Chapter 1814 - Because It's Miserable, Do You Have to Die?

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"Can't you find another woman?" With his ability, if he wants a face that is exactly the same as Tang Ning, it should be an easy thing.

If it's just because of this face, then a lot of things are well solved. But the reason why Xiao Fengting was reluctant to do that might be to manipulate her than to create another

"Downing" is going to be easier. There was a little bit of self-deprecation in her heart, and she felt like she had asked a stupid question.

Sure enough, the man who was looking at her in front of her gave her a slightly mocking look, then took a dry towel to wipe his hair and turned to go out.

Tang Tian stood alone under the shower, warm water pouring down from the top of her head, her cold skin absorbing the heat of the warm water, so that her body was not so cold.

She slowly washed her body, her body did not have a kind of lazy relaxation after the Qing incident, a faint dull pain was transmitted from the place where she was entered, the pleasure he once brought her, now only this simple tingling and heaviness remained.

Women and men are really not the same species, and she can't raise any interest in loving Xiao Fengting at all.

* She simply cleaned up her body and walked out of the bathroom with her bathrobe on. The man stood in front of the windowsill, his back to her and looked out the window, and there was a faint smell of smoke flowing through the air along the evening breeze.

She thought that not long ago, when they were having fun in bed, Xiao Fengting also liked to smoke. When she fell in love with her, Xiao Fengting always seemed to be at ease.

She was pushed to the extreme by him, and he could still smoke while her. At that time, he had a kind of sexy appeal that wanted to kill people.

She was once infatuated with such a light and clear smell of smoke because of him, and the cigarette was related to the beautiful bed, so that as soon as she smelled the smell of this brand of cigarettes, she thought of Xiao Fengting looking down at her eyes.

Breathtaking. And now, all the charming and tactful emotions have dissipated, and there is only an empty cold silence left in her chest, like a corpse that has been hollowed out by him and Tang Yi, and everything she can give them has been taken away.

However, even with such a body, she does not have the right to make her own decisions. It is simply unheard of for a person to be so miserable.

It's ridiculous that she is so miserable, but she never thinks about death. Life is so cheap, but he is reluctant to die. So she didn't even have anything to resist and trade with these people.

She got into the quilt with a damp and cold air, and her body had no temperature, so she couldn't sleep warmly under the quilt, and she lay down for a while, and her hands and feet were still cold.

She slowly curled up her body, feeling her body without temperature, and in the darkness, a layer of emotion surged up that she wanted to cry.

Countless times, thousands of times, she has asked this question, but on such a night that makes people's hearts freeze, she still wants to ask, why?

Why isn't she worth cherishing? Why, why is it so miserable from birth, this life, there seems to be no happy ending, every time, every time it seems to be so, when she thinks she can touch hope, let her despair again...... She wanted to cry, but she didn't know why she was so wronged.

Is there some person who is not worthy of being cherished in her life, so no matter how hard she tries, others will abandon her.

She hugged herself tightly, feeling that her heart was about to crack because of such sadness, some people in this world live so freely, while some people have exhausted all their strength to live...... * Early the next morning, she finished breakfast and was driven to a nearby hospital by Xia Ningliao.

When she passed all the way, Xia Ning didn't say anything, but after arriving at the hospital, she patted her on the shoulder and told her not to be afraid, just go in with the nurse and finish the physical examination.

Tang Tian didn't say anything, and followed the nurse in meekly and quietly, Xia Ningchat stood at the door, looked at her back, and then sighed slowly.

It took about four or five hours to get a physical check-up. The report sheet of her various physical indicators, when she was printed, was copied and forwarded to Xiao Fengting's e-mail.

Tang Tian's body is very healthy, except for a little hypoglycemia and malnutrition, there is no problem.

And this little problem is probably caused by the recent excessive pressure. After Tang Tian came out of the hospital, he didn't speak.

Xia Ningchat drove the car, looked straight ahead, and said, "He ordered me." ”

"I know." She sat in the passenger seat, looking a little hollow. Xia Ningchat sighed softly.

"Isn't it ridiculous that I'm alive now?" Xia Ningchat was slightly stunned, and turned her head to look at her. Tang Tian's eyes and expression looked a little confused.

"Is it better for a person to live to such a point than to die?" Xia Ningchat slowly stopped the car.

"I feel like a commodity now." She sat there, stating in a calm tone,

"Because the user thought I had a problem, I was sent to the hospital for maintenance." Here in Xiao Fengting, she completely lost her dignity as a human being.

She looked ahead, fragile and dazed,

"If a person lives like me, is it better for her to die?" After a while, she asked softly, "Because it's miserable, do you have to die?" ”

"I'm trying to survive just for this moment - to die?" Xia Ning chatted softly: "No matter what happens, it is not a reason to seek death. Tang tilted his head to look at her.

"It may be really difficult now, but it will pass, and sooner or later, it will end." She whispered comfort to her.

Tang Tian slowly lowered his head and raised his hand to cover his face.

"Do you look down on me?" She asked in a low voice,

"If I was stronger, wouldn't I look better? Not so despicable? Xia Ningliao stretched out her hand and hugged her gently: "Tang Tian, why do you think of yourself like this?" ”

"I just think...... I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough...... I'm too weak...... If it was Downing, she would have done better than me. She wouldn't allow herself to live like this. No one can make her succumb, she's so dazzling, and I'm just an ordinary person......"

"Don't compare yourself to others." Tang Tian slowly raised his head to look at her, her eyes were a little red, and her pale little face had a faint grievance.

She whispered, "But everyone...... Compare me to her. ”

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