The rainy weather and the first heavy rainstorm in the anxious summer ushered in the sky, and the sky was still so gloomy.

Bai Zhi has nothing to do, taking advantage of the small gap on the weekend to clean up the mess in this house, she likes to be orderly but naturally casual, the rules are only three seconds, and everything is still like the dog-planing demon - make a mess!

After a desperate inner game, I finally picked up some old waste and was ready to throw it away, a notebook full of dust was unintentionally dropped, picked it up and looked at it, and my thoughts drifted to a long, long time ago......

The harsh senior year of high school finally passed in the hustle and bustle and restlessness of the day and night.

The college entrance examination gives every student a chance to prove themselves, although it cannot be compared with those soldiers who died on the battlefield for the glory of the country, but the heavy sense of ritual also tells every student who has studied hard for 12 years that this battlefield without gunpowder brings either glory to the ancestors, or fame for a family and a surname.

The rest or once the success of the bones withered, was angrily scolded by relatives and friends, and since then they have been charged with showmanship. At that time, it was popular to call this a trip to the "crematorium".

Although Bai Zhi is one of them, she has always been so distressed that she has to pay the price for the decision she made.

In fact, when Bai Zhi was in middle school, her academic performance was excellent, and she became a member of Zhende High School with a score of 100 points that exceeded the admission score line of the town high school in the high school entrance examination, and entered the eugenic class, as one of the three best high schools in Yancheng County, and one of the eugenic classes, what an honor it is.

The whole family was proud of her, and the moment she got the admission letter, Daddy Baizhu couldn't wait to inform the entire Baijia Village, but the fact was that he did the same.

However, the life of the top students did not continue in high school, perhaps because they had long been accustomed to the free-range learning style from the middle school in the township, and the pressure was undoubtedly when they entered such a serious learning environment.

Bai Zhi also asked for a change of class during the period, but was persuaded by the head teacher to quit on the grounds that "the students I took have never confessed".

Every time Bai Zhi heard this, she didn't get angry, she thought: She's not a coward, she's just not used to it, she doesn't like it, isn't she allowed to choose the way that suits her?

When the years passed, after experiencing many trivial things in life and the erosion of the years, she realized that the choices in the adult world are never so arbitrary, and only children will cry and say that they want to choose freely.

But where did Angelica know that at that time?

In order to transfer to an ordinary class, I thought about all kinds of tricks all day long, because I thought about a lot of tricks, and my grades deteriorated.

Because of the cost of their daughter's high school studies, the Baizhu couple worked harder and harder, and when they went home, they talked to Bai Zhi less and less, and they always felt alienated when they went home every month.

The Baizhu couple also only thought that it was because of the heavy pressure of schoolwork, so they didn't ask anything more, just thinking that she would adapt to high school life.

The days passed so plainly, day by day, Bai Zhi was not as attentive in class as before, always thinking about some messy things, sometimes her thoughts seemed to deviate from another world, but no one woke her up.

She didn't have a friend to talk to. When she was in middle school, her best friend entered the county high school with better grades, but they were far away and had less and less contact with each other.

When I first entered high school, I still exchanged letters, telling each other about the troubles of study and life, but after a long time, the topic became more and more boring, and the content of the letter became more and more simple, and finally it was not resolved.

These learning troubles were piled up in my heart, and I was so sad that I finally couldn't help it and exploded. Finally, a wisdom tooth that broke out in Angelica's mouth was large enough to penetrate the bridge of the nose. This wisdom tooth came suddenly, but it left tragically.

That day, Bai Zhi ran to the cafeteria at the speed of a snail as usual, and when she ate the first bite of food, her tongue accidentally licked the roof of her mouth, and she felt something, thinking it was peppercorns, so she didn't pay much attention to it, and took back the story of the struggle with this peppercorns and told them to her parents.

Daddy Baizhu has been running around for many years and has seen a lot of things, and when he looked closely, he found that Bai Zhi had a small tooth in the roof of his mouth.

made a decision immediately and sent her to the dental clinic, regretting along the way that Bai Zhi didn't keep up with nutrition when she was a child, didn't take the time to take care of her daughter, didn't care about her daughter's life, and so on.

Dr. Wu of the dental clinic is the most famous dentist in the town and has a lot of experience, but when he looked at Angelica Angelica's wisdom teeth, he sighed with emotion, and when this tooth grows, I am afraid that this tooth will penetrate the bridge of the nose, but fortunately, it can be extracted in time.

Bai Zhi has been afraid of pain since she was a child, and when she heard that she was going to extract her teeth, her heart and liver trembled, and she held back her tears. As soon as she heard this, Bai Zhi's trembling heart and liver finally calmed down.

The process of tooth extraction is very difficult, after the anesthetic is good, the tooth is torn off with forceps, so that the tooth is extracted.

However, Dr. Wu has never seen such a stubborn wisdom tooth in his many years of experience, and the root of the tooth has grown so deeply, after repeated observations, he gave up the plan of extracting the tooth with forceps! Because the tooth on the surface is removed, the root of the tooth will continue to grow, so in order to prevent future problems, the only way to knock it out is to use a hammer and a small iron nail.

The concussions caused by hitting the mouth again and again made my head dizzy, and I felt that the book memories in my head were all out of order, but I couldn't make a sound, as if something was stuck in my throat and controlled my nerves.

The father of Baizhu watched this thrilling picture the whole time, Rao is more knowledgeable again, and the three-foot man was also terrified, secretly wiping his tears in the corner, and watching his child suffer such an encounter with heartache.

Dr. Wu's face was sweating, and he didn't dare to relax a little, the medicinal properties of the anesthetic were about to pass, once he couldn't knock out the root of this wisdom tooth, and didn't take measures to stop the bleeding, he was afraid that the girl in front of him would be in pain...... I didn't dare to think about the rest of the matter, thinking about it too late and that time was fast, Dr. Wu quickly made the final blow, and the root of the tooth finally peeled off, nearly two centimeters long.

After a quick stop to stop the bleeding, some anti-inflammatory drugs were prescribed, and some dietary taboos were instructed, and the wisdom tooth turmoil finally passed. Probably because of the psychological shadow left by the wisdom tooth extraction turmoil, Angelica Angelica has not been very energetic in class since the tooth extraction, and her memory is not as good as before.

Bai Zhi told herself more than once that her parents worked so hard so that she could go to school, and among the children of the same age in the same village, how lucky she should be to have the privilege of studying until now, but the study is still so out of control, the head teacher talked to Bai Zhi a few times, and in the end she may feel that the mud can't support the wall, and finally let it go.

The life of the third year of high school is quietly coming in full swing. One day in the evening of English self-study, the English teacher talked to Bai Zhi for the first time, and Bai Zhi went to the stage with apprehension.

The English teacher said while correcting the composition: "Bai Zhi, your English is actually quite good, there is still a month in the last month of the third year of high school, if you work hard, you will definitely be able to go to an undergraduate." Bai Zhi was stunned and said, "Really? "yes, you don't believe in yourself? Try to work hard and everything will be fine. ”

...... That night, Bai Zhi's mind was full of words of encouragement from the English teacher, which came so suddenly, a person who couldn't get into the top 100 in several exams, a person who once thought that her brain was broken, there were still people who believed her, she thought, maybe try to work harder, it is really okay.

"Please stop the vehicle in the road ahead, and the candidate's vehicle will ...... first" This sacred and exciting sentence was constantly broadcast from the loudspeaker. Bai Zhi ushered in the college entrance examination and was nervously sitting on the direct bus for candidates at the moment.

The sacredness of the college entrance examination and the power of knowledge will be presented one by one on this battlefield without gunpowder, and every student has gritted his teeth to survive the most difficult moment for this day, and now is the time to reap his own results.

At 0:00 on June 22, the exciting moment was coming, Bai Zhi held the mobile phone in her hand and did not dare to dial the phone to check the score.

After some ideological struggle, I mustered up the courage to dial the phone, my fingers trembled and pressed the voice prompt, carefully entering the relevant information, and after a busy sound, ding...... The sound of text messages.

Close your eyes and gently click on: Bai Zhi, female, candidate number 51***************, ID number 51**************** total score 449....... I often breathe a sigh of relief, it's okay, it's okay, I play better than usual, and then wait for the score line.

Bite...... Bai Zhi woke up from her dream and opened the text message to see: The provincial control line of Province C is 443, how are you? Bai Zhi was shocked, how could he suddenly ...... didn't think much about it, and quickly replied: 449, there is no drama in the undergraduate.

After Bai Zhi turned her phone to silent, she continued, dreaming, in her dream, she seemed to have gone to a lot of places, and she had a blurred face, she always liked to come close to him, and kept muttering a sentence in her mouth: You are here, I am waiting for you.

It was already night when she woke up again, and Bai Zhi had to sigh that this summer vacation could be described as "drunk and dreaming of death", so free that it was not like words. Because the Baizhu couple has not yet taken a break from their busy work, their daughter's grades are only asked, and they are back to work.

Bai Zhi did not feel lonely for this rare holiday, but felt that it was a gift from God.