Chapter 143: I Hate Myself So Much (7)
From the past life to the present, those collapsed emotions that have been withheld have been completely vented at this moment.
"I killed her. I know, I'm well aware that none of this would have happened if I hadn't messaged her, if I hadn't called her. Yueyue, she is obviously fine, if it weren't for me, how could she suddenly commit suicide? She was only 17 years old, and her parents loved her so much, they only had one daughter. Qi Ran, I killed her, I am a murderer. You know, I hate myself so much, I hate myself, why did I show up...... If it weren't for me, maybe none of them would have died......"
She roared viciously, but tears kept flowing.
The pain and anger in her eyes made Qi Ran's expression tense, and her sentence "I hate myself so much, I hate myself, why did I appear", which made one of his hearts seem to be put into the oil pan and tumbled and fried, and the pain was like a knife.
He has never seen such a candy, she has always been a cheerful and smiling little girl, the same as Wen Ziyue in her mouth.
Since when did his little girl be swept up in this darkness, suffering all this pain that she should not have suffered?
It was something he would never want her to see.
His heart was extremely distressed, as if he was wrapped around his heart by aquatic plants, round and round, suffocating him.
The hand that grabbed her was so tight that she couldn't control her strength, but Mu Tang struggled even more because of the pain, "Qi Ran, you let go!" I'm going to find Yueyue, you let go of me! ”
She struggled with great strength, and Qi Ran was afraid that he would hurt her after all, so he took a deep breath and let go.
But Mu Tang didn't expect him to let go suddenly, her struggle was a little strong, and the moment he let go, her hand couldn't control the force of the swing.
There was a crisp sound, which made the expressions of the two people change suddenly, and the hand that was waving indiscriminately slapped on Qi Ran's face.
Since he was a child, Qi Ran has never been slapped in the face.
Even if the other party was Mu Tang, his expression subconsciously became cold, and his eyes instantly lit up like ice cubes.
Mu Tang was also stunned, looking in a trance, watching a few red marks quickly appear on his side face, and her palm was also hot and painful, which showed how heavy this was.
She bit her lip and looked at Qi Ran's cold and handsome face, just when she thought he would slap her back or leave angrily, Qi Ran closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and tried to speak as calmly as possible, "Are you satisfied, are you calm?" ”
Mu Tang looked at him with suppressed anger, bit his lip tightly, his shoulders trembled twice, and he sat back on the bed and cried so weakly.
She actually knew she was making trouble, but she just couldn't control herself.
All of this has never happened in a previous life, and everyone is living a good life.
If she had known that her rebirth would have brought so many deaths, would she still be willing to come back?
However, no one gave her a choice, and she felt more and more frightened, she wondered if all this was caused by her, and if more people would die because of her?
Mu Tang covered his face, and even his crying was so suppressed.
Qi Ran was silent for a moment, squatted down in front of her, he gently pulled down her hand and held it, and slowly wiped away her tears with the other hand, sighing, "Sugar Baby, don't cry......"
Mu Tang lowered his eyes and looked at Qi Ran who was squatting in front of him, the coldness in his eyes dissipated, and only distress remained.