For four years, Shan Jingning has not returned home, nor has she returned to the city where she and Rui Jin lived, because every grass and tree there and even the air are full of memories, and she is afraid that as soon as she returns, she will have an emotional breakdown.

In the past four years, she rarely even answered her parents' phone calls, and she didn't want to hear their words of concern or urging. Mom and Dad have only had mobile phones in recent years, and they haven't learned to send text messages, so if she doesn't answer, they can't do anything.

Every year, she just sends money to her family regularly, and sends most of the savings she has saved this year to them, so that they can pay her brother's tuition or something.

Her brother also tried to contact her, but Shan Jingjing ruthlessly blocked him.

In fact, it is good to live alone outside, in a completely unfamiliar city, no one knows what you have experienced in the past, no one will look at you with a cautious look, look at you with compassion, and remind you of your past tragic experiences.

Four years later, at the age of 29, Shan Tranquility finally embarked on the journey back to his hometown.

Dad is getting older, and the illness accumulated from the hardships and hard work of his youth gradually manifests itself in his old age, and now he has to have surgery.

She thought, she had already let go, and she could calmly recall the past, and she remembered Ruijin, so even if she came back, it would be nothing.

Back here, everything is so familiar and a little strange, the city has changed so much in four years, and so has she.

Memories are uncontrollable, the shops she and Rui Jin have been to, the roads they have walked, as long as they see it, they will remember the beauty of that time, but Shan Jingjing has learned how to get along with memories calmly.

She really let it go.

Thinking about it like this, she felt a little relieved in her heart, she had known and fallen in love with him for more than a year, and finally spent four years forgetting him, and now it was time to move on.

Shan Jingjing went directly to the hospital where her father was, her parents looked much older than four years ago, and the white hair on her mother's head made her feel very unfilial, but what happened at that time made her too painful and could only choose to flee.

My brother is also there, he has graduated, and he has a girlfriend by his side, and after a few simple questions, knowing that he has been doing quite well after graduation, her heart is finally not so heavy.

"Sister......" The younger brother looked at her, wanting to speak again.

At this time, the mother came out of the ward, glared at her brother, and then called Shan Ningning to enter.

"Your dad told you to go in and talk to him."

After Shan Jingjing entered, Shan's mother's face sank: "Your sister finally came out, you are not allowed to tell her, do you have to watch her collapse again?" ”

"But it's okay to always hide it, you can't hide it from her for the rest of your life, and if she knows about it at that time, it will only be more sad."

"I don't care! I've lost my daughter for four years, I don't want to lose her for another four years, she's in a good mood now, I and your dad also asked someone to find a partner for her before, she came back to meet, maybe there is a good one, live your life well, Tranquility has been paying for him for five years, he is dead, I can't watch her guard him for a lifetime. Mother Shan said, tears about to fall out.

Although she hasn't read many books, she loves these two children from the bottom of her heart, which are her sweethearts, and she feels distressed.