"Do you think it's best if I'm gone?" A little smile appeared on the young man's face, there were three points of self-deprecation in his eyes, and the rest was only calm, "In the end, except for Ze Yu, it is because of Lu Youheng that I have something to do with it." I have no blood relationship with him at all, so you don't have to bother so much about me, I will solve my own affairs. ”

"So what are you going to do? Do you do it to Jiang Yurou like you do today? Do you know what that place is? ”

"I know."

"Okay," Zhao Yanyan, who was full of fire, asked again: "Then what should I do if Jiang Yurou dies today?" ”

"It's just right to die, she gave my brother her life, and I will give her her life, so that none of us owe anyone."

"Heh," Zhao Yanyan sneered rarely: "You Heng's life, is it that she can withstand it?" And you, for the sake of a biological mother that you don't want to admit yourself, you still have to send your whole life into it? Cheng Enyou, have you gone crazy or have you never been sober? Your father, and Youheng, haven't these things made you mature a little bit? ”

"If growing up is like this, I'd rather not!" The boy immediately stood up from the stool, "I know what you think, yes, I killed my brother, it's me!" Now not only do I still admit my mistakes, but I am also looking for excuses to find scapegoats, I used to always do things with Lu Youheng, and now I don't even let go of my own biological mother. I don't deserve your stay, I don't deserve to be taken care of by you, I should make amends to my brother, I should go and give him his life, the damned person is me not him! I ......"

With a crisp sound, Zhao Yanyan actually slapped the man.

"Are you awake?"

Cheng Enyou was completely stunned, he stared at this person with wide eyes, and before he could react, Zhao Yanyan gave him another slap.

"Are you sober now?"

"Yan Yan, what are you doing?"

Zhao Yanyan raised his hand again, "I'm asking if you woke up?!" ”

"I ......" The young man seemed to be stunned, he froze in place, his throat was astringent when he spoke, and even if he spoke, there was no sound.

"Aren't you going to die? Okay," Zhao Yanyan pointed out the window and said, "This is the fifth floor, if you jump, it's unlikely that you will still be alive, if you don't think it's high enough, the telecommunications building opposite your school has 21 floors, and you can die in just a few seconds to get rid of it." ”

"Zhao Yanyan!"

The young man didn't care about Ning Haokun who rushed over, but pushed the man and continued to say to Cheng Enyou: "If you don't want to jump off the building, there are many ways. Sleeping pills, gas, jumping into the river, cutting your wrists, or if you want to compensate for Youheng so much, you just rush to the road, it is difficult to have survivors in a car accident, this kind of death is the best compensation. I'll do the math for you, your school entrance is the main road leading to the river, and you can run from the dormitory building in no more than fifteen minutes, so you can get everything back in sight, how about it? If you want to die so much, and if you want to pay back so much, you might as well go now. ”

Hearing this, Cheng Enyou's eyes also changed slightly.

"Why don't you move? I won't stop you, how can you be scared when you say it so firmly? ”

"I ......"

"When you die, just go down to see your father and look at your brother, do you tell them that you have repaid all the kindness you have with this life over the years, or do you want to find a way to kill Jiang Yurou before you die? In this way, the revenge is also avenged, and the matter is over, you can go and explain to them with peace of mind, I really want to see what your father and Youheng's expression will be at that time. ”

Ning Haokun and the others present heard it, Zhao Yanyan was persuading him, although Zhao Yanyan looked gentle, but he was actually extremely stern.

"Will they praise you? Or will you be happy? Do they say that everyone can finally be reunited, really happy, happy? All their hopes and sustenance in life have been destroyed by you, so your father and Youheng will say that you are very promising, they are persevering when they are having such a difficult time, and now? It's only been ten days since you've fled to them, do they think you're very caring? In this way, even when they go to the underworld, they can finally take care of you and protect you as before, and if you are so selfless and so kind to accompany them, then they should thank you! ”

"Don't talk about it."

"Yes, it's really not worth it to think about it, Youheng's two legs, and one of his lives, his whole life has been ruined by you, so you think that if you lose your life, it will be great and not easy, and you won't feel guilty anymore, right?"

"Don't talk about it......"

"Your father, and Youheng, what they wanted to do and wanted was not realized, why did you die like this? Is your life just your own?! Do you still do whatever you want? So what is Youheng? His death was too unworthy and worthless! Why are you still so stubborn, why do you never grow up and always take other people's kindness for granted? How many people in this world do you think will be as lucky as you? Yo Heng is he? Zhao Yanyan grabbed the young man's collar and lifted the person up: "He has also lost his father since he was a child, and he has been living a wandering life, is he so lucky as you?" Have it? Why does he have to pay so much for you, who are you, why is he willing to do this even if he is not related by blood?! ”

Why, exactly?

"Don't say it, don't say it, don't say it!" The boy shook the man away, "I know, I know it...... I regret it now, I really regret it. ”

Lu Youheng, he has always regarded himself as a family member and his own brother. That man longs for a home, he longs for a father and relatives, he has always had so many expectations for himself, maybe Lu Youheng still believes in the end, he believes that he and Cheng Enyou will eventually become ordinary brothers like Jinghuan and Jingchen.

"It's me who didn't cherish it, it's me who didn't!"

He has been giving up on himself for so many years, since Cheng Lixian's death, he only knows to close himself in the past and hatred, once he takes a step out a little, he just wants to take it back, because Cheng Enyou is afraid, he is afraid of his feelings for Lu Youheng! If he regards him as an elder brother, then what is Cheng Lixian? What is his death? If that's the case, didn't he betray Cheng Lixian from the bottom of his heart? So Cheng Enyou didn't dare to ...... He didn't dare to treat that person as an elder brother at all, and he was even more afraid that once he got used to it, he would never be able to change it.

"I'm afraid to face your letter, I'm afraid of everything related to my brother, this fear, it makes me can't bear it anymore, it's that it makes me dare not stay in that house because of it."

Ning Haokun had already guessed the reason, but now that he heard this person say it in person, he still felt a little shocked and heartache.

"I just can't stand it, I can't stand it, I'm going crazy if I don't do something about it!" After a hoarse sound, the young man fell to his knees pale on the ground, he was a strong and stubborn child, and it was the first time for him to show such a collapsed appearance in front of these people.

Ning Haokun remembered that when Cheng Lixian died at that time, this person just cried day and night, but at the funeral, the child who was less than ten years old calmed down a lot. Cheng Enyou had been holding Lu Youheng's hand at that time, he carefully hid behind the man, no matter where the man went, he didn't let go of a trace of strength. At that time, what Ning Haokun saw from the child's eyes was not fear or despair, on the contrary, there was an inexplicable reassurance in his eyes. Even if he is just a child, Cheng Enyou also knows very well that even if his father is gone, he still has an older brother, no matter how the world changes, there will always be someone in front of him and someone will always hold his hands. He never had to face the world himself.

Perhaps, for Cheng Enyou, Lu Youheng is like air, in the past, he never felt how much he cared about that person, and it was not until he lost it that he understood what it was like to be suffocated. And now, the kid really has nothing, nothing. Thinking of this, Ning Haokun didn't know what reason he had to be strong.

"Really, I ...... I just can't control myself, and I'm wondering why God is so good to me, why...... Why didn't you leave me behind no matter what I did? ”

"Enyou......"

"Let me go with Jiang Yurou," the young man straightened up, wiped away his tears and said, "It's okay to fulfill his wish, I decided, now, I ...... I want to go with that woman. ”

"Nope." Zhao Yanyan said categorically.

"It's my own business."

"I've seen Youheng lose his dream and lose his life, and now, I will never let him lose even his only brother."

The only one, brother?

"You want to escape, you want to compromise, you want to get out of here and want to get rid of all this, don't you feel that this is a betrayal of Youheng?" Zhao Yanyan's gaze was very cold, and it looked like a deep lake that had just frosted, "Cheng Enyou, listen well, I don't care what you think or what you do, but I will never let you leave Qingjing, you will be entangled with You Heng in this life." Listen, I'm not going to let you go with anyone, it's just my business. ”

Under the two sides, Cheng Enyou chose to compromise.

"So you'd better think about it for me as soon as possible, how do you go in the future."

The way forward? Is there a future for him?