Chapter 40: The Confession of the Departure

This is your state of mind, which is what people call your inner world.

Now as long as you keep thinking in your heart that you want to go out, your consciousness will return to your essence and you will be able to get out of here!

Hearing her words, I was a little confused, and I didn't know why she said that.

Thinking of this, I hurriedly shouted: Xue'er, can you tell me, why are you angry, if I am wrong, you say it, and I will change it.

Besides, I don't want to leave now, we haven't seen each other for so long, I miss you, I want to be here with you more.

In the clouds, there was no response for a long time.

It seems that it was a long time before the cold voice spoke again without any emotion: Falling to the sky, do you think you are stupid?

Originally, I thought she would scold me, saying that I was too attentive and so on. I even had a speech ready, but she came so much that I was useless as a hero, which made me a little depressed!

I'm a person who can't speak, and the first time I heard this, I wanted to refute it and ask myself where I was stupid. In fact, the best choice at this time is to remain silent, so as to respond to all changes.

But I was lucky that I was stunned just now, so I reacted a little slower. In her opinion, I should have seriously thought about the deep meaning of her words! Of course this is my idea, I don't know what she really thinks! Anyway, her next sentence seemed to be a lot milder.

Do you know what courage is?

I know this, that is, I will never be afraid of danger, no matter how difficult and dangerous the road ahead, I will have the courage to face it!

In order to behave well in front of Cher, I hurriedly said my thoughts!

I thought she would be impressed, but she let out a disdainful sneer.

So that's the courage in your heart! In my opinion, true courage is to advance in the face of difficulties, to find light in the darkness, and to treat each other with sincerity.

Courage can be awe-inspiring or bland, which one do you think you are?

Of course, I don't think you're any of you, you can only rush forward one by one, but you have a belief that you are not afraid of death, and this is just a reckless man's behavior!

Her words made me a little ashamed and at the same time stunned, and I felt like I was in the clouds!

And I finally understood why she was angry!

Originally, I was a little annoyed that she was in such a state that the weather was sunny for a while and it was raining for a while. But now my heart is full of emotion!

Because she's worried about me! Worried that I was so reckless, I went into the water to save Ye Ye, worried that something would happen to me!

But I still defended: I don't want to! Ye Ye is my friend, I have to save her!

Save her? How do you save? In the end, you even took your own life and said that you would save others, don't you think it's ridiculous?

As soon as she said this, my face changed, and I asked in disbelief: ...... You said...... Say I'm dead!

Hehe! You don't even know that your soul has returned to the underworld, and you're embarrassed to say that you save people.

For a moment, I was speechless, I could only use silence to express my inner unpeace, I was already dead, how could this be?

Don't think about it anymore, you need to remember that fearlessness is a reckless man, only wisdom and courage are true courage! When encountering problems, you need to be calm, think first and then act! Don't go your own way.

I was still immersed in the grief of being dead, unable to extricate myself, and her words were almost unfounded.

Are these still useful?

Of course it works! I just said that you once returned to the underworld, but I didn't say that you died!

Her voice was still so indifferent, but I could hear that something was wrong.

Is there a difference between a soul returning to the underworld and dying? I asked, puzzled.

Of course there is a difference! You have indeed stepped into the door of death with half a foot, but the little girl outside does have some real skills, and she actually pulled you back!

Yes! Are you sure? So I'm still alive? But why am I not impressed at all?

I knew that the little girl she was referring to was Shilin, but I didn't expect her to have this ability to come back to life, which made me have to be impressed! At the same time, I was also curious about what happened during my coma.

Injury ......

Instead of answering my question, she called me by name abruptly. Then he said something that made my heart tremble.

I—love—you!

How heavy are these three words of I love you, I should be full of joy, but I have a bad premonition!

In the more than ten years I have been with her, not only has she known me, but I have also known her like the back of my hand. Her personality is very subtle, and a bold and direct confession like today's one is impossible for her! Unless......

The thought of a possibility made me tremble involuntarily, my eyes showing fear, and my heart felt like it was tearing.

I remember she told me that the Origin had been badly damaged, and that it would take a long time to recuperate, and that she would not be able to help me for a short time. But now I reappeared two days later, apparently because I had reached a critical moment in my life, and she had to wake up early, which must have brought her inevitable damage.

Thinking about it again, since she came to this state of mind world, she has always shown a difference from the quiet and peaceful before! It seems to be a little more lively and cute, and a little bold, which was absolutely unimaginable before.

There was no panic in my heart, afraid that she would leave me like this! I understood that I couldn't live without her.

In my twenty years of life, I have been with her day and night for ten years.

I'm used to the feeling of being around her. Just these two days of parting made me feel a kind of hardship of parting from life and death. Now, if she really wants to leave me, I really can't imagine what stupid thing I'm going to do!

I forcibly calmed myself down, and kept telling myself in my heart that this was just my own random speculation, and there was no basis for facts at all! Just as I was about to say something, she interrupted me again.

Do you know? I really, really love you! I thought we'd just go forever and ever.

However, there are unforeseen circumstances, and there are some things that I can't predict after all.

Since the death of the master, I have seen everything that has happened around you, but there is nothing I can do to help you......

No, no more! You've helped me a lot, it's me who is useless, I'm a waste!

My eyes suddenly blurred, tears struggled to get out of my sockets, I couldn't help choking, tears couldn't stop flowing.

These words of hers are obviously a farewell to leaving, I have never hated myself like now, hated myself for being reckless, hated myself for being useless, and harmed her!