didn't go to the Internet café or go to Meng Zeyu's house, today Cheng Enyou was surprisingly honest, and returned home as soon as he got out of school. After opening the door, he heard the movement of the kitchen, why did Lu Youheng come back so early?

The man poked his head out from behind the kitchen door and greeted, "Xiao En, are you home?" ”

"Well, I'm back."

"You watch TV first, and then eat."

Cheng Enyou put his schoolbag, he was going to help, but he thought about it or forget it. Cheng Enyou lay down on the sofa and kept pressing the remote control in his hand, and his mood became worse and worse. When he sat at the dinner table, he didn't pick up the chopsticks for a long time, yes, Cheng Enyou was not happy. In the past, Lu Youheng was uncomfortable managing him every day, but once he didn't care about it, Cheng Enyou felt that the person was competing with him.

"Xiao En, what's wrong? Still thinking about the past? ”

"Nope." Cheng Enyou ate silently.

"By the way, I have something to tell you, Jingchen is coming back."

"Jingchen?" He looked up and was stunned, "Isn't he going to stay in England for another year?" ”

"Because Jinghuan graduated early, he will come back with him."

"Won't he be able to stay when Jinghuan comes back? He can't be on his own? ”

"Jingchen is still a child, and his personality is so shy and introverted, how could Jinghuan, as an elder brother, leave him alone, if it were me, I wouldn't leave Xiaoen alone in London."

"Huh, really? I don't think so. ”

"After all these years, how have I ever left you?"

"On the surface, I don't have it, but I don't necessarily think so in my heart."

"Do you have to talk to me like that?"

"Didn't I talk to you like that all the time? Why can't you stand it now? How good you used to pretend. ”

couldn't stand him being so-for-tat, Lu Youheng couldn't help but choke: "I can't stand it all the time, but even if I can't stand it, I can only tolerate you and let you, because you are Xiao'en and my only relative." No matter how uncomfortable I am, I can't slam the door and walk away like you. ”

"Heh, you can slam the door now, you just want to leave now!" Cheng Enyou, who caught the ignition of the fire, immediately attacked, "Lu Youheng, you don't have to mean it so much. Jinghuan can't leave Jingchen behind, but you are different from him, if you don't want me to drag the oil bottle like this, you can throw it away at any time, don't have any scruples at all. ”

"Xiao En, what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing," Cheng Enyou was still eating, and the expression on his face didn't change in any way, "I know how much you hate me and how much you don't want to see me, you really don't have to deliberately hide it and don't suppress yourself, I feel uncomfortable seeing you live such a hypocritical and contrived life." Anyway, I'm neither the same father nor the same mother as you, I never expected anything from you, and you don't have to feel guilty about me. ”

After two days of tossing Lu Youheng was also a little tired, during this time the thesis and the project were carried out together, and he basically didn't sleep much every time he rushed to the middle of the night, and when he heard this, Lu Youheng really couldn't help it.

"Eunyou, why do you do this every time? Does seeing me feel better makes you so unhappy? ”

"yes, I just don't want you to be happy, how about it?"

"Xiao En, I know that you are a little willful and rebellious at your age, but can you have a limit? I'm patient with you everywhere, and I'll take into account your mood and your thoughts, can't you think about it for me? ”

"Did I ask you to do that?" Cheng Enyou put the dishes and chopsticks down, "Lu Youheng, have I asked you to do this?" If you could, I just hope you can leave me alone and stop pestering me! Lu Youheng, what do I have to do with you? How long do you have to lie to yourself and others? I'm not Jinghuan and Jingchen with you, and it is impossible for it to become a relationship like theirs, how long do you have to play such a game of playing brothers alone? Is it funny that you're forcing me to live like this? ”

"Xiao En, why are you ......?"

"Alright, alright!" Cheng Enyou raised his hand, "Lu Youheng, please don't show this kind of expression, don't be so tearful and pitiful, please don't stage this kind of warm drama in the future, okay?" You obviously know that I, Cheng Enyou, don't have a home, and I didn't have it five years ago, don't you get tired of pretending so much, and you like to cover up for me in front of people so much? Do you think we'll still be family, and think I can still treat you as a brother? ”

"Cheng Enyou!" This man finally couldn't help but shoot the case, "Could it be that you were the only one who lost your home five years ago?" Not only did you lose your father, but I also lost my mother, I was also in pain and I was also desperate, you can vent at me and release me if you have resentment and dissatisfaction in your heart, but what about me? Who am I going to talk to, who can I talk to? You torture yourself and me with these past events every day, is our relationship for ten years so worthless, and it disgusts you like this? Cheng Enyou...... How did you become such a selfish child? ”

Is he selfish? This man has harmed himself like this, and he still says that he is selfish? Cheng Enyou never expected this person to react like this, stood up and pointed at Lu Youheng and began to roar: "Yes, it's me who is selfish, but if it weren't for your mother, how could my father die?" How could I be like this without you, you say you say, you say Lu! ”

"If you really hate me, you can scold me and beat me, Cheng Enyou, I will give you this opportunity today, as long as it can make you easier, it doesn't matter what you want to do to me. But I also beg you not to play with me anymore, don't perfunctory me again and again, if you hate me so much and want to kill me, then you can do it, just be neat! Don't have a sense of responsibility, you will only play with children's tempers, and don't apologize to me anymore and let me forgive you again! ”

"Lu Youheng-" Cheng Enyou completely lost his mind, he pulled the tablecloth and lifted the table full of food.

'Bang', and the young man really ran over and slapped Lu Youheng's face in the excitement. However, he regretted that he had not confiscated this hand, and looking at the red fingerprint on the right side of the man's face, Cheng Enyou's mind was empty.

"Relieved?" The man was looking up at him, making Cheng Enyou speechless, "Do you want to come a few more times?" ”

"I ......"

In Cheng Enyou's blank gaze, Lu Youheng silently walked back to the room, and sure enough, Cheng Enyou, who was stunned in place, heard his cry. The man cried so violently that it was heartbreaking, as if the whole world had collapsed.

It's strange, why are you so disproportionate today? You actually hit him? Cheng Enyou thought back to this fact, and the picture of Jinghuan and Jingchen getting along with each other came to his mind, and he was also very envious of these two brothers, but ...... He and Lu Youheng will never be like that, even if they were like that before, they will never be able to go back in the future.