the door, he saw Bai Zhi's eyes were dilated, and the whole person was completely energyless, and he was very worried: "Xiaobai, what's wrong with you?" ”
Bai Zhi raised her eyes and looked at the person in front of her, like a stranger, her brain was short-circuited for a long time and she didn't recognize it, she just nodded blankly, and then went into the house.
Later, Fang Yuan came back from outside and brought back a box of snacks, Mai Dong looked very strange and asked, "I said Fang Fang, when did you become so generous?" What a box of snacks. Or did you buy it from Jingmo? ”
Fang Yuan put down the shoulder bag on his shoulder, sat on the edge of the table and took a sip of the water cup, finally relieved himself, raised his chin towards Bai Zhi's room, and said, "That big leader bought it." Xiaobai is back, right? ”
Mai Dong nodded, but he couldn't believe his ears because the snacks were bought by the big leader, and confirmed again: "You're not mistaken, right?" How could a big leader be so upright? ”
Fang Yuan was a little hurt by Mai Dong's questioning face: "Isn't our friendship for so many years still worthy of your trust?" As he spoke, he pulled Mai Dong and pointed to the express order on the cardboard box.
"Really." Mai Dong took a closer look at the name of the single, but he didn't expect it to be true, and it was actually written in the remarks that it was an urgent express.
Fang Yuan walked to Bai Zhi's door, knocked on the door, and said loudly, "Xiaobai, your big leader bought you snacks." I just took the courier to help sign for the receipt and got it back. ”
If such a good thing had been put on hold at any time before, Bai Zhi would probably be moved to tears for half of the Pacific Ocean, but right now, the plot shuttling in her mind stinged her scene after scene, and when she heard something about him, her heart couldn't stop throbbing.
Fang Yuan knocked on the door again, seeing that there was still no movement inside, he wanted to knock again, but was stopped by Mai Dong, Mai Dong shook his head, pulled her aside, and whispered, "Don't knock." I guess Xiaobai is in a bad mood. When he came back just now, his face was pale and bloodless. When I asked, she didn't say. ”
Fang Yuan: "Could it be that the two of them quarreled?" ”
Mai Dong sneered and said with disdain: "Do you think our Xiaobai has the courage to quarrel with the big leader?" You see how cowardly she usually looks, she is eaten to death. ”
Fang Yuan thought about it and nodded approvingly: "Yes." Then let her stay by herself for a while, maybe it will be better after a while. ”
Bai Zhishi in the room carefully sorted out the scenes that appeared in her mind, only to find that she had been living with a lost memory so inexplicably for so long.
After thinking about it, when she was working part-time in the summer vacation, she went to the hospital once, Bai Zhi picked up the phone in her hand and dialed Lecturer Zhang's phone.
The phone rang a few times before it was picked up, and Lecturer Zhang on the other end of the phone looked at the caller ID and said very suspiciously: "Bai Zhi, have you finished watching the data video?" ”
Bai Zhi: "Lecturer Zhang, what happened when I went to the hospital?" ”
When Lecturer Zhang on the other end of the phone heard this, he was silent for a long time, and then slowly said, "Do you remember?" ”
In that moment, Bai Zhi's heart was slammed, and she suddenly began to regret that she shouldn't have called to ask about the details that happened during the summer vacation, but the doubts in her heart took over one by one: "Can you tell me in detail about the events of that day?" ”
Lecturer Zhang said: "When you walked to the door of the training class that day, you suddenly fainted and hit your head on the ground. Later you were taken to the hospital for a check-up, and the doctor said that it was a concussion, which may affect some of your memory. ”
Lecturer Zhang flattened and straightforwardly stated an objective statement without embellishment, and Bai Zhi suddenly couldn't find any reason to be sad in such a statement, and finally relaxed a little.
Lecturer Zhang asked rhetorically, "Why did you remember to ask about this?" ”
"Why didn't I know before?" Bai Zhi didn't know anything about her own medical records. From this point of view, it should be that he has forgotten the past things with the heather, so he will have something to do with the heather again.
It's a shame to have something to do with it.
Lecturer Zhang on the other end of the phone became a little noisy, thinking that it was time for class to end. He raised his voice a little and said, "I don't think it's necessary for you to know that this will increase your psychological burden, not to mention that you are wholeheartedly preparing for the graduate school entrance examination." ”
After a while, Lecturer Zhang felt that Bai Zhi on the other end of the phone was a little silent, so he comforted him: "Actually, sometimes it's good to lose some unimportant things. That's how you can put in something new. By the way, I'm going to be busy here, so let's get in touch again. ”
"Okay." Bai Zhi could only hang up the phone, and the only strength left in her body was completely exhausted.
Unable to support it anymore, a paralyzed, Bai Zhi fell heavily on the chuang behind him, the snow in front of him was white, and the muddy sounds in his head came faintly, shaking his brain and ears.
Bai Zhi thought of countless reasons not to care about those unreasoned memories, the past has passed, not to mention that Heather Ye had already explained the engagement, but the inferiority complex that surged in her heart was repeatedly recalled in Su Mulan's words.
"Look at you like this, are you worthy of heather?"
In the chaos, Bai Zhi remembered her original intention of being motivated to take the postgraduate entrance examination before the summer vacation, wasn't it just to allow herself to have more opportunities and choose the possibility of what she wanted.
Fang Yuan finished dinner and came out of the kitchen with dishes and chopsticks, but he still saw that Bai Zhi's room was locked and the door was locked, he was a little worried, and exchanged glances with Mai Dong who was sitting next to the table, but decided to knock on the door again.
But before her hand touched the door, Bai Zhi opened the door from the inside, and her eyes were swollen like panda eyes. The whole listlessness is like an eggplant that has been beaten by frost.
Fang Yuan reached out and touched her head, and asked in a panic, "Xiaobai, are you okay?" What's wrong with you? ”
Bai Zhi glanced at Fang Yuan, staggered past her, and walked to the table, like an unconscious puppet doll, pulling the rice in the bowl one bite at a time, until the rice was stuffed in her mouth, and her cheeks bulged into a very round piece, and she chewed and swallowed it with difficulty.
Swallowing and swallowing, Bai Zhi felt that the dry throat stuck the rice in one place, and she couldn't swallow it anymore, and the memories of those serious injuries came one after another, and finally she could only tremble and sob.
Mai Dong, who was calmly eating on the side, was startled by Bai Zhi, who suppressed the sobbing violently, and had never encountered such a sad and irrepressible moment in so many years of getting along, so he immediately put down the bowl and patted her back.
Fang Yuan comforted him on the side and said, "Xiaobai, if there is anything, don't hold it in your heart, it's better to say it." In fact, many things, now you feel sad and difficult to suppress, feel that you will not be able to get over this hurdle, and after a while, you will find that life is so short, happiness has not been well enjoyed, how can there be so much time to be sentimental. ”
Mai Dong also comforted him and said, "That's right." Tell me about you, wasn't it good some time ago, and your personality is a lot more cheerful. Why did you go to the county seat and go back alive? ”
Bai Zhi raised her head from her arms buried in the void, the tears in her eyes were still soaked in the red and swollen circles, Fang Yuan pulled the tissue on the table and gently wiped her: "You, such a big person, crying so much pear blossoms and rain, there is no man in the house, who do you want to provoke?" ”
Fang Yuan said this coldly with a serious expression, but it made Bai Zhi laugh, and he took the tissue from Fang Yuan's hand, wiped his tears, and said with a wry smile: "Fang Fang, you are simply speechless. Jingmo is with you, and life has added a lot of fun. ”
"Fang Fang won't be like this in front of Jingmo, people want to be ladies." Mai Dong said as he continued to learn from Fang Yuan's usual appearance, cocking his orchid fingers with his fingers, pretending to be shy.
Fang Yuan was so embarrassed that he reached out to hit it, but Mai Dong flashed flexibly and hid behind Bai Zhi.
Bai Zhi's heavy mood slowly faded away in the atmosphere of Fang Yuan and Mai Dong, one fighting and the other dodging.
The sky outside the window was a little dark, and it was getting dark.
Bai Zhi looked at the bright moon rising outside the window, her heart calmed down, and she secretly thought to herself about what Fang Yuan said, thinking, "For heather, I may not like it so simple for a long time. Life is short in a moment, and how much fate you have to lose in order to meet your beloved in this life. Since he chose me, why should he let go for the sake of the dignity of inferiority in his heart? ”
Fang Yuan looked at Bai Zhi looking out the window in a daze, raised his hand and shook it in front of her, and said loudly, "Xiaobai, don't be in a daze." There are some things that don't have to be thought about anymore. Think about how happy things are. ”
Mai Dong stopped fighting with Fang Yuan, and also echoed and said, "That's it, Xiaobai, the important thing now is to fill your stomach." Time will tell you about the rest. ”
"Thank you!" Bai Zhi reluctantly pulled out a smile and looked at the two friends in front of her. I really said such a polite sentence.
"Between friends, don't be so polite." Fang Yuan patted her on the back, and he was generous, making people almost have the illusion of being in the rivers and lakes.
Although there was really no need to be too polite between friends, Fang Yuan and Mai Dong punished Bai Zhi for washing the dishes after dinner in view of Bai Zhi's poor performance at dinner.