A famous person once said that people who are rich and persistent in their hearts are easy to be lonely, people who are emotionally deprived always say that they are lonely, and people who are emotionally and materially deprived will be bored.

Chang Shenghua feels that people like Ning Shaoming will definitely not lack material, and this kind of character who can be indomitable no matter what happens, like a little lion, even if he tears and bites, is actually difficult to be emotionally indifferent.

Not only that, but he is also sensitive and emotional, and he doesn't seem to be good at dealing with people, but he sees the essence of things very clearly, but he just doesn't have the ability to deal with it.

He is probably the kind of person that people often say, the more sober he is, the more lonely he is, so Ning Shaoming would rather live a confused life, even if the word "escape" is not so good, but from a psychological point of view, this is a very normal psychological defense mechanism.

Everyone will behave similarly, and sometimes in psychotherapy, therapists will even encourage some patients to adopt such defense mechanisms to reduce psychological stress in order to achieve the effect of psychological rehabilitation.

I have to say that in the face of the tragedy of his childhood and the psychological trauma of the failure of the last mission of Dragon Destroyer, this instinct that Ning Shaoming developed saved his precarious psychological defense line, did not let him collapse, and really became a patient with anti/social personality disorder.

However, it is not a way to go on like this for a long time, if you escape too much, you will become more and more helpless in the face of the crisis, Chang Shenghua can be sure that if something happens to the Dragon Destroying Brigade again, it will be difficult for Ning Shaoming to escape like this again.

Chang Sheng painted in the fireworks in the sky and secretly made a decision.

The car full of fireworks and firecrackers was played, and they had to barbecue meat and drink some wine, and the members of the dragon destroying team made a lot of trouble, and the atmosphere was also very warm, covering up the sadness of not being able to go home for reunion.

Of course, most of the players who stayed were team members who could only say "Dragon Destroyer is my family's happiness depends on everyone".

It's rare to open the ban, the big guys are all drunk, Li Yannan pulled a few team members around the bonfire and sang and danced, and wanted to pull Ning Shaoming into the gang, but Ning Shaoming kicked him and ran away with a grin.

Among the people present, it is estimated that only Chang Shenghua is awake, even Zhao Sulin, who has always been restrained, and Chenjin, who is not much drunk, are dizzy.

Ning Shaoming walked towards Chang Shenghua with a bottle of wine, and almost tripped over a stone halfway, staggered and steadied again, walked in a crooked straight line, ran to Chang Shenghua and sat down.

Chang Shenghua was playing Super Mario with his mobile phone, looked up and saw him, and asked casually: "Drunk?" ”

Ning Shaoming sighed, "Want to let go of Lao Tzu?" It's not even close! ”

As soon as Chang Shenghua heard it, he knew that he was not drunk but also half drunk, "Pay attention to the quality, Ning Squadron." ”

Ning Shaoming said dissatisfiedly: "It's just your mother, can't you say 'Lao Tzu'!" ”

Chang Shenghua pulled the corners of his mouth, "Ask you if Lao Tzu agrees that you say that you are Lao Tzu every day." ”

Ning Shaoming was a little dizzy by her words, and after thinking for a long time, he slapped his thigh suddenly, "Ge his Lao Tzu, can you control Lao Tzu!" ”

Chang Shenghua looked at him speechlessly.

Ning Shaoming began to pour her wine again, "How can you not have a good drink for the New Year?" Here, a toast! ”

Chang Shenghua expressed his gratitude to Bumin, "What to drink, I poured, are you going to sleep in the snow?" ”

Ning Shaoming laughed twice, "I'm afraid of a fart, it's not like I haven't slept." ”

Chang Shenghua understood, Ning Dashao was at least eight points drunk, and he had already let himself go.

Thinking of this, Chang Shenghua put away his mobile phone, picked up the cup and him, "Come, drink." ”

Ning Shaoming was really fooled, and began to gurgle with the bottle, while Chang Shenghua just touched his lips with a cup, and didn't drink it at all.

"Drink so hard?" Chang Shenghua was dazzled by him now, and he didn't even bother to pretend to pour the wine, but just asked, "Are you unhappy?" ”

Ning Shaoming immediately said, "How can you be unhappy?" Chinese New Year, good wine, good food, good brother, why am I not happy? ”

The three rhetorical questions revealed diametrically opposite meanings to the meaning in the words, Chang Shenghua smiled, "What are you thinking?" ”

The topic of cold transfer made Ning Shaoming's mind not turn for a while, and it took a long time before he said: "The fireworks are so beautiful." ”

Chang Shenghua glanced up, it was Li Yannan who found and pulled out a small half box of surviving fireworks, wow wow screamed and lit the fire, a red dot flew into the sky, exploding thousands of purple and red.

Chang Shenghua nodded, "It's pretty good." ”

"She likes this," Ning Shaoming folded his fingers to count her, "White roses, fireworks, coffee, oil paintings, she likes them all, what do those people say about her?" Wen Qing ...... Well, literary youth. ”

Chang Shenghua understood that he was talking about his mother, and the information did say that the mother of the Ning family, who died early, was a talented girl.

Ning Shaoming's eyes reflected brilliant sparks, but there was also the deepest dark color hidden in his eyes, hidden in the hazy drunken eyes, and he couldn't see it very clearly.

"At that time, fireworks and firecrackers were not banned in the capital, and when the Chinese New Year was over, it was bright everywhere, illuminated by fireworks, she liked to stay in the yard to watch, watch it overnight, sometimes it snowed so hard, she was so cold......"

Chang Shenghua knew that it was Ning Shaoming who felt cold, so he thought that his mother was also cold.

Ning Shaoming shook the wine bottle in his hand, and after finding that there was still wine, he took another sip before muttering: "I now set off so many fireworks every year, why doesn't she come to see it......

This sentence is too light, and it sounds so calm, but the sorrow in it is like a chill like maggots in the snow, seeping into the bones.

Chang Shenghua looked at Ning Shaoming with a little pity in his eyes.

Ning Shaoming didn't notice anything.

However, Chang Shenghua quickly returned to normal, and looked at Ning Shaoming with an unoppressive look, "Do you feel cold?" You're in the snow right now, it's snowing in the sky, the temperature around is low, yes, you're cold...... You look up, look forward slowly, and see your mother, she's standing in the yard, and there are so many fireworks in the sky......"

Ning Shaoming's eyes slowly became misty.

Chang Sheng's voice was still as calm as usual, but I don't know why, there was a smell of bewitchment, "The snow has stopped, the temperature is rising, let's move forward slowly, you go to school...... Further on, further on, you come home from school, open the door, go up, and tell me, what do you see? ”

Ning Shaoming's originally calm face became slightly struggling, "Blood...... She was lying there, and there was a lot of blood......"

"Relax, inhale, exhale, relax......" Chang Shenghua calmed his uneasy mood for a while, and waited until he re-entered the relaxed posture before continuing: "Take a closer look, what else is there besides blood?" ”

Ning Shaoming was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "There is a knife on the ground, it is a utility knife, it should not be in the bedroom...... There was also a business card case with ...... written on it"

Chang Shenghua realized that this was the key, and his tone was softer, "What is written?" ”

Ning Shaoming said almost calmly: "Ning Jinghou! ”

Chang Sheng's eyes flashed.

Ning Jinghou, the head of the Ning family, his business card box appeared at the scene of Ning's mother's death, but Swende didn't find any relevant clues......

"You're doing well, you're fine, you feel like your surroundings are getting warmer, your brain is a little dizzy, you just had a dream, and you can'......t remember it clearly when you wake up," Chang Shenghua pressed the urge to continue exploring, and slowly finished up on his stall, "You're sleepy, your brain is getting heavier, your body doesn't obey, it's time for you to rest, come, three, two, one......"

Ning Shaoming fell down accurately, and Chang Shenghua caught him and slowly put him down.

"Good night, have a good dream." She whispered.

Ning Shaoming let go of his frowning brows, and his sleeping face that had calmed down was extremely beautiful.

Chang Shenghua suddenly noticed something, and when he looked up, Chen Jin was standing not far away in shock.

Looks like I've been caught......

Chen Jin came back to his senses suddenly, rushed over and squatted down to check on Ning Shaoming, and made sure that he was just asleep, and Chen Jin breathed a sigh of relief.

He took off his coat and covered Ning Shaoming, and then looked at Chang Shenghua, this always gentle man was also angry, and shouted in a low voice: "You hypnotize him!" ”

Chang Shenghua didn't have the heart of being caught at all, and wrote lightly: "Just ask something, it won't hurt him, don't worry." ”

Tatsutsu was not at ease at all, "This is not right for you!" ”

Chang Shenghua smiled, "Professional ethics don't work with you, I don't need extraordinary means, you are still half-dead now." ”

Tatsutsu felt that she was strong, but she couldn't find the words to refute it.

Chang Shenghua glanced at Ning Shaoming, who was asleep, and was not worried that he would wake up suddenly, "Moreover, he doesn't say anything to you, you really haven't noticed that he is often not in a good mood?" ”

Chen Jin continued to be silent, in fact, Ning Shaoming had a lot of fun with them just now, and at a certain moment, he also felt that Ning Shaoming didn't look so happy.

Chang Shenghua picked up the cup and took a sip of wine, "Chenjin, you want to protect him, I can understand, but how much can you help him?" She stared at Tatsu and said in a firm tone: "In fact, you don't understand his pain at all. ”

Tatsutsu asked rhetorically, "Then do you understand?" ”

"No one can feel the pain of others, not even psychologists," Chang Shenghua said lightly, "but I can help him solve his problems, can't I?" ”

Chen Jin had nothing to say, he didn't trust the psychiatrist before, but after seeing Chang Sheng's paintings, he couldn't help but believe it.

Seeing this, Chang Shenghua smiled and said, "Remember to keep it secret, Captain Chen." ”

Tatsutsu clenched his fists slightly, and let go again, "I see." ”

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Chang Shenghua suddenly asked again: "What was the original purpose of the head of the Ning family looking for you to enter the Dragon Annihilation as an internal response?" ”

Chen Jin was startled, looked down and saw that Ning Shaoming was still asleep, so he calmed down, frowned and said: "I don't know, he just asked me to keep an eye on the squadron and pass on some information regularly, at first I thought he was secretly trying to help, but the dragon annihilation happened several times, and I didn't see him make a move." ”

Later, he became friendly with Ning Shaoming, and he was even more perfunctory to the head of the Ning family, but the head of the Ning family began to care less about Ning Shaoming, and his "spy" was even more useless.

Chang Shenghua thought thoughtfully, "Then did you know from the beginning that their father and son had a bad relationship?" ”

"I have this idea, but there is no evidence," Chen Jin said, "I met the head of the Ning family once, and he said that the squadron has always been lawless and violent, so let me keep an eye on the squadron, don't let him mess around, I only found out what he said after entering the Dragon Destroyer." ”

Chang Shenghua nodded, and asked again: "What benefits did the head of the Ning family give you?" ”

Chen Jin's movements froze, and he said with some embarrassment: "A sum of money, a lot of money, to treat my girlfriend, she died later." ”

But the debt owed can't be paid off, he can only be sorry for Ning Shaoming, and now even if he no longer works for the head of the Ning family, the fact of betrayal still exists.

Chang Shenghua didn't speak again, but just glanced at Ning Shaoming thoughtfully.

She was thinking, Ning Shaoming...... I really don't know Tatsutsu's identity?