Chapter Seventy-Nine
The long three-hour exam finally ended in the warmth of the end of winter. The sentence in the invigilator's mouth is like the final salvation, which draws a perfect end to this daily life of several months of day and night.
After the last exam paper was collected, the invigilator finally gave the order, announcing that he could leave, Bai Zhi put away her things, and walked out of the examination room when the corridor was not too crowded.
The so-called chance encounter and deliberately arranged reunion are actually the most difficult to distinguish in many cases, if the chance encounter is just a chance encounter, it is the most common, if it is regarded as a deliberate arrangement, and show the temptation of this kind of chance encounter, it will inevitably make people feel that you are narcissistic.
Bai Zhi walked out of the examination room, and a familiar voice came over and called out to her: "Bai Zhi, have you finished the exam?" ”
Before Bai Zhi could speak, the man said, "Teacher Bai was very surprised when he looked at me." Now I don't do the training job, so you don't have to call me like you did in the training class. Just call me Zhang Zhe. ”
"You changed your name?" Bai Zhi is really speechless, does it mean that if you change an industry, you have to change your name?
Zhang Zhe nodded: "Sort of." How's that? Examination? ”
Bai Zhi felt that the matter of the exam was a private matter, and there was really no need to report anything to others, but out of politeness, she still said, "It's okay." ”
For such a polite response, Bai Zhi refused in her heart, firstly, because her character is really not the kind of person who can meet and please her, and she will not make witty words and make people happy, otherwise Heather will not be so angry with her many times that she can't say a word.
The relatively silent atmosphere always has to be broken by one person first, obviously Bai Zhi will not be such a person, and the stalemate atmosphere also made Zhang Zhe very shocked, or he stubbornly said: "Are you ready to go back?" My car is outside, I'll send you. ”
Shi Nanye stood behind him at some point, he had a cold expression, walked over, grabbed Bai Zhi, and said to the man who seemed to him to be a pick-up: "No need, my own girlfriend, send it myself." ”
If Bai Zhi's boyfriend was just an ordinary character, maybe in Zhang Zhe's opinion, he could crush it in his heart, but the man in front of him was cold and unrefined, with a detached temperament, and he even admired himself, and in the face of such an opponent, he really didn't know how to defeat him.
Zhang Zhe smiled bitterly to hide the shame of being compared to him, and said politely: "I didn't expect that Mr. Bai already has a boyfriend, and I have never heard you mention it." Hehe. ”
Bai Zhi felt a little speechless, did she have to report her boyfriend to everyone she knew?
Heather preemptively said: "Now it's not just that I've heard of it, but even real people have seen it." ”
Zhang Zhe was so choked by this sentence that he couldn't say a word, so he had to hurriedly bid farewell to Bai Zhi and went downstairs with a wave of graduate students downstairs.
The smell of the crowd of people floating in the air gradually became less and less strong, Bai Zhi secretly glanced at the heather standing beside him, only to see that his face was tense, his expression was cold, and he looked like he was not close to anyone.
When Bai Zhi panicked and wanted to find an excuse to explain the scene that happened just now, it was Shi Nanye who opened his mouth: "Xiaobai, I am your boyfriend, have you told those suitors of yours?" ”
"Huh?" Bai Zhi was almost stunned by such a sudden sentence, and before this sentence was digested, she could only explain her current mental state in a surprised tone.
Heather lowered her head and looked deeply into her eyes, and after a while, she sighed and said, "Forget it, anyway, I can kill those people in seconds with my strength." ”
That kind of self-confidence in the bones, and the self-evident sense of superiority, is something that Bai Zhi does not have, just like Osamu Dazai's "Human Disqualification" said: "Cowards will be afraid of happiness, they will be hurt when they touch cotton, and they will be hurt by happiness." ”
If you say that the situation that Bai Zhi encountered today is reversed with the heather leaf, Bai Zhi can't have such courage and self-confidence. Because of her many flaws and not being excellent, she has already lost in momentum, and in the end she can only be humble.
"Great leader," Bai Zhi looked up at Heather Ye, looking at him from the perspective she looked up, she actually felt the hidden melancholy carried by him, she fixed her mind and asked, "Why are you so good to me and so persistent?" ”
Yes, this problem was slowly dissolved again and again in the heather kindness to her, and even in this long time, she overturned and verified it again and again, and then persuaded herself and encouraged herself: since he chose Heather Ye, it was his own.
But he never asked him positively and bluntly: why did he choose to be with her, she was just a village teacher, with a meager salary, a strange and withdrawn personality, and a cold nature, the only thing that was still an advantage was to get along with herself well when she was alone.
Shi Nanye straightened her body, hugged her, patted her back lightly with his hand, and said in a very soft voice: "I used to make a little girl cry very sadly. Growing up, I always wanted to find her and tell her that she didn't mean to play a prank. ”
Heather's voice was very soft, but the scorching breath hit her heart, Bai Zhi slightly distanced himself from him and asked, "Then you found it, right?" It can't be me, right? ”
"Hmm."
The voice was neither heavy nor light, gently and softly into Bai Zhi's heart, her eyes were almost full of bright light, and she looked at the man in front of her whose face was still cold and full of tenderness in her eyes.
This kind of atmosphere is really suitable for two people to kiss each other when they are emotional, but the cold man in front of him does not have such a sense of relief at this time, adding: "But she doesn't remember me." ”
Such a sudden blurt out of a sentence made Bai Zhi really feel like she was laughing, so she could only lower her head and quietly laugh bitterly at herself: "I can remember things so clearly when I was a child, either pain or eccentricity, and most of the rest are also to avenge the hatred of being bullied when I was a child." ”
Bai Zhi raised her eyes and looked at the heather who was intoxicated with her memory, and only then did she realize that the question just now seemed to be like an infinite loop, and she was inadvertently exposed like this, and she couldn't help but feel a little lost in her heart.
Heather seemed to have seen through her thoughts, and said: "Xiaobai, I am good to you, although I had a childhood friendship at the beginning, but in the process of slowly drinking you to get along, I know you more and more, and I feel sorry for you." ”
The four words "I feel sorry for you" fell heavily on Bai Zhi's long-standing heart, causing layers of ripples.
Among Bai Zhi's few emotional experiences, to be precise, it should be one of the few secret loves and clear love in her feelings, these four words have never been spoken, even if Guang Baichuan later rushed to confess, it seems that he has had such an indescribable feeling.
It was a feeling that Bai Zhi had not felt in the more than 20 years she had been single, like a person who had been moving forward in darkness and loneliness, and finally found a glimmer of light in the long journey, which made people always want to touch and hold on to it firmly.
When Shi Nanye looked at the girl in front of him suddenly stood on tiptoe and leaned over her lips, the mood in her heart that had been hanging in the air for a long time and wanted to be completely controlled finally trembled uncontrollably.
It's obviously just a shallow kiss, but for Heather, it's like the long-awaited luck and long-awaited wish have finally come true.
It turns out that the so-called love can be so sensational, the so-called love can also show its unique charm in the plain, it turns out that the so-called love is just a shallow kiss she came over.
Bai Zhi, who had just landed on his toes, didn't want to be hugged by the heather, and pulled forward, his expression was leisurely with a little joy and contentment, and he said softly and jokingly: "Xiaobai, can it only go to this extent?" ”
The frightened Bai Zhi looked at the eyes in front of her getting hotter and hotter, didn't dare to make trouble, looked around timidly, and suddenly walked in twos and threes, lowered her head and muttered with a smile: "You let go of me first, this, in public." ”
Heather restrained her somewhat struggling hand and asked in a low voice, "So what?" ”
Bai Zhi: "You let me go first, let's go back and talk about it." ”
Heather tilted her head lowly, looking at her expression teasingly, and said awkwardly, "I don't." ”
Bai Zhi had no choice but to surrender, and persuaded in a soft voice: "Go back and say, you, you can do whatever you want." ”
Someone who finally succeeded chuckled and let go of his hand, but instead took her hand with one hand, and repeated thoughtfully, "You can do whatever you want?" ”
The ambiguous atmosphere floating inexplicably in the air, the tone and meaning of these words add a lot of room for reverie, it's too shameful! Bai Zhi's embarrassed face turned red, and she just wanted to lower her head and lower.
When the current atmosphere didn't know how to ease, Xiao Zhang appeared. With this dose of relief, Bai Zhi just broke free from the half-held arms of Heather Ye, and when Heather and Xiao Zhang were talking, she took the opportunity to break free and ran away.
Heather looked at someone who had fled in a hurry, and only smiled slightly, looking at her back with doting eyes. Xiao Zhang looked at it with his spare eyes, and interjected inappropriately to draw the leader's attention: "Sir, just now there was a woman who had been looking around the car, and I went to inquire, but she didn't speak, just watched from the sidelines. ”
Heather frowned: "Is it still there now?" ”
Xiao Zhang: "After I left, the woman also left, and she shouldn't be there at this time." ”
After a pause, Xiao Zhang still asked the doubts in his heart: "Sir, who is that woman?" She seems to be very persistent. ”
Shi Nanye didn't answer, just strode forward, Xiao Zhang's back was cold, he followed behind with his head down, stretched out his hand and gave himself two mouths, thinking: "It's okay, it's okay to be curious about the leader's affairs, this time it's really annoying the horse's legs." ”
Heather walked ahead, her brows tightened more and more, and her steps unconsciously faster.