The road has been chosen, and according to her temperament, she will not regret it.

"Alright, that's it."

Jiang Yurou was lying on the bed, she flipped through a few blurry photos on her mobile phone, and the person on it was still wearing Xinyi's school uniform, and these were all secretly taken when she followed Cheng Enyou before.

"You...... He really looks like your father," although she couldn't see her facial features clearly, she still said so gently, "It's just that his personality is not like it at all, he is such a gentle and polite person, speaking of which, you have such a temper...... It's kind of like me. ”

Yes, he's like himself.

The woman carefully touched the screen of her mobile phone, and her expression was as if she was touching the side of the person's face.

It's her child, yes, it's her only child.

On this day, Cheng Enyou actually took the initiative to ask himself, Xia Xiangxi was surprised, but Cheng Enyou didn't say anything after Jiang Yurou made trouble at school that day, and when he got out of school today, he only said to himself to see him on the rooftop upstairs.

This rooftop Xia Xiangxi is also familiar with it, Cheng Enyou and himself fled here last year, and that night, Lu Youheng and Chen Xiuche, everyone appeared.

[Then you let him go, I don't want to see him.] 】

[Lu Youheng, the fox's tail is finally revealed, you finally can't pretend to be it, since you think so, I'll die sooner, how uncomfortable it is, I don't mind meeting your request. 】

[Okay, I admit that I hate you. 】

She still remembers what Cheng Enyou said at that time. That person threatened Lu Youheng, his purpose was to force Chen Xiuche away from the beginning. And Lu Youheng, he only said that if Enyou jumped, he would also jump with him.

[Big deal, I'll jump down with you.] 】

【Will you?】 Lu Youheng, do you dare? 】

[What does it mean if I dare? Can you still see it when you're dead? This life belongs to you Cheng Enyou, and I have nothing to say what you want to do with it. 】

[Okay, then let's try it.] 】

Then in everyone's exclamation, the man disappeared on the fence, he jumped down, Cheng Enyou really jumped......

And Lu Youheng, he really walked over, and he was really ready to jump with Enyou.

Xia Xiangxi couldn't help but retreat when she thought about it, this kind of thing, she shouldn't be able to do it herself, even among ordinary brothers, few people will do it.

[I feel very happy to grow up with Xiao En, but I just feel happy. 】

This was said when Lu Youheng asked him to meet alone shortly after that day, Xia Xiangxi still remembered that when Lu Youheng said it, there was a warm smile on the corner of his mouth, and he ...... He didn't lie, and he didn't pretend.

[Xiang Xi, when you are there, Xiao En is always different. 】

[Can you take more care of Xiao En. 】

When he thought about it again, Xia Xiangxi was also in a trance.

[If there is anything unsatisfactory about Xiao En, please be more tolerant and patient, please don't leave him or abandon him, is it okay? 】

[Xiao En, this kid is like this, he will always be presumptuous to the people he cares about, he will always be special, he is so childish in everything he does, and he can't control so many consequences, and the way he uses may be extreme, but that is a way for him to express his good feelings. I'm afraid that if that happens, you won't dare to approach Xiao En again. 】

This is the real family, no matter what happens, no matter what Cheng Enyou looks like, that person is always the same to him. And what about yourself? Can you do it yourself?

When she thought of this, Xia Xiangxi approached the guardrail, she had been afraid of heights since she was a child, but now she was stretching out her hands, and it looked like she was going over the guardrail.

What can I do for Eun You? Lu Youheng, Ning Haokun and Meng Zeyu, now even Jingchen can do so much, but what about herself? Xia Xiangxi thought about it, but he couldn't find anything special.

[Xia Xiangxi, do you know why I want to pull you up? 】

[Because, only in this way, can we completely rely on each other and have absolute trust.] 】

That day, Cheng Enyou took himself over this hurdle after saying this.

The girl took a deep breath, and her wrist was grabbed just as she was about to exert herself.

"What are you going to do?!"

Her eyes widened in a daze, the person who suddenly appeared was Cheng Enyou.

The man shouted again, "Don't you know that there is danger here? Xia Xiangxi: What are you going to have in your head? ”

"I ......"

"What the hell do you mean! Do you want to die and go crazy? ”

"I, I didn't want to jump."

"It's not that you want to jump, why did you do that."

Although this person looked fierce, at this moment, Xia Xiangxi was actually happy in his heart.

"I just want to sit on the flower stand outside and look at it, just like you took me to do before."

It was only then that the boy calmed down, he was silent for a while, and only let go after pulling the man back into the middle.

"Enyou, how are you doing during this time?" Although he knew that it was a stupid remark, Xia Xiangxi couldn't help but speak.

"Good."

"Are you still used to boarding at school?"

"With Zeyu and Jingchen by your side, there's nothing you are not used to."

Xia Xiangxi let out an 'oh', she lowered her head, and she didn't know what to say for a while. She had thought about it so much, but now her mind was in a mess.

"I'm going to change shifts."

"Huh?" Xia Xiangxi was stunned for a moment, and he didn't react at all.

"Jinghuan, promise to help me transfer to the same class as Zeyu."

What the? This means that Cheng Enyou will not stay in 1212?

"For ...... Why? ”

"You knew from the beginning that I wasn't the right person to study liberal arts."

At the beginning, this person chose to stay in the liberal arts class, but it was actually for himself.

"So, you've decided to transfer back to science?"

"Yes, if I change it to science, I will have a greater grasp of the Qingjing test."

Although Qingjing is a small city, Qingjing University is a key undergraduate, and if you want to study in Qingjing, you must pass at least one line.

"That's very good," Xia Xiangxi suppressed the feelings in his heart and said: "Zeyu and Jingchen, they are all studying science, and their grades are so good, if you have a dormitory in the future, they will also be convenient for you to tutor your homework." ”

"Hmm."

"So, why are you going to Zeyu's class?"

"Next week."

Next week? So fast? That is, only three days?

"Senior Jinghuan, everything has already been arranged?"

"Yes."

Forget it, anyway, Zeyu's class is downstairs from him, and isn't Xiao Nuo also separated from that person? It's a big deal, just like Xiao Nuo, he runs a little more diligently every day.

"You know how my grades are."

"But it's not too late to work hard, I believe you will definitely be able to pass the Qingjing exam."

Cheng Enyou raised his head, in addition to dodging in his eyes, there was actually a little weakness, he deliberately took a few steps closer, and said, "I need to do these things wholeheartedly, so in the future, you don't always come to me." ”

"Eun-woo?"

"I'm easily distracted, and you know that."

This man, he said this...... What does that mean exactly?

"I know, I won't bother you, don't worry, I'm ...... I'm not going to be very diligent, I ......."

"Let's calm down first, let's not meet in the next few days."

"Why?" Xia Xiangxi finally couldn't help it, "Even if you want me to fulfill you, you have to give me a reasonable reason." ”

"There's no why."

"How is this possible?"

"How impossible! I just don't want to be with you anymore, I'm just tired of it, I just want to break up! Cheng Enyou roared out, and at the end he only looked at Xia Xiangxi's eyes, such a sharp gaze was the first time Cheng Enyou had seen it.

"I don't believe it," she said, "I don't believe a word of it." ”

"Whatever you want."

"Do you want to run away again?" Xia Xiangxi pulled the person who wanted to leave back, she pulled the corner of the young man's clothes, and asked loudly, "Why are you always like this?" Why do you just want to shrink into your own world, do nothing, and don't look at anything when something happens? ”

"How do you know I'm not going to do anything? How do you know I'm not going to look at anything? ”

"Think about yourself now, what have you done, and you can see the material clearly?"

"I don't want to quarrel with you."

"I'm not arguing with you, Cheng Enyou, I just want you to be sober! You can't run away from it for the rest of your life. Xia Xiangxi's voice seemed to be pulled farther and longer by the wind, "Your life is still very long, and you can't always be trapped by the past." ”

"I didn't run away, Xiang Xi, don't you understand? In my life, I don't belong to myself anymore. ”

Does not belong to himself?

"It's Lu Youheng's, it's my brother's, only with this life can I pay him back."

"But he doesn't want that, it's not what he wants!"

"He's dead, it doesn't matter what he wants or what he wants to see," Cheng Enyou couldn't bear the repeated emotions, he tried his best to control it, and only said: "This is not the person he wants, this is just what I want, can you understand it?" Only by doing this, I felt guilty...... And the guilt will be lessened a little, and only then can I force myself to live. ”

"Eun-woo?"

"I know that even if my life is ruined, from now on, no matter what, I can't escape his shadow, he will always be in my heart, he ...... Will always remind me in my head to look at me. I deserve all this, but you are different," Cheng Enyou hugged this man's shoulders, "You shouldn't live like this with me, I don't want to, I will never do this." ”

So that's why? This person, just don't want to drag himself down?

"I can, I can! As long as you do whatever you do with me. ”

"Okay Xiang Xi, let's stop reluctantly. I know, you've worked hard all the way, we're basically people from different worlds, let's end here, I don't want to work hard. Both of us, stop trying. ”