When I woke up the next morning, Zhou Zhuojin actually appeared at my house, looking at his casual appearance, it seemed that he had been staying for a long time. It turned out that Su Mo let him in, as if he was afraid that I would strangle her on an impulse, so he went out to work early in the morning.

At noon, he fried two dishes casually, Zhou Zhuojin still had no intention of leaving, the chopsticks in his hand unconsciously flicked the rice in the bowl, and Zhou Zhuojin in front of the dinner table finally couldn't help but explode.

"Isn't it just unemployed, since you are not happy, then do what makes yourself happy."

"The happiest thing I do is counting money." When the words fell, Zhou Zhuojin gave me a deep contempt.

"When did you become desperate for money?"

"Since you left." It seems that my answer was too sarcastic, so that Zhou Zhuojin, who was smiling softly just now, had a dark face, and the chopsticks in his hand slipped uncontrollably.

"I ......"

"You eat slowly." Without waiting for Zhou Zhuojin to say the following words, he got up and left the table.

yes, when did you start fighting for money? Am I really in it for the money? The answer is no. When he came out of the room, Zhou Zhuojin disappeared. At first, I thought it was my words that stimulated him, so I left with a strong backbone. It's just ten o'clock in the evening, and the goods came directly with a suitcase. Su Mo, who was wrapped in a blanket and watching TV on the sofa, was stunned, and he didn't seem to understand what this man walking in the spotlight wanted to do at the moment.

The alarm clock at seven o'clock rang at the scheduled time, and I ran to the bathroom in a daze to quickly wash my face and brush my teeth. I only remembered when I saw myself in the mirror, I seemed to be about to be dismissed, I'm afraid Lansha is waiting for me to take the initiative to submit my resignation.

At ten o'clock in the morning, Zhou Zhuojin opened the door and walked out with a lack of sleep, and sat casually on the sofa in the living room. Zhou Zhuojin rubbed his eyes, looked at the job postings spread out on the coffee table, and revealed a trace of displeasure in his shrewd expression.

"I'm busy looking for a job so soon, and I'm in a bad mood to rest for a while, and it's not that I can't support you."

"No, I don't."

"Why not, you agreed to marry me."

Hearing Zhou Zhuojin's playful words, the movements in his hands stopped. Looking up at him from a dozen newspapers. The indifferent eyes made Zhou Zhuojin's smiling face slowly become sluggish, and the air was full of silence.

"You also said that you will always protect me."

When the words fell, he got up from the floor and left, leaving Zhou Zhuojin with a sad face. The collision with the sound of the door closing, the aftermath resounded in each other's hearts. So low, so cool. Pulling the coat on his body, the cold wind by the river poured mercilessly into his body, and a shiver made his body cold.

It's not that I'm talking with thorns, clinging to the past. It's just that when the inner waiting again and again turns into disappointment and disappointment, and finally turns into pain, waking up in the breath. In the end, it becomes a scab, which cannot be picked off, but it cannot be hidden. It's as if he had gone that day, and he didn't look back. Left me, thinking that I had waited, and he would come back.

At eight o'clock in the evening, I finally walked home from the river. He was so hungry that he opened the door and saw the already cold food on the table, but he didn't feel hungry.

"You're back, hungry or not, the food is cold, I'll give you hot heat." Zhou Zhuojin, who walked out of the balcony, turned his worries into peace of mind, and he was uncomfortable.

"What's wrong, isn't there something uncomfortable?" Reflexively avoided, staring at him unhappily. Zhou Zhuojin's raised hand froze like this.

"You stay, what's the matter?"

The coldness in his tone was strange to me. And I was like this, looking at the last trace of distress in Zhou Zhuojin's eyes, slowly falling apart, just like that day a long time ago, my eyes slowly became gray and desperate.

“......。”

"I don't have any jokes that you haven't seen through."

"The kite."

"Isn't it, my guilt, I should accept it as a matter of course! Isn't it? Isn't it like I'm like a dog, if you're in a good mood, pat me and I'll learn to smile at you. ”

"No, no, no! Night Kite, I've never thought of it that way. I have you in my heart! I just can't let go of myself, I used to do that to you! He and I were excited, and our voices were trembling. Is your heart weak? No, it's just because they can't pass the level in their hearts, even if the purpose is different. At this moment, the injury in Zhou Zhuojin's eyes made my heart cold. Is it because of the unforgettable separation?

"Zhou Zhuojin, you and I ended five years ago!" His body fell to the floor like losing support, and Zhou Zhuojin also squatted down with me with a sad face.

"The kite." Raising his head to look at him who wanted to speak, tears slid down his red eyes. I never hide in front of him, whether it's crying or laughing.

"You're still like this, hiding everything in your heart. Even if it's the simplest thing, you like to let me guess it. But Zhou Zhuojin, do you know? I can't guess. Like I can't guess, that day, when you turned to leave, did you ever think that if I died like that at that time, you would feel a little more sorry for someone. ”

“......。”

When we were young, our teacher taught us a word of advice.

"If you come, you will be safe."

I don't know if this sentence is trying to teach you to be calm in the face of danger, or to teach you to go with the flow. But forgive me, who was still young at the beginning, always understood that it was submissive.

For many nights, I would wake up from a nightmare with tears on my face, but I didn't know what I was afraid of. However, no matter how much I tried to forget, everything in my memory was always so vivid.

It's just that for me, whether it is Zhou Zhuojin or the ungrateful Zhou Zhuoyi, they all walked through so lightly, but they all left without panic. It seems that their appearance is all to teach me a truth, how to be wronged but not sad.

casually took off his high heels and rubbed his aching feet. Looking back at the banquet center, the crowd was well-behaved in the blue sand.

Today's dinner was specially organized for him by the company. I didn't want to come, after all, I was in an embarrassing situation now, but who knew that my boss, who usually gets along with each other well, didn't know what cards he was playing, and said that this time he could show his face in front of the high-level management. All the things that Xiao Yu Xiaoqing did before have been dealt with. This is a good help for me to return to the company, although I always feel that Lansha is not a good person, but I don't want to lose such a good job for no reason, since Lansha pulled me down and sent it up, after thinking twice, I still came hard.

This place is some distance from the lobby, so you don't have to worry about not being seen by others. Sitting lazily in a chair with bare feet, an inophate sound interrupted the silence around him.

"No, someone will find out here."

"Whoever dares to see me pamper you, then his eyes are not wanted." is so arrogant with pampering, when he is the emperor. But this voice is really narrow. More is better than less, and it's better to flash people.

"Who's there!"

I'm sure I was careful, I didn't make any noise, how did I get discovered. Turning around, Lansha, who was supposed to be socializing at the banquet, walked over to me. The two of them who had lost their passion tidied up their clothes, and Zhou Zhuoyi's eyes were about to fire when he found me.

"Night Kite, you are really not afraid of death, and you dare to appear in front of me." Lan Sha ignored Zhou Zhuoyi's attitude, and the gentleman took off his coat and draped it over me.

"What kind of vision do you have, and you also have a relationship with mad dogs." The poisonous tongue that came from Lan Sha's mouth caught me off guard. is used to seeing his upright and gentlemanly side, and he is really characterful with such a casual and uninhibited appearance.

The sarcasm in Lan Sha's words, Zhou Zhuoyi could hear that he was talking about him. Zhou Zhuoyi, who was easily angry, clenched his fists and directly waved his delicate face like blue sand. originally thought that the noodle bag-like blue sand would suffer, but who would have thought that Zhou Zhuoyi would be thrown away by Lan Sha's backhand.

Zhou Zhuoyi saw that he had suffered a loss in Lanshana, and thought that he could attend such an important banquet, and his identity should be unusual. Immediately pointed the finger at me, and his tone was full of unwillingness. "I don't see that you're going to find a backing guy."

"What about you, that's your attitude towards your life-saver?" The words "life-saving benefactor" completely angered him, but he didn't know the details of the blue sand, so he rarely endured it.

"It's my humiliation that you live, that's my attitude towards my lifesaver." Zhou Zhuoyi's words made Lan Sha, who had been smiling, look unhappy when he heard it.

"Yes, then you'd better think clearly, I could save you back then, and now I can destroy you. If you're still so ignorant, I'll make you regret surviving! Staring at him with an indifferent expression, I have always been weak, and the instantaneous change made the arrogant Zhou Zhuoyi have a trace of palpitations. And the blue sand around me looked at me with a playful face.

"Night Kite, who regrets not knowing!" Ignoring the clamor behind him, Lan Sha and I left directly. Lan Sha, who was driving the car, didn't say a word along the way, and the silence was broken by a cough that he couldn't help but cough.

"So calm, it seems that you believe in Zhou Zhuojin's containment of Zhou Zhuoyi."

"Yo, it seems that the director knows a lot." Also, Lan Sha can know Zhou Zhuoyi, and naturally knows Zhou Zhuojin.

"Huh."

"Then why did Zhou Zhuoyi see you just now, but he didn't know you?" Doubts came into Lan Sha's ears, and after the clean glass lenses, his eyes exuded a momentary fierceness, and then disappeared quickly.

"It's enough for me to know him."

Lying on the bed savoring what Lan Sha said when he sent me back, his heart was full of mockery. containment, if Zhou Zhuoyi could really contain Zhou Zhuoyi, the car accident would not have happened five years ago.

Interrupting the memories that came to me at any time, he shook his head vigorously and plunged into the bed. It's just that what I thought was well hidden, I never let go of myself in my dreams.

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